She hesitated for fully ten seconds, wondering if stepping into the maisonette
was a wise move. The territory of the estate behind her was indisputably
foreign, sealed off m its own misery, but the rooms in front of her were more
intimidating still: a dark maze which her eyes could barely penetrate. But
when her courage faltered she thought of Trevor, and how badly she wanted to
silence his condescension. So thinking, she advanced into the place,
deliberately kicking a piece of charred timber aside as she did so, in the
hope that she would alert any tenant into showing himself.
There was no sound of occupancy however. Gaining confidence, she began to
explore the front room of the maisonette which had been - to judge by the
remains of a disemboweled sofa in one corner and the sodden carpet underfoot -
a living-room. The pale-green walls were, as Anne-Marie had promised,
extensively defaced, both by minor scribblers - content to work in pen, or
even more crudely in sofa charcoal - and by those with aspirations to public
works, who had sprayed the walls in half a dozen colours.
Some of the comments were of interest, though many she bad already seen on
the walls outside. Familiar names and couplings repeated themselves. Though
she bad never set eyes on these individuals she knew how badly Fabian J.
(A.OK!) wanted to deflower Michelle; and that Michelle, in her turn, had the
hots for somebody called Mr Sheen. Here, as elsewhere, a man called White Rat
boasted of his endowment, and the return of the Syllabub Brothers was promised
in red paint. One or two of the pictures accompanying, or at least adjacent
to, these phrases were of particular interest. An almost emblematic simplicity
informed them. Beside the word Christos was a stick man with his hair
radiating from his head like spines, and other heads impaled on each spine.
Close by was an image of intercourse so brutally reduced that at first Helen
took it to illustrate a knife plunging into a sightless eye. But fascinating
as the images were, the room was too gloomy for her film and she had neglected
to bring a flash. If she wanted a reliable record of these discoveries she
would have to come again, and for now be content with a simple exploration of
the premises.
The maisonette wasn't that large, but the windows had been boarded up
throughout, and as she moved further from the front door the dubious light
petered out altogether. The smell of urine, which had been strong at the door,
intensified too, until by the time she reached the back of the living-room and
stepped along a short corridor into another room beyond, it was cloying as
incense. This room, being furthest from the front door, was also the darkest,
and she bad to wait a few moments in the cluttered gloom to allow her eyes to
become useful. This, she guessed, had been the bedroom. What little furniture
the residents had left behind them had been smashed to smithereens. Only the
mattress had been left relatively untouched, dumped in the corner of the room
amongst a wretched litter of blankets, newspapers, and pieces of crockery.
Outside, the sun found its way between the clouds, and two or three shafts
of sunlight slipped between the boards nailed across the bedroom window and
pierced the room like annunciations, scoring the opposite wall with bright
lines. Here, the graffitists had been busy once more: the usual clamour of
love-letters and threats. She scanned the wall quickly, and as she did so her
eye was led by the beams of light across the room to the wall which contained
the door she had stepped through.
Here, the artists had also been at work, but had produced an image the like
of which she had not seen anywhere else. Using the door, which was centrally
placed in the wall, as a mouth, the artists had sprayed a single, vast head on
to the stripped plaster. The painting was more adroit than most she had seen,
rife with detail that lent the image an unsettling veracity. The cheekbones
jutting through skin the colour of buttermilk; the teeth - sharpened to
irregular points - all converging on the door. The sitter's eyes were, owing
to the room's low ceiling, set mere inches above the upper lip, but this