
thoughtfully, "You're upset," he said with some surprise. "Why are you upset, Khornya? According to my
records, you love me. I would think you'd be happy I'd found a way to return to my people with my
brother alive and without having had to endure that endless torture."
"And all it cost you was the couple ofghaanyiof memories of our life together," she said. "I can easily see
why it was worth the trade to you."
Acorna was struggling to be reasonable and keep the hurt out of her voice, but it wasn't working. Then
she amazed Maati by employing one of Captain Becker's favorite curse phrases. Acornanevercursed.
"Frack it all, Aari! I have searched through time on this world. I have caused the Ancestors to put a stop
to the wholesale terraforming to return Vhiliinyar to its original state in case you returned to an unstable
world. I have traveled to Makahomia, where all of us could have been killed by people who worshiped
you and your friend Grimalkin as some sorts of deities. I got the message you left for me. But then…
you… sounded like you. And now you've returned a stranger."
He held up his wrist and listened to it again, then said, "Oh, yes. That. Well, I left the message for you on
Makahomia, but that wasbeforethe crucial jump. I appreciate all of your trouble, Khornya, but really, I
was fine. Grimalkin and I just had to wait for the proper moment, as I believe I said in my note."
Aari clearly didn't understand why she was so upset — maybe because Acorna didn't understand it
herself. She knew that if someone had offered her the chance to make Aari's torture vanish, and his
brother Laarye live, all at the cost of Aari's memories of their love, she would have willingly agreed.
Grabbed at the chance, even. But… she hadn't been consulted. And those memories had been a central
part of her life, too. Now, looking into Aari's beautiful but emotionally distant eyes, those precious
memories felt as if they were part of some sort of dream, or maybe of a vid she'd seen. Or as if their
shared experiences and emotions — some of the most beautiful in her life — hadn't really happened.
She felt discarded.
She knew that feeling was not exactly logical and reasonable. She should be happy that Aari was whole
again. She should be ecstatic that he was no longer tormented by memories of what the Khleevi had
done to him. She should be thrilled that he had even managed to save the life of his brother — Laarye's
death had haunted him and left him wracked with guilt. But the way he had done it made her feel as if she
was irrelevant in his life. And what was worse was that it felt as if, somewhere in his voyages in time, the
Aari she knew and loved had melted away to be replaced with this… this… infuriating stranger. Even
worse yet, her own Aari had cooperated in the destruction of the person he had been. He'd allowed their
love to fade from his mind and heart.
She was a stranger to him. AndthisAari was very much a stranger to her.
Maati was apparently taking all this much better than Acorna was. But Aari was only Maati's older
brother, not her lifemate. And now Maati had her other brother back, and could get to know him. Maati
had been born after Aari and Laarye were stranded on Vhiliinyar, where Laarye had starved to death
while he lay injured in a cave and Aari had been captured and tortured by the Khleevi. The only family
Maati had known as she grew up was Grandam Naadiina, who had died heroically during the Khleevi
attack on narhii-Vhiliinyar. After Aari was rescued, he and Maati had helped to save their parents, and
now they had theirotherbrother back. Maati's family was finally complete, so of course she was rejoicing.
Maati loved Aari, of course, but she naturally did not know him as Acorna did — or had.
But for Acorna, this new twist on her relationship with Aari was just one thing too much. She had in fact
moved mountains and oceans and the rivers of time to find him. Now that he was back, he'd forgotten all