Bradley,Marion Zimmer - Darkover 27 - The Shadow Matrix

THE

SHADOW MATRIX

A Novel of Darkover

Marion Zimmer Bradley

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PROLOGUE

Tell me again why we came out here to visit Priscilla Elhalyn," Dyan Ardais muttered as he went down the staircase

ahead of Mikhail. "And why we agreed to attend this ... thing?"

Mikhail Lanart-Hastur looked at his companion, at his dark hair and fair complexion in the flickering light of lampions

and started to reply. A flash of lightning illuminated the worn carpet beneath his feet as a boom of thunder rattled the

walls of Elhalyn Castle. There was a rush of rain against the panes of the windows

"We were a little drunk at the time," he finally said, when the noise abated. "And there were all those girls in

Thendara, making themselves pretty for us."

"Well, we aren't drunk now, and going to a séance is not my idea of a good time!"

"How do you know? How many séances have you been to?"

"None! I think talking to dead people, or trying to, is a perverse idea."

Mikhail laughed softly. Young Dyan Ardais, whose paxman he was, was a rather nervous man of eighteen. "What?

Are you afraid that medium of Priscilla's will conjure up your father?"

"Gods! I hadn't even thought of that! I never knew him when he was alive, and I don't want to make his

acquaintance now!"

Mikhail had had several days to regret the impulse that had brought them to the decaying pile that was Elhalyn

Castle. He knew he was old enough not to do such things, and that Dyan was his responsibility, his charge. If only

they had not both been so bored, and ripe for mischief. Well, there was no help for it. They were the guests of Priscilla

Elhalyn, the sister of Derik Elhalyn, the last king of Darkover, and they could hardly get on their horses and ride off

into the storm.

"Most likely it will be a total failure, Dyan, and they will not bring the ghost of Derik Elhalyn down from the

overworld. Or her father, or my grandmother Alanna Elhalyn either. Although I wouldn't mind seeing her. She died a

long time ago, and I have always been a little curious about her. I'll bet we won't even have a good tale to tell when we

get back."

"That would be fine with me." Dyan sounded less fretful, calmed by Mikhail's good humor. "So far it has been a

pretty dreary time, hasn't it-unless you count meeting those retainers of hers. I never knew that anyone gave

houseroom to bonereaders and mediums before."

"The Elhalyn have always been rather eccentric."

"What you mean is that Priscilla is only slightly less crazy than her mad brother, don't you? That Burl fellow gives

me the creeps, and I am sure it is his doing that we have to attend this ghost-calling."

Mikhail laughed again, but he shared Dyan's opinion of the bone-reader. It was an activity that was found in the

marketplaces of any of the cities of Darkover, but not one normally encountered in the home of a comynara. Still, he

knew that trying to see into the future was a perfectly human desire, and he suspected that Burl merely possessed a

small talent, a laran not unlike the Aldaran Gift of foreseeing.

The other of Priscilla's confidants, the woman Ysaba, was, in his opinion, the stranger of the two. Mikhail had seen

bone-readers and other diviners before, but a medium was beyond his experience. He sensed she had laran, but it was

not of a kind he had ever encountered before, and he suspected the woman had never trained in any Tower. He wished

he could ask her outright, but that would have been very impolite.

The two young men walked through a dusty corridor, and were met by Duncan MacLeod, who was in charge of the

stables but did duty as condom as well. He was a grizzled fellow, his face weathered, and his eyes sharp with

suspicion. Still, the stables were in good repair-better than the castle itself, which had been let go to ruin under Priscil-

la's careless stewardship. Priscilla's staff was old, and few in number. There were no young maids to keep up the

rooms, and no lads learning to manage the stables, which was puzzling as well. Elhalyn Castle was nearly empty of

people, with a hollow quality that was unnerving.

In fact, it was the most peculiar household Mikhail had ever seen. Priscilla had lived there, alone except for her

children and her few servants, for the years since the Sharra Rebellion, and the unfortunate events which had left so

many members of the Comyn either dead or insane. She seemed perfectly happy in her solitude, a little vague at times,

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but not obviously mad as her brother had been. The Elhalyns were often unbalanced, he knew.

Mikhail had a good many questions that he could not ask without appearing rude, not the least of which was the

parentage of Priscilla's five children. There was Alain, who was nearly fifteen, Vincent at thirteen, and Emun ten, as

well as two daughters, Miralys and Valenta, shy girls of nine and eight. Priscilla had never married, and whatever

lovers she had taken over the years remained unnamed and unknown. Since the Elhalyn women had comynara status,

they had a freedom of choice not permitted to most females, but he still found the whole thing rather unsettling. He

had never thought of himself as stuffy, but he nonetheless found himself unsettled by her irregular style of living.

Duncan led them through a narrow passage which connected the main portion of the castle to the narrow dungeon

that was the remnant of a much earlier time in Darkovan history, when the land-holding families waged terrible wars

with one another. It smelled of age, of old stones and the bones of the earth beneath it, and he tried to shake off the

feeling of oppression it gave him.

At last Duncan opened a heavily timbered door, and a gust of cold air billowed out. Just then there was another

shock of thunder, and the roof of the passage trembled, shedding a fine rain of rotted wood and flakes of whitewash

down onto the sleeves of his tunic. Dyan made a disgusted noise and ran nervous fingers through his hair, then

brushed the litter away.

They followed Duncan into a round room that would have been almost cozy if it had not been quite so chilly. There

was a small fireplace, and it was lit, giving off the

smell of balsam logs, though it was not enough to warm the room. The walls were stone, and they were damp with

moisture. Mikhail could see patches of mold on their faces, and the pleasant scent of the logs barely concealed .their

musty odor. A few sputtering candles were set on a small table in the center of the room, making eerie shadows on the

walls and the decaying tapestries that were hanging there.

Mikhail tried to imagine the room during the past, with long dead Elhalyn sheltering there, under siege from their

foes. But the room was too shabby, too cold, and too dreary for any romantic notions. The place was just a relic of

another time, and one that he was glad was gone.

Priscilla and her medium, Ysaba, entered the room, interrupting his reverie. The little Elhalyn woman seemed more

excited than Mikhail had seen her before, her golden eyes gleaming in the nickering light. There was an air of

anticipation about her; she seemed to be expecting something wonderful to occur. Her hair was the color of apricots,

and her skin seemed nearly golden in the light. No one would ever have called her a beauty, but she seemed quite

pretty in her undisguised eagerness.

"Please, sit at the table," she invited, gesturing gracefully.

Mindful of his manners, Mikhail held a chair for her, and saw that Dyan was performing the same office for the

medium, his distaste for the task apparent. They took the remaining seats, and he wondered where Burl, the

bone-reader, was.

The table had been polished recently, and it shone in the golden light, the smell of beeswax rising pleasantly

beneath his forearms. Mikhail turned his attention to a large globe of quartz sitting in the middle of it. It had a faint

bluish cast, but it was not the intense blue of a matrix crystal. Out of the corner of his eye he saw Duncan throw

something into the fireplace, and there was a brief flare as it began to burn. A thick, flowery scent began to fill the

room, something similar to the incenses his sister Liriel used, but heavier and not as pleasant. It made his eyes prickle,

and his fingers started to feel rather numb.

Ysaba gazed into the globe, her pale eyes vacant. She was a plain woman, with the very fair coloring of the Dry

Towns, and he was not sure of her age. There was thunder,

and a flash of lightning shone through the high, narrow windows, blinding him for a second. The wind gusted against

the walls of the ancient dungeon, but the structure barely trembled under the fury of the storm.

The chamber was silent, except for the crackle of the fire, and the sobbing of the wind outside. Mikhail felt a draft

along the floor, from the door behind him, and wriggled his toes in his boots. He hoped this was not going to take very

long. The somewhat shabby room he and Dyan were sharing was at least warm, and he wanted to return to it, and go

to bed!

"Join hands, please," Priscilla said, interrupting his thoughts.

Dyan gave a little start, then reluctantly slipped his hand into Mikhail's right one. He extended his free hand

reluctantly, and Ysaba clasped it. Mikhail felt Priscilla take his left hand, and put her other hand into that of the

medium. It was surprisingly warm and soft.

"You' must not break the circle," the medium said quietly.

Why did I let you talk me into agreeing to this, Mik?

We could hardly deny Priscilla's request, could we?

If either of us had any spine, we certainly would have!

Mikhail could sense the younger man almost squirming with discomfort. Although he was mildly uneasy, he did not

share Dyan's emotions, for his ever-lively curiosity was now fully engaged., This was going to make a wonderful tale

to tell!

There was a moaning sound, and after a moment Mikhail realized it was not the wind, but the medium. It was a very

strange noise, something he could hardly believe was coming from a human body. The thick, acrid odor from the

fireplace seemed to increase, and he had a sudden urge to sneeze. Mikhail wriggled his nose and managed to stifle the

reflex.

The globe in the center of the table began to darken, as if it were filled with smoke. A shape started to form, and

Mikhail felt the hairs on the nape of his neck stir with awe. Part of his mind was sure it was some peculiar sort of laran.

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But another portion of it was filled with the memory of ghost-tales he had heard as a child.

The shape thickened, and something pale and wispy

seemed to seep out of the quartz. It was a long, convoluted, ropy object, and after a moment of hovering in the air, it

bent toward the medium. Mikhail could hear Dyan's breathing, noisy and harsh, and glanced at him. The younger man

had his eyes firmly closed, his hand quivering in Mikhail's grasp. Even with the stifling incense, he could smell the

scent of sweat-his own and Dyan's. He gave his friend what he hoped was a reassuring squeeze just as the specter

touched Ysaba's chest.

There was silence for a moment, and then a voice emerged from the medium's throat. "Who are these strangers?" It

was a rather feeble tenor, reedy and unpleasant.

Mikhail felt Dyan's hand twitch in his grasp. What sort of ghost doesn't know who we are?

Derik-if it is he-never met us.

Oh. I suppose. His mental tone was unconvinced, and Mikhail agreed, but was willing to wait upon events. Now that

he had gotten over his initial fear, the entire event was becoming interesting. How was Ysaba producing that voice, he

wondered.

"Brother, may I present Dom Mikhail Hastur, son of Javanne Hastur and grandson of Alanna Elhalyn, and Dom

Dyan Ardais, son of Dyan-Gabriel Ardais." She sounded like a proper hostess, not someone speaking to a specter,

and Mikhail found himself admiring her air of calm.

"Why are they here? What do they want from me?" There was a whining tone in the words that set Mikhail's teeth

on edge.

"They came to see me, which was very kind of them, for we have very little company at Elhalyn Castle. Were it not

for the children and Ysaba and Burl, I would be very lonely."

"They are spies!"

"Nonsense! They are only young men!" Priscilla looked more animated as she answered than she had since they

arrived, as if she enjoyed arguing with her dead brother. "They have played with the children and ridden over the

estate, and made themselves at home."

"Send them away. They disturb me!"

"Derik, I am weary of my loneliness," she responded petulantly. "It is so pleasant to have someone to talk to."

"Send them away! They want to injure me."

"Derik-how could they hurt you?"

While this exchange continued, Mikhail took a long look at Ysaba in the flickering light. He watched her throat,

trying to see if the muscles moved when Derik spoke, and found that they did not. Where the devil was the sound

coming from? Were they really listening to a ghost?

Then, above the medium's head, Mikhail saw something move in the air. It was a wispy motion, like a curl of smoke,

and he could just barely make out the features of a man. The room felt colder, and as he watched, the wisp thickened,

becoming opaque, so that the wall behind Ysaba was no longer visible.

"Dyan Ardais was no friend to me," the thing said. "They are all my enemies, sister, all of them. You are my only

friend. And I have something to tell you!" There was a conspiratorial quality in the words, and Mikhail sensed

something in them that seemed both promising and unpleasant.

"But, Derik-you must tell me. I have been waiting for months!" •

"There is a plot against me. It is not these men, but . . . others. And these boys will tell everything ... all will be

ruined! They will try to stop us from. ..." The voice trailed off into silence.

Priscilla considered the words for a moment, peering at Mikhail and Dyan with her gray eyes. Her brows knitted into

a frown for a moment, then she relaxed. "Mikhail, promise Derik you will never speak of this to anyone." She seemed

used to her brother's fears, and sounded as if she were humoring a cranky child. At the same time there was a husky

quality in her tone that seemed very unsisterly to his ears.

Mikhail considered. He had always taken giving his word very seriously, and he did not want to swear a binding

oath if he did not intend to keep it. He realized that if he mentioned this incident to anyone, he would be thought as

mad as Derik. No one knew that he and Dyan had come to Elhalyn Castle, so it would not be difficult. And he was

curious enough about what the ghost might say to make the promise. "I swear I will never speak of this to anyone."

Beside him, Dyan shifted in his chair. "I swear I will never mention anything to anyone." There was a vehe-

mence in his voice, and Mikhail knew he meant it. I am going to forget this ever happened as fast as I can!

"You see?" Priscilla asked, looking pleased.

"Oaths can be broken."

"Why should they? They bear you no malice, dear brother."

There was a lengthy silence, and the smoky figure above the medium swirled in the air, shifting and changing subtly.

The effect was dazzling. Then, without any warning, the shape rushed at them, trailing long streams of vapor. Mikhail

felt a mist brush across his brow, and he shrank back, his heart pounding against his ribs. Beside him, Dyan gave a

yelp of pure terror, and clamped his hand so hard he nearly broke Mikhail's fingers.

It was over quickly, and the mist withdrew, but Mikhail found he was gasping for air, and that in spite of the cold of

the chamber, he was drenched with sweat. Beneath the table, his legs were trembling.

"Their hearts seem good enough," the spirit admitted grudgingly.

"Of course their hearts are good. They are very nice boys."

In spite of his terror, Mikhail nearly laughed at being called a boy. Priscilla was perhaps eleven years his elder, but

she acted like a crone most of the time. He sucked in his cheeks and swallowed the chuckle that threatened to burst

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from his mouth. He had always had a tendency to laugh when he was frightened or alarmed, and his mother had

sometimes said he would likely laugh on his way to the gallows.

Slowly, his fear dissipated, and with it, the urge to giggle. Mikhail swallowed in a dry throat, wishing for a 'glass of

wine. If all the ghost could do was surround him with mist, there really was nothing to be afraid of. And it was a shame

he had given his word never to speak of the incident, because it would make such a good tale.

Mikhail was lost in his own thoughts, so he almost missed Derik's next words. "The Guardian wants you. It is time!"

"At last!" Priscilla looked delighted, even in the poor light of the fire. Her thin face was alight with pleasure, and she

looked more like a girl than a woman with five children. But there was also something unhealthy about her reaction,

and Mikhail lowered his eyes quickly. Guardian? What was that? "Soon we will be together again, brother," she

whispered just loud enough for Mikhail to hear.

Despite his intense curiosity, he decided he did not want to know any more than he did already. Be together? Was

Priscilla planning to die? It did not sound like it. Then he shrugged, to ease his tension and banish his own sense of

embarrassment. He had stumbled into something that was none of his business, and the sooner he was out of it, the,

better.

The shimmering shape above the medium began to fall apart, and then the globe on the table clouded up again.

Ysaba's hands opened, releasing her grip on the others, and she slumped forward, onto the table. She banged her head

against the shining surface with an audible thump, and he winced with empathy.

Duncan, who had remained in the shadows until now, stepped forward. He had a glass of wine in one hand, and he

lifted the woman up by her shoulder, and held it against her lips. Then his eyes met Mikhail's, and there was an

expression of shame and loathing in them. The mouth of the medium opened a little, and some wine trickled into it,

though more dripped down her chin.

From the corner of his eye, Mikhail could see Dyan wipe the hand which Ysaba had held against his trousers. His

young face was twisted with distaste, and Mikhail felt a stab of guilt. He never should have brought his friend to

Elhalyn Castle.

Mik, I feel filthy! I never want to go through anything like this again! Let's leave at first light-please! This is a

terrible place!

I think you are right. But I wonder what this "Guardian" is?

I don't care if it is Aldones himself-I just want to get away from here!

Mikhail silently agreed with Dyan's sentiment. The following morning, in spite of the rain, they rode back to

Thendara. They did not speak of the strange event, as if by silent agreement, then or afterward. But, from time to time,

Mikhail thought about it, and wondered if he had really heard the voice of the ghost of Derik Elhalyn, and asked

himself who the Guardian might be.

PART

ONE 1

Mikhail Lanart-Hastur rode along the banks of the River Valeron enjoying the fine autumn day. The breeze ruffled the

golden hair on his brow, and his blue eyes mirrored the color of the water. The air was crisp, and the trees along the

banks were clothed in golds and russets which reminded him of a certain pair of penetrating eyes that belonged to his

cousin Marguerida Alton. Of course, he realized, almost everything reminded him of her, and in fact it was difficult not

to think of her instead of focusing on the task before him.

He was returning to the Elhalyn lands he had visited briefly four years before. Then he had been the paxman of

Dyan Ardais and the nominal heir of Regis Hastur-as indeed he still was. Now he had been appointed Regent to the

Elhalyn Domain, charged With the responsibility of testing the sons of Priscilla Elhalyn to determine if any of them

was mentally stable enough to take on the largely ceremonial but important task of being king.

Mikhail remembered his previous encounter with Priscilla, which had ended in a séance, and shook his head a little.

He wondered if Burl, the bone-reader, and Ysaba, the medium, were still her companions. He knew the Elhalyns had left

the castle shortly after he and Dyan had been there, and had removed to Halyn House. That was where he was going,

accompanied by two Guardsmen, Daryll and Mathias. He should have had a larger entourage-his new and unwanted

position demanded it. Priscilla had wished that Mikhail should come alone, but as eager as his uncle was to restore the

Elhalyn kingship, that was out of the question. Regis had sent the Guardsmen, and Mikhail was glad of their company.

Whenever Mikhail thought about the meeting in the

Crystal Chamber in Comyn Castle just before Midsummer, his spirits sank. He had gone over and over the events,

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trying to unravel them. First his Uncle Regis had announced that he was disbanding the Telepathic Council, which had

helped govern Darkover for more than twenty years, and was restoring the traditional Comyn Council. Then, without

warning or consultation, he had appointed Mikhail as Regent to Elhalyn, and Mikhail had accepted the position out of

his sense of duty. He had not had time to think it over, to weigh the merits or consider the ramifications. He really had

had no choice but to accept.

The anger that had simmered within him for months stirred in his belly. Mikhail had never had reason to be angry

with his uncle until now, and he hated feeling this way. But he could not avoid the realization that Regis had

manipulated him into a position he did not want, for reasons he refused to explain. Only his own deep sense of duty

had made him submit, grinding his teeth with frustration. There was something going on that he was unable to

understand. His only comfort was that he was not alone in his feeling-no one, except perhaps Danilo Syrtis-Ardais,

knew what Regis Hastur was up to at present.

Mikhail knew his uncle to be a clever and canny man, a man who had managed to guide Darkover through a terrible

period in her long and bloody history. He had always trusted Regis, but now this trust was besieged by his own

emotions, and doubts as well. He had analyzed the problem as well as he was able, and found within it enough

contradictions to give him concern. He had even permitted himself to wonder if Regis Hastur knew what he was doing-

only briefly before he choked off the thought and banished it to the back of his mind.

Mikhail thought about his most recent interview with Regis, just before he had set out. His uncle had seemed tired

and distracted, and he had felt very uncomfortable asking for Regis' time and attention. The Elhalyn Regency was a

small matter compared with restoring the Council, the problem of the contested heirship of the Alton Domain, or the

possibility of the Aldarans returning to Comyn society.

The Hastur charm, "of which Regis had an unusual amount, was absent. Mikhail had asked the questions he

wished-felt he needed-to have answered, and had gotten less than satisfactory replies. His uncle had not offered any

hints as to what he wished to accomplish, and, in retrospect, Mikhail realized he had not been very supportive or even

attentive. "You will handle it well, Mikhail. I am sure of that. We will talk further when you return for Midwinter. Take

your time over the testing of the lads. There is no urgency."

The encounter had left Mikhail with the feeling that what he had been told to do was not very important-and worse,

that he was not either. He had ended up feeling exiled, the way he had after Regis' son Danilo had been born,

unwanted and something of a bother. Intellectually he was sure this was not the case-then or now-but he was honest

enough with himself to admit that his feelings were more than a little injured.

The problem, as he saw it, was that Regis seemed to be trying to turn back the clock, claiming that the restoration of

the Elhalyn kingship was necessary, as was the Comyn Council. At the same time, Regis insisted that these moves

were not reactionary, but were in the best interests of the future. It sounded plausible until Mikhail examined it

carefully.

He did not think for a moment that Regis did not have some plan, some scheme, in mind. The only piece of real

information he managed to pry out of his uncle was Regis' conviction that Darkover must become truly united-that the

Aldarans must become part of the Comyn Council- and soon, too.

Since the Aldarans were mistrusted by the other Domains, Regis was having a very hard time convincing the other

members of the Comyn Council to agree to what little of his plan he revealed. Mikhail's own parents were opposed to

the idea, as were Lady Marilla Aillard and her son Dyan Ardais. Dom Francisco Ridenow seemed to change his mind

every other day, and only Lew Alton supported the idea completely.

Mikhail did not have the reservations about the Aldarans that his parents did. He had visited them years before,

quite unknown to his mother and father. He was acquainted with old Dom Damon, his son Robert, the heir, and

Robert's twin, Hermes Aldaran, who had recently taken over the

position of Darkover's representative to the Terran Senate from Lew Alton. And he knew Gisela Aldaran, their sister,

who had been a charming young woman at the time. He had liked them, and knew perfectly well that they did not have

horns and tails.

But prejudice against the family was old and ran deep. Darkovans had very long memories, especially in matters of

treachery, and the Aldarans had betrayed the Council years before. It was all very well for Regis to say that bygones

should be forgotten, that it was time to heal old wounds. He had clearly not anticipated the steadfast resistance he

encountered to his propositions.

Mikhail was not sure even his uncle could manage to smooth things out, for all his powers of persuasion. The more

he pressed, the more he was opposed, particularly by Mikhail's mother, Javanne Hastur. In a great many ways, his

mother's behavior since the meeting in the Crystal Chamber had been even more distressing than Regis'. She had

always been a headstrong woman, but the announcement of his Regency had provoked in her some single-minded

fury that he could not understand. She was no longer the mother he knew, but a cold and distant stranger. There had

been a few moments when he had even allowed himself to wonder if she were completely sane. Her mother had been

an Elhalyn, after all, and they were known for their instability. He did not entertain this terrible idea for any length of

time because, since Regis Hastur was her brother, he might find himself doubting his uncle for the same reasons. That

thought was too much to bear.

The wind blew a scatter of leaves across the trail, their color exactly the red of Marguerida's hair. Mikhail decided he

would rather moon over his beloved than try to untangle more troubling matters.

Their parting at Arilinn Tower five days before had been hard, even though they had both tried to put a brave face

on it. She had retreated into the particular remoteness he now knew she hid behind when she was upset. They had not

spoken of their love, for that would have been too painful. Instead, they had talked of unimportant matters, using the

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inconsequential to conceal the feelings that threatened to overcome them both.

Mikhail and Marguerida had gone to Arilinn just after

Midsummer, Marguerida to begin her studies of matrix science, and Mikhail to learn what he needed to know to test

the Elhalyn boys for laran, which had turned out to be more complicated than he had imagined. It was a little ironic,

bethought, that Marguerida was trying to learn matrix science, when, in one sense, the crystals themselves were

anathema to her. Her first weeks there had brought on another siege of threshold sickness, from the proximity of the

matrix relays in the Tower. That, at least, was the only explanation anyone could offer.

Much to the displeasure of Mestra Camilla MacRoss, who was in charge of the beginning students at Arilinn,

Marguerida had been allowed to live in one of the several small houses that were kept for visitors, guests, and the

families of those who had come to the Tower for healing, instead of sleeping in the communal dormitories with the

others. It was an unheard of arrangement, and it had made things even more difficult for Marguerida. Mestra MacRoss

did not like any of her charges getting special treatment, unless she herself granted them.

He smiled a little at the memory, for he knew Mestra Camilla from his own days at Arilinn, years before. She had

been old then, and was now ancient. No one, not even Jeff Kerwin, the Keeper at Arilinn, dared suggest to her that she

might consider retiring from her position. She was very set in her ways and very strict, which was hardly surprising,

since those in her command were almost always youngsters, adolescents coming into their laran, full of vitality,

mischief and often powers which were not completely under control.

From the outset, the two women had not hit it off. Mestra Camilla was very able at dealing with teenagers, but

Marguerida was an adult, and not a particularly malleable one. Or rather, Mikhail reflected, his independent,

self-directed cousin was quite disciplined and even obedient in her own way, which was decidedly not to the liking of

the older woman. She asked too many questions, the ingrained habit of a decade of academic training. She always

wanted to know why things were done in a certain way, even though he knew she had tried to restrain her lively

curiosity. "Why" was not a word of which Camilla MacRoss approved.

The other students at Arilinn had not improved the situa-

tion. They were all intent on demonstrating their abilities, eager to quit their student status and move on to becoming

mechanics or technicians, or even Keepers. Taking their tone from both Camilla, and from Loren MacAndrews, the

oldest of the students, they treated Marguerida as an interloper. They resented her age, her experience, and the speed

with which she learned. And the fact that she was an Alton, and heiress to the Alton Domain, did not sit well. The

Alton Gift of forced rapport was a thing both prized and feared, and for it to be possessed by a woman who had spent

most of her life off Darkover made everyone a little uneasy. They were uncertain that she would behave properly-that

she would use her Gift ethically.

Marguerida, who was stubborn to the bone, had responded with her quiet pride and fierce determination. Ill as she

was, she had refused to ask for special treatment. Jeff had been forced to intervene. This had made things even worse

between Marguerida and Camilla, for it smacked of preferential treatment, since Jeff was kin. They had retreated into

careful formality, which merely concealed their mutual hostility rather than lessening it.

Mikhail had been glad that he was there, although it had been difficult for both of them, to be so near and have to

treat one another with cold formality. The love they had declared to one another before Midsummer was unchanged,

but circumstances prevented them from doing more than taking occasional walks together hi one of the several

gardens at Arilinn, or riding out on nice afternoons. They talked about everything from what Marguerida perceived as

ridiculous customs to the nature of deities on Darkover and other worlds. He had always yearned to travel the stars,

and hearing about the planets she had visited was both wonderful and miserable. He envied her travels and her

education, yet he cherished every moment spent in her fascinating company. At least his sister Liriel was still at

Arilinn, and she was a true friend to Marguerida. But Mikhail knew he would be missed, and was quietly glad of it.

Mikhail thought about Marguerida's stepmother, Diotima Ridenow-Alton, who was very ill with something no one

could quite understand, neither Terran medics nor Darkovan healers. It seemed to be a form of cancer, but it

had not responded to any treatment. They had tried for weeks to halt the deterioration of her now frail body. Then,

after much argument, the decision had been reached to put her into stasis, -until some new method could be

discovered. It was, at best, a stopgap measure.

His beloved had been more than distraught, for she loved Diotima, the only mother she had ever really known.

Between trying to live close to the powerful matrix screens, the recurrence of the threshold illness, and deep sorrow

about her stepmother, she had alternated between being frantic with worry or depressed. While Marguerida had done

her best to pretend she was in good spirits and even laughed at his jokes, underneath it all, he knew she was suffering.

Only her fierce pride kept her from losing control-that and her obstinacy.

The rush of water over the stones made him think of her laughter that was all too rare these days, and the brisk

touch of the breeze against his skin of Marguerida's sharp tongue. He laughed aloud. The sound made his big bay,

Charger, snort in response and prick his ears. Behind" him, Mikhail could hear the pleasant jingle of the bridles of the

two Guardsmen, and he sensed they were wondering what caused his amusement. It was too complicated to explain,

even to men he knew as well as he did Daryll and Mathias. Besides, he was not going to admit that he was turning into

a lovesick romantic when, at age twenty-eight, he should be well over such silly behavior. Next thing he knew he

would be writing poetry!

It had been a long time since he had had the company of members of the Guard, and he was slightly uncomfortable

about it. As a child, running free in Comyn Castle, there was always a Guardsman nearby. He had seen them as men to

give him piggyback rides or tell him stories. He had not known then that there was good reason for their vigilance, that

assassins were about in the streets of Thendara, that they were murdering children in their cradles.

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But, after the World Wreckers had been defeated, and Regis Hastur, his uncle, had found Lady Linnea and had their

first child, he had been somewhat freed of their presence. Not entirely, for he was still the official heir to Hastur. He had

been fourteen when Danilo Hastur was born, old enough to go first to Arilinn for some training,

then into the Cadet Guards for two years. It had not really registered at the time that it indicated a change in his status,

that he was no longer quite the favored child he had been a few years earlier. It was not until he became paxman to

young Dyan Ardais that he had ceased to have members of the Guard in close proximity all the time, as befitted his

status as an adult. He had formed strong friendships during his time in the Guard, and these had persisted, so that the

men riding behind him were companions and fellows at arms more than watchdogs.

All he wanted to do, he realized, was reach Halyn House as quickly as possible, test the boys, find a suitable

candidate for the kingship, and get free of the Regency. He did not want to think what his life would be like if this did

not come to pass. He stroked the strong neck of the big bay with his free hand and found himself remembering the last

time, he had traveled this way.

Whose idea had it been, to ride off and visit the reclusive Priscilla Elhalyn-his or Dyan's? Mikhail could not

remember. All he was certain of was that it had been about four years ago, and they had both been ripe for adventure.

They had just gotten on their horses and ridden off to the west on a lark, neither of them thinking very clearly. That

the reclusive Priscilla might not welcome them with open arms did not occur to them until they were almost there, and

neither of them could easily back down without appearing a fool.

After three days of steady riding, they had come to Elhalyn Castle unannounced. Priscilla Elhalyn had not appeared

very perturbed by the intrusion. After all, Mikhail was the grandson of Alanna Elhalyn, who had been the sister of

Priscilla's own father, Stefan. A visit from a cousin was always acceptable, her attitude implied. Indeed, in her rather

vague and disordered way, she behaved almost as if she had expected them. She was a small woman, with eyes

clouded like gray agates, surrounded by her children and few servants, pleasant enough, but hardly the adventure he

had been hoping to have.

Elhalyn Castle itself was a modest pile-not as large or impressive as Ardais-but well-built and strong. One of the

servants said it dated back to the Ages of Chaos, when the Compact had finally ended the wars which had plagued the

planet for so long. Studying the stonework, Mikhail had

suspected the building was not that old. Still, with the muddle that passed for history from that time, he knew that

anything was possible. •

So much had been lost during those troubled times, so many records, and so much knowledge. Some of the

knowledge was better off lost, he knew, for they had used matrices in ways that were unthinkable to his "mind. There

had been clingfire, a stuff that adhered to the skin and burned to the bone, which was a terrifying idea. And that was

not the worst. Mikhail could hardly imagine it, and was glad for Darkover that those terrible times were far in the past.

Not that recent times had been uneventful, of course. The Sharra Rebellion had wracked the world shortly after his

birth, and the World Wreckers had tried to destroy the entire ecology of Darkover a few years later. But, for nearly the

last two decades, things on Darkover had been quiet. There was no real need of the protection of Guardsmen, except

that as Elhalyn Regent he had a certain status, and it was customary.

Elhalyn Castle had been in a shocking state of disrepair, and Mikhail wondered why. The climate of Darkover was

unforgiving. The winters were brutal, and all the houses he knew were well-maintained, just to ensure the basic health

of the residents during the coldest months of the year. Drafty corridors and doors that creaked on their hinges were a

new and rather unpleasant experience. Dyan had some pungent comments to make on the subject, but Mikhail put it

down to the well-known eccentricity of the Elhalyns.

Mikhail had studied Priscilla's five children for any hint of the documented instability of the Elhalyn line, but they

had seemed healthy and normal, despite the oddity of their home. They were unused to strangers, and rather shy, but

after a day, they seemed to accept the two men well enough. The two girls, the youngest of the children, Miralys and

Valenta, stopped hiding behind their mother's skirts, and the boys-Alain, Vincent, and Emun-asked questions about

horses, Thendara, the Terranan, and other matters of curiosity. The boys had admired Valient, the sire of his present

horse, and Dyan's spirited mare Roslinda, re-

marked on the clothing they wore, and generally behaved like other youngsters he had known.

It had been rather tedious, until the night of the séance. He could still remember the cold touch of whatever had

spoken and shuddered. He was, in retrospect, very glad that the ghost of Derik-if it had been "he-had extracted his

oath never to speak of the incident. Doing so would have cast serious doubts on his own sanity, he was sure.

But when he made that promise, he had never expected to return to the Elhalyn lands, nor to see Priscilla and her

children again. Certainly he had not anticipated becoming Regent for the Elhalyn Domain, with orders from Regis

Hastur to find one among the three sons of Priscilla to reclaim the long vacant throne of the kings of Darkover.

There had been several times since that tumultuous meeting in the Crystal Chamber when Mikhail had wished to

refuse the Regency. That choice would have perhaps restored his relationship with his parents, as well as relieving him

of an unwanted burden. But his sense of duty was too strong. He could not bring himself to speak the words. If only

he had not been trained to rule!

For that matter, if only his parents were not so stubborn and mistrustful of him, of Lew Alton, and Marguerida.

There was no good thinking about it! He had been trained to be a dutiful heir to Regis Hastur, to rule, and then it had

all been snatched away from him. All he could do was his best at the task ahead of him, even if it did feel as if he had

been shuffled off. Any leronis could have tested the boys, and he knew it. But Regis had insisted that Mikhail do it,

and would settle for no one else.

The longer he thought about it, the more certain Mikhail was that he was missing critical pieces of information. He

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had not been shuffled off, no matter how he felt about it. He was part of the plan-an unwilling pawn in one of Regis'

games. It was infuriating! He felt trapped, both by his loyalties and by his uncle's manipulations. He was not free to

pursue his own ambitions, and he resented it more than he had realized until this moment.

It was all very dispiriting. There was little comfort in the realization that no one, so far as Mikhail knew, was entirely

happy with the things that Regis proposed. He felt a brief empathy for his young cousin, Dani Hastur, who should by

now have been proclaimed heir. All he had managed to get out of anyone was a cryptic remark from Lady Linnea.

"Regis is not certain of Dani yet." If Mikhail felt exiled and trapped at the same time, how must Danilo Hastur feel?

Everything Regis had proposed, even the inclusion of the Aldarans in the Comyn Council, was very logical. But

Darkovans, Mikhail knew, were not a very logical people. They were passionate, and when their emotions were in full

cry, as it seemed his mother's were at present, they did not listen to anything but their hearts. And, he decided, Regis

did not seem to grasp this.

Mikhail wondered what secrets his uncle was keeping, thinking a little guiltily of his own. He had never spoken of

the séance, and he had never revealed his two visits to the Aldaran family. These were small things, and Regis had

told him once that half of statecraft was having information and knowing when to use it and when not to.

Mikhail dismissed his conflicted thoughts with a shrug. All this speculation was giving him a headache. He knew

that Regis had changed in some manner, and all he could do was live with it. He could not quite put a name to the

difference, but now he thought about it, there was also something almost hasty in his actions, as if he had some secret

timetable he must keep to.

Enough! It was too beautiful a day for such thoughts. He could now see the looming bulk of Elhalyn Castle against

the horizon, and was relieved that Priscilla had left the place. Halyn House was the old dower residence ten miles

closer to the sea and he only hoped it was in a better state than the moldering castle, which even from a distance

looked rundown and depressing.

But even if it wasn't any better kept, he believed he could put up with it so long as he knew it was not going to be

forever, that long before he entered his dotage he would be free of either the Regency or the possibility of taking

Regis' place once and for all.

Odd. Once he had wanted that-had longed for the thankless job that Regis had done so ably for two decades. That

was long before he met Marguerida. He let out a soft chuckle that made Charger prick his ears. Mikhail let himself

remember the lists he had made as a youngster, of things he intended to do when he took the throne. They

had been, he suspected, both idealistic and extremely foolish.

The wind shifted a little, and the smell of the Sea of Dalereuth wafted toward him. It was a sharp scent, full of salt

and something he could not put a name to. Marguerida would know, for she had grown up on an oceanic world after

she left Darkover at the age of five. Even with the impressions of Thetis he had gotten from her mind over the months,

Mikhail had no real sense of what it was like to live beside a rolling ocean, full of odd creatures shaped like stars, or the

leaping sea-mammals she called delfins.

Sometimes, he knew, she longed for Thetis, for its warmth, and Mikhail wondered if she would ever be completely

happy on Darkover. He hoped she would, because he could not be happy without her, and if she left, he could not

bear it. And after her training in the Tower was complete, she would be free to do just that-leave Darkover. It was not a

happy thought. If she chose to depart, it would create havoc and likely ruin whatever plans Regis was hatching.

A strange croak from overhead made him look up, letting go of his morbid thoughts. There was a large bird, some

sort .of crow, but a type he had never seen before. It was shining black, with patches of white feathers across the

edges of the wings. It looked at him with a suspicious red eye, cried again, and circled above him three times. He

flinched a little, for the bird looked dangerous with its large talons and sharp beak.

Mikhail watched the bird wheeling in the air, enjoying the perfection of its flight. He followed it until it vanished,

then urged his horse ahead. It was still several miles to Halyn House, and if he wanted to arrive before dusk, he needed

to hurry.

As he rode, Mikhail experienced a slight frisson of uneasiness that had been lurking in the back of his mind for

miles. Then he silently cursed himself for a superstitious fool. That sea crow had been no omen, no portent of doom.

He was just out of sorts from being given a task he did not wish for and did not want.

He began to sing, his voice lifting in a rather naughty ditty he had learned from Marguerida, a student drinking

song from her days at University. It was quite wicked, and he could hear the Guardsmen chuckling behind him, a

cheerful noise that so lightened his heart that he nearly forgot his cares as he rode toward Halyn House.

2

It was such a beautiful day, Margaret Alton reflected, that it was a shame it was being ruined by her headache. Sitting

on a low bench in the fragrance garden at Arilinn, she tried to use the methods she had learned during her four months

in the Tower to alleviate the pain. But although she had mastered the technique, her headache stubbornly refused to

stop pounding in her skull.

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She flinched as the intensity of the pain seemed to increase, until it felt as if someone were stabbing stilettos into her

brow, just above the eyes. She could feel the pulse of her blood, hot in her veins, and she suddenly realized this was

no ordinary headache.

No, Margaret decided, this was something entirely different from the dreadful sensation she got in her head when

she remained too long within the Tower. It had never occurred to her that being near large collections of matrices

would be almost impossible for her-even though the sight of a personal starstone made her queasy. And nothing had

prepared her for the environment of Arilinn Tower-for the enormous energies confined behind the stone walls. Worse,

no one else had realized what the great screens were doing to her until she fell violently ill.

Her first experience had been a harrowing one, with an episode of threshold sickness almost as terrible as the one

she had suffered at Castle Ardais the previous summer. Whenever she looked at the building, and remembered those

first days in the student dormitory, she shuddered. She could have died, she knew.

Fortunately she had not, and the problem had a fairly simple solution. Outside the actual Tower, away from the

energies of the matrices, her illness abated. She now lived in a little cottage outside the walls. She loved it, for here

she was free of the constant chatter of her fellow students, and their hostility as well. It was the first time she had ever

lived alone, and the sense of separateness, of privacy, soothed something within her she had not even known was

painful. She only, entered the Tower for lessons now. And those were devoted at present not so much to studying her

own laran, as to learning various meditative techniques that would permit her to be in the proximity 9f the large

number of matrix stones that were housed in Arilinn or any "Tower.

The Tower was nothing like she had imagined before she came there. Margaret had assumed the place would be a

single building, like those she had glimpsed on her two visits to the overworld a few months earlier. Instead, it was a

small but bustling community, with the Tower at its center. There were weavers who made robes especially for the

inhabitants, farmers growing grain, skilled copyists who worked in the archives, trying to preserve those records of

the past which still existed, and many other craftspeople.

Margaret discovered that the reason it could take a lifetime to learn matrix science was that one could not take in

very much at a time. It was not like music or history, where a student could sit down, read a dozen texts, attend several

seminars and then lay claim to some expertise. Old Jeff Kerwin had been at it for longer than she had been alive, and he

was still learning things.

There were several houses of the sort she now lived in. They were only a few years old, constructed to house the

families of people who had brought their loved ones to Arilinn for healing, an innovation brought about by her Uncle

Jeff. Her father, Lew Alton, stayed in another one, during his frequent trips from Thendara to see how Dio's treatment

was progressing. He would have stayed there all the time, but Jeff had put a stop to that, saying that Lew's presence

was disruptive.

It was quite true, since Lew tended to become angry or agitated-demanding solutions when no one was quite sure

yet what the nature of the problem was. All they knew was that for some reason Dio's cells were disintegrating, despite

all attempts to halt the progress of her strange disease.

Now Diotima Ridenow rested in the center of a room, the walls gleaming with huge crystals, looking like some

sleeping princess from a fairy tale. Margaret had managed to visit her a few times, but the presence of so many matrix

stones in a small space had been impossible to endure for very long. She felt guilty about that and angry at herself,

even though she knew it was silly. Margaret was sure, somewhere in her mind, that if she were only strong enough,

she could get over her profound aversion to the matrices, and be able to sit with Dio.

It had driven her wild not to be able to do something for her beloved stepmother. She was, after all, her father's child,

and the need to be active, not helpless, was enormous. After several weeks of frustration which interfered with the

study of her Gift, she hit upon the idea of using her precious recording equipment as a means of being present.

Using the two recorders she possessed, her own and Ivor Davidson's, she began to make recordings of all the

songs she remembered from her childhood on Thetis, the many she had learned or relearned since returning to

Darkover, and anything else that took her fancy. Just the act of singing made her feel less helpless, less frustrated. She

was not, she knew, a great singer, just a very thoroughly trained musician. Margaret lacked that quality that

distinguished the artist from the amateur, but she did not think it would matter to her stepmother.

When she had filled up a disk-about twenty-six hours of singing, with occasional stories that seemed to go with the

music-she had ventured into the chamber, set up Ivor's player, and started it running. Margaret did not give a damn

that she was violating half a dozen Terran rules about technology restrictions on planets like Darkover, or that the

equipment actually belonged to the University, and she should have returned it. True, she had not informed the music

department that she would not be returning to University in the foreseeable future, and they likely assumed she was

diligently continuing the survey of Darkovan music which had brought her to the planet five months earlier. She knew

that was hairsplitting. She was fairly certain she would never leave Darkover, and she was not going to transmit her

work to her department, to let some other person muck about with it.

The batteries that ran the device were good for six

months of continuous use, and she decided that if she had to, she would get her mother's brother, Captain Rafe Scott,

to find some means to get her more if she needed them. He worked at Terran HQ in Thendara, and she was fairly

certain he could obtain the things even if he could not requisition them. Margaret knew she should be disgusted with

herself for even thinking such things, but it was for Dio, and that seemed more important than anything else.

So the glittering chamber was filled with song, from dawn till dawn. Margaret did not know if it did any good, if Dio

could even hear her voice, her song, but it made her feel better, knowing that her stepmother was not entirely cut off

from human contact.

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