
do you? The beginning of a young Zarn's reign is always fraught with difficulties. Skirmishes,
wars always seem to break out, until such time as the new Zarn gets a more secure grip on his
people."
"Isn't that unavoidable, though? No matter how carefully a successor may be trained, there
still has to be a time for him to learn, correct?"
"Yes, but look who he learns from those who were advisors to the Zarn before him. Advisors
who always seemed to act in the best interests of the Zarn and Aeron while the Zarn was alive...
but once the Zarn they initially served passes, they always strive to grab whatever personal
power they can. It happens time after time, and each Zarn, later in his career, appoints people
who he thinks won't fall prey to such self-serving motivations. Yet it recurs. Such is Aeron
nature, I suppose."
"And what would you suggest," he asked, "to break this cycle?" But he said it with the air of
someone who knew the answer before he asked the question.
She took a deep breath, feeling as if she were launching herself off a precipice. "Step aside for
your son. Instead of ruling as Zarn, be content to serve in an advisory capacity." She saw the
expression on his face then, which spoke volumes in its silence. It seemed to say,You think I'm
not doing the job. You've lost faith in me. It almost broke her heart to see that in him, and she
made certain to keep a tone of love, affection, and respect uppermost in her voice. "You would
not be driven by desire for power, because you would already have walked away from power,
set it aside willingly.
Other advisors and chancellors will not attempt to foist their own agendas upon the Zarnon ...
I'm sorry, the new Zarn. You will be able to guide the young Zarn in the ways of his office. Help
give him the sort of on-the-job training that is the only way a new Zarn can truly come to
understand his duties. As opposed to previous Zarns, who have always had to weigh the
self-interest of their advisors into decisions, the new Zarn will be able to trust youhis
fatherimplicitly. And in turn, it will give him the opportunity to show you what he can do. To
earn your respect, your approval, while you are still here to give it."
"And when he has no need of me?" asked the Zarn. "Sooner or later, my presence will cease
to be a comfort, and instead be a shadow that he cannot escape. That is certainly not
desirable."
"When that time comes," she replied readily, "why . .. then you will just have to focus your
attention on the rest of your family. We do have other sons, as well as two daughters. And a
wife ... a wife who enjoyed hearing you speak her true name just now." She stroked his arm,
gently, adoringly. "A wife who would very much appreciate the opportunity to have you all to
herself. Sometimes when I climb into bed with you, I feel as if I'm here with the entire
population of Aeron, for your attention is split in so many directions at once. If, on the other
hand, it were just us, oh, the pleasure that would bring me. And for that matter, the pleasure I
could bring you .. ." She let her voice trail off, but there was a teasing look on her face.
"You present a very ... compelling argument," he said after a time. He had been propping
himself up on one elbow, watching her as she had spoken, and she'd felt as if that gaze were
boring deep into her soul, dissecting her molecule by molecule. Then, to her utter astonishment,
he said, "I will do it."
"What?" she managed to get out. "You ... you don't wish to discuss something of such
importance with ..."
"With others? Those who might feel disenfranchised, or believe that I am making decisions
based on lack of trust in their abilities? No, I see no need to discuss it with them." He was
nodding, although it seemed more to himself than to anyone else. "I am the Zarn. I am the
leader of the Aeron. I am the one who makes the decisions, and once a decision is made, I see
no reason at all to consult others. The things you've said to me make infinite sense; why should
I waste time discussing the matter with those who will make less sense? Or who will strive to
explain to me why you are wrong? I do not think you are wrong, and furthermore, if you are ... I