Look"-he started for the door-"we gotta go. Just had another call on the old ear-
thimble. Ten blocks from here. Someone else just jumped off the cap of a pillbox.
Call if you need us again. Keep her quiet. We got a contra-sedative in her. She'll
wake up hungry. So long."
And the men with the cigarettes in their straight-lined mouths, the men with the eyes
of puff-adders, took up their load of machine and tube, their case of liquid melancholy
and the slow dark sludge of nameless stuff, and strolled out the door.
Montag sank down into a chair and looked at this woman. Her eyes were closed now,
gently, and he put out his hand to feel the warmness of breath on his palm.
"Mildred," he said, at last.
There are too many of us, he thought. There are billions of us and that's too many.
Nobody knows anyone. Strangers come and violate you. Strangers come and cut
your heart out. Strangers come and take your blood. Good God, who were those
men? I never saw them before in my life!
Half an hour passed.
The bloodstream in this woman was new and it seemed to have done a new thing to
her. Her cheeks were very pink and her lips were very fresh and full of colour and
they looked soft and relaxed. Someone else's blood there. If only someone else's
flesh and brain and memory. If only they could have taken her mind along to the dry-
cleaner's and emptied the pockets and steamed and cleansed it and reblocked it and
brought it back in the morning. If only . . .
He got up and put back the curtains and opened the windows wide to let the night air
in. It was two o'clock in the morning. Was it only an hour ago, Clarisse McClellan in
the street, and him coming in, and the dark room and his foot kicking the little crystal
bottle? Only an hour, but the world had melted down and sprung up in a new and
colourless form.
Laughter blew across the moon-coloured lawn from the house of Clarisse and her
father and mother and the uncle who smiled so quietly and so earnestly. Above all,
their laughter was relaxed and hearty and not forced in any way, coming from the
house that was so brightly lit this late at night while all the other houses were kept to
themselves in darkness. Montag heard the voices talking, talking, talking, giving,
talking, weaving, reweaving their hypnotic web.
Montag moved out through the french windows and crossed the lawn, without even
thinking of it. He stood outside the talking house in the shadows, thinking he might
even tap on their door and whisper, "Let me come in. I won't say anything. I just want
to listen. What is it you're saying?"
But instead he stood there, very cold, his face a mask of ice, listening to a man's
voice (the uncle?) moving along at an easy pace:
"Well, after all, this is the age of the disposable tissue. Blow your nose on a person,
wad them, flush them away, reach for another, blow, wad, flush. Everyone using
everyone else's coattails. How are you supposed to root for the home team when you
don't even have a programme or know the names? For that matter, what colour
jerseys are they wearing as they trot out on to the field?"
Montag moved back to his own house, left the window wide, checked Mildred, tucked
the covers about her carefully, and then lay down with the moonlight on his cheek-
bones and on the frowning ridges in his brow, with the moonlight distilled in each eye
to form a silver cataract there.
One drop of rain. Clarisse. Another drop. Mildred. A third. The uncle. A fourth. The
fire tonight. One, Clarisse. Two, Mildred. Three, uncle. Four, fire, One, Mildred, two,
Clarisse. One, two, three, four, five, Clarisse, Mildred, uncle, fire, sleeping-tablets,
men, disposable tissue, coat-tails, blow, wad, flush, Clarisse, Mildred, uncle, fire,