
bulk grain carrier, one of the shining cylinders of metal that rose up high
behind them. He looked down into her gentle features and could find no words
to answer with; he simply nodded. The love in her face, the yearning there,
they were too much for him and he had to turn away.
It was the irony of life that after all his lonely years on this twilight
planet, now, married and a father-to-be, with a measure of peace and happiness
at last, now was the time he had to leave. But there were no alternatives. He
was the only one here who would fight for the rights of the people of this
agricultural world, who might possibly see to it that some day a complete and
decent society might grow on this planet. Because he was the only one on
Halvmo~rk who had been born on Earth and who knew the reality of existence
there and in the rest of the Earth Commonwealth. Halvmo~rk was a deadend world
now, where the inhabitants were agricultural slaves, working to feed the other
planets for no return other than their bare existence. In the present
emergency the rebel planets would expect them to keep on working as they
always had. Well they would farm still-but only if they could be free of their
planetary prison. Free to be part of the Commonwealth culture, free to have
their children educated-and finally free to change the stunted and artificial
society forced upon them by Earth. Jan knew that he would not be thanked, or
even liked, for what he was going to do. He would do it still. He owed it to
the generations to come. To his own child among others.
"Yes, we must leave now," he said.
"You are needed here." She did not want to plead with him, but it was in her
voice.
"Try to understand. This planet, big as it is to us, it's really only a very
small part of the galaxy. A long time ago I lived on Earth, worked there very
successfully, and was happy enough until I discovered what life was really
like for most of the people. I tried to help them-but that is illegal on
Earth. I was arrested for this, stripped of everything, then shipped out here
as a common laborer. It was that or death. Not too hard a choice. But while
the slow years passed here, the rebellion that I was a part of has succeeded.
Everywhere but on Earth. For the moment my work here is done, the corn has
been saved and will go out to the hungry planets. But now that we have fed the
rebellion I want to make sure that we share in the victory as well. Do you
understand? I must go. And it is time. The orbits have been calculated and
these ships will have to lift very soon.
Alzbeta looked steadfastly into Jan Kulozik's face as he spoke, memorizing
those thin, taut features. She put her arms about his wiry and hardmuscled
body then, pressing tight against it, so that the child within her was between
them, in the sheltered warmth of their bodies, clutching hard as though when
she released him she might never hold him again. It was a possibility she did
not consider, yet it was lurking just out of sight all of the time. There was
a war being fought among the alien stars and he was going to it. But he would
come back; that was the only thought she would let her brain hold on to.
"Come back to me," she whispered aloud, then pulled away from him, running
toward their home. Not wanting to look at him again, afraid that she would
break down and make him ashamed.
"Ten minutes," Debhu called out from the foot of the boarding ladder. "Let's
get aboard and strap in."
Jan turned and climbed up the ladder. One of the crewmen was waiting in the
airlock and he sealed the outer hatch as soon as they had passed through.