
Officer ordered you to let her read the dispatch before I saw it, now can you? "Rhi siuren, Erein."
Poor tr'Khaell's face gave Ael the impression that t'Liun was going to take rather longer than "five
minutes" to read the dispatch. Tr'Khaell looked panic-stricken, "Khre'Riov—"he started to say. But
"Ta-'khoi," Ael said to the screen, and it flicked off.
Pitiable, Ael thought.Truly I could feel sorry for him. But if he chooses to sell his loyalty to two
commanders at once, who am I to deprive him of the joy of being caught between them? Perhaps
he'll learn better . And after a second she laughed once, softly, as much at herself as at tr'Khaell.
Perhaps the Galaxy will stop rotating .
She pushed away from the desk and leaned back in her comfortable chair, considering with calm irony
how little her surroundings looked like the cage they actually were.They truly think they've deceived
me , she thought, amused and contemptuous, looking around at the spare luxury of her command cabin.
Pad the kennel with velvets, they say to each other; feed the old thraion fat flesh and blood wine,
put her in command of a fleet, and she won't notice that the only ones who pay any attention to
her orders are the ones stuck inside the bars with her . Ael's lips curled slightly upward at the thought.
"Susse-thrai"had been the name bestowed upon her, half in anger, half in affection, by her old crew on
Bloodwing; the keen-nosed, cranky, wily old she-beast, never less dangerous than when you thought her
defenseless, and always growing new teeth far back in her throat to replace the old ones broken in biting
out the last foe's heart. You might cage a thrai, you might poke it through the bars and laugh; but it would
find a way to be avenged for the insult. It would break out and tear off your leg and eat it before your
face—or run away and wait till you had died of old age, then come back and excrete on your grave.
Then Ael frowned at herself, annoyed. "Crude," she said.to the room, eyes flicking up to the
ceiling-corner by the bed as she wondered whether t'Liun had managed to bug the place already since
last week. "I grow crude, as they do."Chew on that, you vacuum-headed creature, and wonder what
it means , thought Ael, getting up to pace her cage.
The most annoying part was that it was true. That courtesy, honor, noble behavior should be cast aside
by the young, perceived as a useless hindrance to expediency, was bad enough. But that she should
begin to sink to their level herself, descending into brute-beast metaphors and savagery instead of the
straightforward dealing that had been tradition for four thousand years of civilization—that was galling.I
will not fight them with their own methods , Ael thought.That b the surest way to become them. I
will come by my victories honestly. And as for Sunseed—
She stopped in front of another of her cabin's luxuries, one better than private 'fresher or sleeping silks or
key lighting. Beyond the wide port, space yawned black, with stars burning in it—stars that atCuirass's
present sublight speed hung quite still, apparently going nowhere.As 1 am , she thought, but the thought
was reflex, and untrue. Ael grimaced again and leaned her forehead against the cool clearsteel.
In one way, she had no one to blame for where she was right now but herself. When she had heard
about the Sunseed project based at Levaeri V, and had begun to realize what it could do to Rihannsu
civilization if fully implemented, shock and horror had stung her into swift action. She had taken leave
fromBloodwing and gone home to ch'Ríhan to lobby against the project— openly speaking out against it
in the Senate, and privately making the rounds of her old political cronies, all those old warrior-Senators
and those few comrades in the Praetorate who owed her favors. However, Ael had not realized the
extent to which the old warriors were being outweighed, or in some cases subverted or cowed, by the
young ones—the hot-blooded children who wanted everything right now, who wanted the easy, swift
victories that the completion of Sunseed would bring them. Honorless victories, against helpless foes; but
the fierce young voices now rising in the Senate cared nothing about that. They wanted safety, security, a