
that my son had never once suggested that we go up to the house and get a
rifle and hunt down the animals. We were deep in the forest that afternoon,
hot on the trail of a fox, when the snow began to sift heavily between the
pine boughs, so heavily that we knew a bad storm must be sweeping across the
open land, beyond the shelter of the woods. By the time we had followed our
own trail back to the edge of the woods, a new inch of snow lay atop the old
eight inches; and the farmhouse at the top of the rise three hundred yards
away was all but invisible behind shifting curtains of flakes.
"Will it be deep?" Toby asked.
"I'm afraid so," I said.
"I like it deep."
"You would."
"Real deep."
"It'll be over your head," I told him. For a ten-year-old boy he was somewhat
slender and a bit short; therefore, I wasn't exaggerating all that much when I
held my hand over his head so that he could look up and see how far it would
be to the surface if he should become buried in new snow.
"Great!" he said, as if the notion of being buried alive in a drift were too
close to paradise to be borne. He ran off to the right and scooped up a
handful of new snow and threw it at me. But it was too dry to pack into a
ball, and it only flew apart and blew back on him when he tossed it.
"Come on, Toby. We better get back to the house before we're stranded down
here." I held out my hand to him, hoping that he would take it. Ten-year-old
boys usually insist on proving their self-reliance; but thirty-year-old
fathers would much rather have them dependent, just a little bit, just for a
few more years, just enough to need a hand to negotiate a slippery hillside.
He grinned broadly and started back towards me -then stopped a dozen feet away
and stared at the ground. From the way he was bent over, and from the
intensity of his gaze, I knew that he had come across a set of tracks and was
puzzling out the nature of the animal that had made them.
We had been tramping through the forest for more than three hours, and I was
ready for a warm fireplace and a vodka martini and a pair of felt-lined
slippers. The wind was sharp; snowflakes found their way under my coat collar
and down by back. "There'll be hot chocolate up at the house," I told him.
He didn't say anything or look up at me.
"And a plate of doughnuts."
He said nothing.
"Doughnuts, Toby."
"This is something new," he said, pointing to the tracks in front of him.
"Marshmallows for the hot chocolate," I said, even though I knew I was losing
the battle. No adult can achieve the single-minded determination of a child.
"Look at this, Dad."
"A game of Monopoly while we eat. How about that?"
"Dad, look at this," he insisted.
So I went and looked.
"What is it?"
I went around behind him in order to see the tracks from his vantage point.
He frowned and said, "It's not a fox or a weasel or a squirrel. That's for
sure. I can spot one of those right away. It kind of looks like the mark a
bird would leave, huh Dad? A bird's tracks-but funny."
These marks certainly were "funny." As I took in the pattern of a single
print, I felt the skin on the back of my neck tremble, and the air seemed to
be a bit colder than it had been only a moment ago. The print consisted of
eight separate indentations. There were three evenly spaced holes in the snow
-each of them four inches in front of the other- parallel to a second set of
holes two feet to the right of the first line. The marks were all identical,
as if they had been stamped in the snow by a man's walking cane. Equidistant
from both sets of holes and better than a yard in front of them, there was a
pair of similar indentations, although each of these was as large across as
the bottom of a standard water glass. It looked like this: