
she cried, tears falling. "Kiss me as you used to. I am Mina. Your Mina."
"And so she was, for many years," murmured Palin, watching in sorrowful
concern as Goldmoon advanced unsteadily to clasp her adopted child in her
arms. "Goldmoon found Mina washed up on the shore, presumably the survivor of
some terrible ship wreck, though no wreckage or bodies or any other survivors
were ever discovered. They brought her to the Citadel's orphanage.
Intelligent, bold, fearless, Mina charmed all, including Goldmoon, who took
the child to her heart. And then, one day, at the age of fourteen, Mina ran
away. We searched, but we could find no trace of her, nor could anyone say why
she had gone, for she had seemed so happy. Goldmoon's heart broke, then."
"Of course, Goldmoon found her," Dalamar said. "She was meant to find her."
"What do you mean?" Palin glanced at Dalamar, but the elf's expression was
enigmatic.
Dalamar shrugged, said nothing, gestured back to the dark pool.
"Mina!" Goldmoon whispered, rocking her adopted daughter. "Mina! Child . . .
why did you leave us when we all loved you so much?"
"I left for love of you, Mother. I left to seek what you wanted so
desperately. And I found it, Mother! I found it for you.
"Dearest Mother." Mina took hold of Goldmoon's hands and pressed them to her
lips. "All that I am and all that I have done, I have done for you."
"I ... don't understand, child," Goldmoon faltered. "You wear the symbol of
evil, of darkness. . . . Where did you go?
Where have you been? What has happened to you?"
Mina laughed. "Where I went and where I have been is not important. What
happened to me along the way—that is what you must hear.
"Do you remember, Mother, the stories you used to tell me? The story about how
you traveled into darkness to search for the gods? And how you found the gods
and brought faith in the gods back to the people of the world?"
"Yes," said Goldmoon. She had gone so very pale that Palin determined to be
with her, cost him what it might.
He began to chant the words of magic. The words that came out of his mouth,
however, were not the words that had formed in his brain. Those words were
rounded, smooth, flowed easily. The words he spoke were thick and
square-sided, tumbled out like blocks dropped on the floor.
He halted, angry at himself, forced himself to calm down and try again. He
knew the spell, could have said it backward. He might well have said it
backward, for all the sense it made.
"You're doing this to me!" Palin said accusingly.
Dalamar was amused. "Me?" He waved his hand. "Go to Goldmoon, if you want. Die
with her, if you want. I'm not stopping you."
"Then who is? This One God?"
Dalamar regarded him in silence a moment, then turned back to gaze down into
the pool. He folded his hands in the sleeves of his robes. "There was no past,
Majere. You went back in time. There was no past."
"You told me the gods were gone, Mother," Mina said. "You told me that because
the gods were gone we had to rely on ourselves to find our way in the world.
But I didn't believe that story, Mother.
"Oh"—Mina placed her hand over Goldmoon's mouth, silencing her—"I don't think
you lied to me. You were mistaken, that was all. You see, I knew better. I
knew there was a god for I heard the voice of the god when I was little and
our
boat sank and I was cast alone into the sea. You found me on the shore, do you
remember, Mother? But you never knew how I came to be there, because I
promised I would never tell. The others drowned, but I was saved. The god held
me and supported me and sang to me when I was afraid of the loneliness
and dark.
"You said there were no gods, Mother, but I knew you were wrong. So I did what
you did. I went to find god and bring god back to you. And I've done that,
Mother. The miracle of the storm. That is the One God. The miracle of your
youth and beauty. That is the One God, Mother."