
"Docking Bay12 is waiting."
"Yes."
I had never been to Earth before graduating into command school. It was a nice enough planet, very
blue and watery, and its atmosphere had a propensity for cumulus clouds, but it wasn't as consistently
beautiful as Proxima Beta. But then, home is always more beautiful to those who leave with the idea of
seldom returning. I kept a photoslide tape of Proxima's lush mossy landscape and dripping
lepidodendron trees—moss was our most tenacious perennial—and in times of mental turmoil I would
scan the collection, drugging myself with the bathed greens of the humid emerald planet that had spawned
me. Meeting more and more Terrans now, here on our ancestral rocks, I often wondered how we had
adapted to so many varieties of climate. Earth had more kinds of air than any place I knew of, and
humans could breath them all. Being descended from humans who had colonized and adapted to
Proxima made most of Earth uncomfortable for me. Though the heat of coastalCalifornia was easier to
deal with than most localities on the planet, I couldn't get used to the wind. Every time I opened my
mouth to breathe, some capricious little gust would steal my breath and leave me gasping. And I could
never,never get used to that garish yellow sun.
I was quivering with anticipation as the shuttle arched out over the shimmer ofPuget Sound , baring to
me and the other passengers the volcanic topography that gave the area its flavor. Character. LikeBrian .
I vowed that would be my last thought of him, and turned my mind to sifting out all the tidbits of
near-legend that had come my way about the majesticEnterprise and her daring who's-who of officers.
No ship had explored as far, encountered as much, endured as much as this starship, and no crew had
survived so long under such a roster of impossible situations. Oh, yes, we'd heard plenty about these
people. I'd heard and marveled at the stories like every other plebe, but, never expecting to find myself
serving on board her, I'd eventually discarded these bits of information. Now I had to gather them once
again, force my mind to remember. It was my duty.
There she was. The buttresses of the docking bay opened before us as the shuttle maneuvered for final
approach toEnterprise . Everyone in the shuttle was flashing looks at each other, trying to figure out
which of us was to board the starship. Not me, though. I knew who it was.
I was looking ather .
She didn't look like a ship that had been from hell to Klingon and back, several times. She gleamed and
glowed in the eternal night like a star instead of a starship. Her newly painted Fleet insignia and call letters
stood out as though they had substance, her warp engine nacelles fanning out across the universe as
though they knew its secrets. Vast, it was vast … shockingly bigger than I ever guessed a starship could
be. Amazement shunted through me that mankind, any race, could engineer and actually build such a
thing of power and grace. And I was going to board her. I was going to serve her. More than anything
else, she appeared as a giant constellation of a winged horse, reared and prancing, refusing to look into
the eyes of weak beings who had merely created her; life belonged toEnterprise , and she was in
command of it.
When I arrived at the cabin assigned to me by the duty officer, I found precious few clues as to the
habits of my suitemates. There were two cabins joined by a common head; my cabin had three bunks in
typically austere Star Fleet style, and in deference to the unknowns who already called this home I found