
with most children, his motives were transparent, but there were other times
when it was clear that Yarek's mind worked on several different levels.
Watching him now, as he dipped the ladle into the mitral cauldron and filled a
metal cup, Takkara could not help wondering about his grandson's future. Yarek
had always been good-natured, but recently there had been something disturbing
about the intelligence hidden behind that deceptively cherubic face. Someone
so young should not question things as much as he did. Takkara was about to
say something to this effect when Yarek beat him to it — and in doing so,
deepened the old man's disquiet.
'But it's not really true, is it?' he asked, as he handed over the cup. 'I
mean, the sword is just a myth, isn't it?'
'Myths can be real. They have to begin somewhere. And there are some things we
just have to accept on faith.'
'Why?'
'Because that is what it means to be a soldier,' the inspirator replied
awkwardly. 'And you'll be a soldier soon, like your father.'
That silenced the boy for a while, and Takkara felt a wave of sadness envelop
them both. He reminded himself that his son had died in glory, that he now
strode across the Great Plain, but the pride he felt in Borgar's sacrifice did
not wholly counteract the ache of his absence. Nor did it quell the old man's
anger.
'What if I become a wizard instead?' Yarek asked eventually.
Takkara laughed, glad that the boy had returned their conversation to the
future rather than dwelling on the past — even if his question was ridiculous.
'You mean a neomancer. That would be good too. You could—'
'No. A wizard,' Yarek stated with solemn persistence.
'That's impossible!' the old man snapped, angry now. 'And you know it.'
The boy retreated into silence again, realizing that he'd gone too far this
time. A short while later, Takkara's curiosity overcame his misgivings.
'Do you think you have talent?' he asked tentatively. 'Enough to gain a
sizarship?'
'I hope so,' his grandson replied, though he sounded less confident now.
'Life under the pyramids is not easy,' Takkara told him. 'And any glory you
may earn will be at second-hand. You may never see the results of your work.
Are you sure that's what you want?'
Yarek didn't answer and Takkara took a sip of his mitra, which was growing
cool now. As always, the infusion of herbs tasted bitter, but he was used to
that. Their scent filled the house almost constantly - which was only right
and proper. He watched his grandson over the rim of the cup, wishing he could
tell what the boy was thinking.
'You're a bright lad,' he said, when the silence had
dragged on long enough. 'I'm sure you can do anything you set your mind to.
But be careful you don't anger the gods.'
'I'll be careful, jokull,' Yarek promised earnestly.
'Besides, you don't have to decide yet. And you'll soon have the chance to
sleep on it.' Takkara smiled, and the boy grinned back, but — as so often now
— there was something hidden behind his large, pale blue eyes.
The reference to the long winter sleep had indeed set Yarek thinking. When
he'd been an infant, he'd accepted the hibernation as natural, just another
part of the life that was organized for him by others. By the time he was a
few years old, it had frightened him, and his mother had been ashamed of his
crying. He had grown out of that and had returned to unquestioning acceptance
once more - though with a little more understanding this time. And now, as the
days grew shorter, Yarek was actually looking forward to it. When the spring
came, unlike most of the others, he would remember his dark dreams. And it was
in those dreams that he learnt so much, saw so much.
That was his great secret, the reason he knew he was destined to be a wizard -
no matter what anybody said. Unwittingly, his grandfather had confirmed his
faith. 'You can do anything you set your mind to.' Rules were meant to be
broken. Yarek had decided that long ago. And if the greatest wizard the four