
He turns toward the door.
"No," Heidi says. Seymour stops—there is strength in her tone. "He is not to leave. He is to be your
sacrifice."
"We have an agreement," I say bitterly. "He is to be let go."
"No," Heidi repeats, and there is cold evil in her voice. "I agreed only to release him. I have done so. But
to join us you must sacrifice him. It is part of your initiation."
My tone is scornful. "Is this the way of your people? You splice words so thinly they become lies."
Heidi points the matrix at Seymour's back. "Your choice remains the same. You have five seconds to
make it."
I imagine she is good at keeping time. Seymour's face is ashen. He believes, either way, that he is a
goner. But I have not lived five thousand years to be so easily tricked. Clearly this creature knows a great
deal about me, but not everything. Since the recent infu-sion of Kalika's blood into my system, I have the
ability to move things with my mind, as well as read minds. I have no doubt my daughter could eff
ortlessly affect objects from immense distances. This psychoki-nesis, however, requires great
concentration on my part and I have never used it under adverse condi-tions. Up at Lake Tahoe, where
my friend Paula lives with the divine child, I have only practiced pushing rocks and sticks from place to
place.
But now I must move a knife.
Push it through Heidi's throat.
The blade is above and behind her. I can see it; she cannot. Yet I am afraid to focus completely on it,
afraid Heidi will guess what I am up to. Instead I must continue to stare at Heidi, while I think of the
knife, only of the knife. Rising up on its own, flying through the air, digging deep into her soft flesh, slicing
open her veins, ripping to pieces her nerves. Yes, I tell myself, the knife will fly. It can fly. The very
magnetism of my mind commands it to do so now. At this very moment.
"You have two seconds," Heidi says.
"You have only one," I whisper as I feel my thoughts snatch hold of the cold alloy, a special blend of
metals, far more powerful than steel, an edge far sharper than that of a razor. For me, it is almost as if I
hold the blade in my fingers. There is pleasure for me in this killing. But for her, there is only surprise.
The blade swishes through the air.
Heidi hears it, turns, but too late.
The knife sinks into the side of her neck and suddenly her blood is pouring onto the dirty floor. Yet I do
not take this to mean my victory is complete. Heidi's will is strong; she will not die easily. Even as her left
hand rises up to remove the blade, her right hand brings up the matrix and aims it at both Seymour and
me. We are standing in a straight line in front of her. I anticipate this move, and already am flying toward
my friend. I hit him in the knees just as a flash of red light stabs the air where he was stand-ing.Together
Seymour and I roll on the floor. But I am quickly up and kick the matrix from Heidi's hand before she
can get off another shot. My knife in her neck has slowed her down some, but she almost has it out, and