warped drawers. In one corner was the heavily scarred desk at which he had
done his homework through twelve years of school and, when he was eight or
nine, had written his first stories about magical kingdoms and monsters and
trips to the moon.
As a boy, he had loved books and had wanted to grow up to be a writer. That
was one of the few things at which he hadn't failed in the past twenty years -
though only because he had never tried. After that October weekend in 1975,
he'd broken his long habit of writing stories and abandoned his dream.
The bed was no longer covered by a chenille spread, as it had been in those
days, and in fact it wasn't even fitted with sheets. Joey was too tired and
fuzzy-headed to bother searching for linens.
He stretched out on his back on the bare mattress, still wearing his shirt
and jeans, not bothering to kick off his shoes. The soft twang of the weak
springs was a familiar sound in the darkness.
In spite of his weariness, Joey didn't want to sleep. Half a bottle of Jack
Daniel's had failed to quiet his nerves or to diminish his apprehension. He
felt vulnerable. Asleep, he'd be defenseless.
Nevertheless, he had to try to get some rest. In little more than twelve
hours, he would bury his dad, and he needed to build up strength for the
funeral, which wasn't going to be easy on him.
He carried the straight-backed chair to the hall door, tilted and wedged it
under the knob: a simple but effective barricade.
His room was on the second floor. No intruder could easily reach the window
from outside. Besides, it was locked.
Now, even if he was sound asleep, no one could get into the room without
making enough noise to alert him. No one. Nothing.
In bed again, he listened for a while to the relentless roar of the rain on
the roof. If someone was prowling the house at that very moment, Joey couldn't
have heard him, for the gray noise of the storm provided perfect cover.
"Shannon," he mumbled, "you're getting weird in middle age."
Like the solemn drums of a funeral cortege, the rain marked Joey's
procession into deeper darkness.
In his dream, he shared his bed with a dead woman who wore a strange
transparent garment smeared with blood. Though lifeless, she suddenly became
animated by demonic energy, and she pressed one pale hand to his face. Do you
want to make love to me? she asked. No one will ever know. Even I couldn't be
a witness against you. I'm not just dead but blind. Then she turned her face
toward him, and he saw that her eyes were gone. In her empty sockets was the
deepest darkness he had ever known. I'm yours, Joey. I'm all yours.
He woke not with a scream but with a cry of sheer misery. He sat on the
edge of the bed, his face in his hands, sobbing softly.
Even dizzy and half nauseated from too much booze, he knew that his
reaction to the nightmare was peculiar. Although his heart raced with fear,
his grief was greater than his terror. Yet the dead woman was no one he had
ever known, merely a hobgoblin born of too little sleep and too much Jack
Daniel's. The previous night, still shaken by the news of his dad's death and
dreading the trip to Asherville, he had dozed only fitfully. Now, because of
weariness and whiskey, his dreams were bound to be populated with monsters.
She was nothing more than the grotesque denizen of a nightmare. Nevertheless,
the memory of that eyeless woman left him half crushed by an inexplicable
sense of loss as heavy as the world itself.
According to the radiant dial of his watch, it was three-thirty in the
morning. He had been asleep less than three hours.
Darkness still pressed against the window, and endless skeins of rain
unraveled through the night.
He got up from the bed and went to the corner desk where he had left the
half-finished bottle of Jack Daniel's. One more nip wouldn't hurt. He needed