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Insomnia
by Stephen King
Synopsis:
Insomnia.zip Insomnia by Stephen King Ralph Roberts has been having
trouble sleeping lately. As his insomnia progresses, strange things
begin to happen to him. BBut, after all, Ralph lives in Derry and as
King devotees well know, strange things have a way of happening in
Derry.
Also by Stephen King
Novels
Carrie
Christine
The Dark Tower II
Salem's Lot
Pet Cemetery
The Drawing of The Shining
Cycle of the Werewolf
The Stand
The Talisman
The Dark Tower III
The Dead Zone (with Peter Straub)
The Waste Lands
Firestarter
The Dark Half
Cujo
Eyes Of the Dragon
Needful Things
Misery
Gerald's Game
The Dark Tower
The Gunslinger
The Tommy-knockers
Screenplays
Night Shift
Creepshow
Different Seasons
Cat's Eye
Skeleton Crew
Silver Bullet
Past Midnight
Maximum Overdrive
Nightmares
Pet Cemetery
Dreamscapes
Golden Years
Nonfiction
Sleepwalker
Danse
Macabre
The Stand
published in 1994 by Viking Penguin, a division of Penguin Books USA
Inc.
Copyright (c) Stephen King, 1994
illustrations copyright David Johnson, 1994
NOTE: This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and
incidents either are the product of the author's imagination or are used
fictitiously, and any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead,
events, Or locales is entirely coincidental.
Grateful acknowledgement is made for permission to reprint excerpts from
the following copyrighted works: "White Rabbit," lyrics and-music by
Grace Slick. 1967 Irving Music, Inc. (BMI). All rights reserved.
International copyright "The Cemetery Nights by Stephen Dobyns.
Copyright Pursuit the auter and Viking Penguin, a division ,nt by
Dejecta Clark, C rnel Conrad Music, a division of Arc Music 'The Lord of
the Rigs by J. R. R. Tolkien. Col b Christopher R. Tolkien, Jshri R.
R. Toll y . permission of Houghton Mifflin Co. and Ho "You Baby,"
words and music by P. F. Sloan and Steve Publishing, a Division of MCA
Inc. All rights reserved. International copyright secured. by
permission. "Lantern" by Michael McDermott. 9 1993 UEsNidl lackwood
Music, Inc and Wanted Man Music. All rights Wanted Man Music controlled
and administered by EMI Blackwood Music, Inc. All rights reserved.
International copyright secured. Used by permission.
Library of Congress Catalog and publishing data:
King, Stephen Insomnia / Stephen King.
ISBN 0-670-85503-0
1. Title.
PS3561.483156 1994
813'.54-dc2O 94 784
Insomnia
Prologue
Winding the Deathwatch
(1)
Old age is an island, surrounded by death. -Juan Mentalvo "On Beauty" Ne
one-least of all Dr. Litchfield-came right out and told Ralph Roberts
that his wife was going to die, but there came a time when Ralph
understood without needing to be told. The months between March and
June were a jangling, screaming time inside his head-a time of
conferences with doctors, of evening runs to the hospital with Carolyn,
of trips to other hospitals in other states for special tests (Ralph
spent much of his travel time an these trips thanking God for Carolyn's
Blue Cross/Major Medical cocoverage), of personal research in the Derry
Public Library, at first Imaking for answers the specialists might have
overlooked, later on just looking for hope and grasping at straws.
Those four months were like being dragged drunk through some malign
carnival where the people on the rides were really screaming, the people
lost in the mirror maze were really lost, and the denizens of Freak
Alley looked at you with false smiles on their lips and terror in their
eyes. Ralph began to see these things by the middle of May, and as June
set in, he began to understand that the pitchmen along the medical
midway had only quack remedies to sell, and the cheery quickstep of the
calliope could no longer quite hide the fact that the tune spilling out
of the loudspeakers was "The Funeral March." It was a carnival, all
right; the carnival of lost souls.
Ralph continued to deny these terrible images-and the even more terrible
idea lurking behind them-all through the early summer of 1992, but as
June gave way to July, this finally became impossible. The worst
midsummer heatwave since 1971 rolled over central Maine, and Derry
simmered in a bath of hazy sun, humidity, and daily temperatures in the
mid-nineties. The city-hardly a bustling metropolis at the best of
times-fell into a complete Stupor, and it was in this hot silence that
Ralph Roberts first heard the ticking of the deathwatch and understood
that in the passage from June's cool damp greens to the baked stillness
of July, Carolyn's slim chances had become no - chances at all. She was
going to die. Not this summer, probably-the doctors claimed to have
quite a few tricks up their sleeves yet, and Ralph was sure they did-but
this fall or this winter. His longtime companion, the only woman he had
ever loved, was going to die. He tried to deny the idea, scolding
himself for being a morbid old fool, but in the gasping silences of
those long hot days, Ralph heard that ticking everywhere-it even seemed
to be in the walls.
Yet it was loudest from within Carolyn herself, and when she turned her
calm white face toward him-perhaps to ask him to turn on the radio so
she could listen while she shelled some beans for their supper, or to
ask him if he would go across to the Red Apple and get her an ice cream
on a stick-he would see that she heard it, too. He would see it in her
dark eyes, at first only when she was straight, but later even when her
eyes were hazed by the pain medication she took.
By then the ticking had grown very loud, and when Ralph lay in bed
beside her on those hot summer nights when even a single sheet seemed to
weigh ten pounds and he believed every dog in Derry was barking at the
moon, he listened to it, to the deathwatch ticking inside Carolyn, and
it seemed to him that his heart would break with sorrow and terror.
How much would she be required to suffer before the end came? How much
would he be required to suffer? And how could he possibly live without
her-?
It was during this strange, fraught period that Ralph began to go for
increasingly long walks through the hot summer afternoons and slow,
twilit evenings, returning on many occasions too exhausted to eat. He
kept expecting Carolyn to scold him for these outings, to say Why don't
you stop it, You stupid old man? You'll kill yourself if you keep
walking in this heat! But she never did, and he gradually realized she
didn't even know. That he went out, yes-she knew that. But not all the
miles he went, or that when he came home he was often trembling with
exhaustion and near sunstroke. Once upon a time it had seemed to Ralph
she saw everything, even a change of half an inch in where he parted his
hair. Ne more; the tumor in her brain had stolen her powers of
observation, as it would soon steal her life.
So he walked, relishing the heat in spite of the way it sometimes made
his head swim and his ears ring, relishing it mostly because of the way
it made his ears ring; sometimes there were whole hours when they rang
so loudly and his head pounded so fiercely that he couldn't hear the
tick of Carolyn's deathwatch.
He walked over much of Derry that hot July, a narrow-shouldered old man
with thinning white hair and big hands that still looked capable of hard
work. He walked from Witcham Street to the Barrens, from Kansas Street
to Neibolt Street, from Main Street to the Kissing Bridge, but his feet
took him most frequently west along Harris Avenue, where the still
beautiful and much beloved Carolvil Roberts was now spending her last
year in a haze of headaches.
Avenue Extension and Derry County A' morphine, to the airport. He would
walk out the Extension-which was treeless and completely exposed to the
pitiless sun-until he felt his legs threatening to cave in beneath him,
and then double back.
He often paused to catch his second wind in a shady picnic area close to
the airport's service entrance. At night this place was a teenage
drinking and makeout spot, alive with the sounds of rap coming from
boombox radios, but during the days it was the more-or-less exclusive
domain of a group Ralph's friend Bill McGovern called the Harris Avenue
Old Crocks. The Old Crocks gathered to play chess, to play gin, or just
to shoot the shit. Ralph had known many of them for years (had, in
fact, gone to grammar school with Stan Eberty), and was comfortable with
them . . . as long as they didn't get too nosy. Most didn't. They
were old-school Yankees, for the most part, raised to believe that what
a man doesn't choose to talk about is no,one's business but his own.
it was on one of these walks that he first became aware that something
had gone very wrong with Ed Deepneau, his neighbor from up the street.
Ralph had walked much farther from the Harris Avenue Extension than
usual that day, possibly because thunderheads had blotted out the sun
and a cool, if still spmradic, breeze had begun to blow. He had fallen
into a kind of trance, not thinking of anything, not watching anything
but the dusty toes of his sneakers, when the four-forty-five United
Airlines flight from Boston swooped low overhead, startling him back to)
where he was with the teeth-rattling whine of its jet engines.
He watched it cross above the old GS&WM railroad tracks and the Cyclone
fence that marked the edge of the airport, watched it settle toward the
runway, marked the blue puffs of smoke as its wheels touched down. Then
he glanced at his watch, saw how late it was getting, and looked up with
wide eyes at the orange roof of the Howard Johnson's just up the road.
He had been in a trance, all right; he had walked more than five miles
without the slightest sense of time passing.
Carolyn's time, a voice deep inside his head muttered.
Yes, yes; Carolyn's time. She would be back in the apartment, counting
the minutes until she could have another Darvon Complex, and he was out
on the far side of the airport ... halfway to Newport, in fact, Ralph
looked up at the sky and for the first time really saw the bruise-purple
thunderheads which were stacking up over the airport.
They did not mean rain, not for sure, not yet, but if it did rain, he
was almost surely going to be caught in it; there was nowhere to shelter
between here and the little picnic area back by Runway 3, and there was
nothing there but a ratty little gazebo that always smelled faintly of
beer.
He took another look at the orange roof, then reached into his right
hand pocket and felt the little sheaf of bills held by the sliver
money-clip Carolyn had given him for his sixty-fifth. There was nothing
to prevent him walking up to Hojo's and calling a cab ...
except maybe for the thought of how the driver might look at him.
Stupid old man, the eyes in the rear-view mirror might say.
Stupid old man, walked a lot further than you shoulda on a hot day. If
you'd been swimming, you woulda drownded.
Paranoid, Ralph, the voice in his head told him, and now its clucky,
slightly Patronizing tone reminded him of Bill McGovern.
Well, maybe it was and maybe it wasn't. Either way, he thought he would
chance the rain and walk back.
What if it doesn't just rain ? Last summer it hailed so hard that one
time in August it broke windows all over the east side.
"Let it hail, then," he said. "I don't bruise that easy."
Ralph began to walk slowly back toward town along the shoulder of the
Extension, his old high-tops raising small, parched puffs of dust as he
went. He could hear the first rumbles of thunder in the west, where the
clouds were stacking up. The sun, although blotted out, was refusing to
quit without a fight; it edged the thunderheads with bands of brilliant
gold and shone through occasional rifts in the clouds like the
fragmented beam of some huge movie-projector. Ralph found himself
feeling glad he had decided to walk , in spite of the ache in his legs
and the steady nagging pain in the small of his back.
One thing, at least, he thought. I'll sleep tonight. I'll sleep like a
damn rock.
The verge of the airport-acres of dead brown grass with the rusty
railroad tracks sunk in them like the remains of some old wreckwas now
on his left. Far in the distance beyond the Cyclone fence he could see
the United 747, now the size of a child's toy plane, taxiing toward the
small terminal which United and Delta shared.
Ralph's gaze was caught by another vehicle, this one a car, leaving the
General Aviation terminal, which stood at this end of the airport.
It was heading across the tarmac toward the small service entrance which
gave on the Harris Avenue Extension. Ralph had watched a lot of
vehicles come and go through that entrance just lately; it was only
seventy yards or so from the picnic area where the Harris Avenue Old
Crocks gathered. As the car approached the gate, Ralph recognized it as
Ed and Helen Deepneau's Datsun . . . and it was really moving.
Ralph stopped on the shoulder, unaware that his hands had curled into
anxious fists as the small brown car bore down on the closed gate.
You needed a key-card to open the gate from the outside; from the inside
an electric-eye beam did the 'Oh. But the beam was set close to the
gate, very close, and at the speed the Datsun was going ...
At the last moment (or so it seemed to Ralph), the small brown car
scrunched to a stop, the tires sending up puffs of blue smoke that made
Ralph think of the 747 touching down, and the gate began to trundle
slowly open on its track. Ralph's fisted hands relaxed.
An arm emerged from the driver's-side window of the Datsun and began to
wave up and down, apparently haranguing the gate, urging it to hurry it
up. There was something so absurd about this that Ralph began to smile.
The smile died before it had exposed even a gleam of teeth, however. The
wind was still freshening from the west, where the thunderheads were,
and it carried the screaming voice of the Datsun's driver: "You son of a
bitch fucker.t You bastard Eat my cock Bur up HurrY up and lick shit,
you fucking asshole cuntlapper. Fuckling booger! Ratdick riingmeat
Suckhole."' "That can't be Ed Deepneau," Ralph murmured. He began to
walk again without realizing it. "Can't be."
Ed was a research chemist at the Hawking Laboratories research facility
in Fresh Harbor, one of the kindest, most civil young men galph had ever
met. Both he and Carolyn were very fond of Ed's wife, Helen, and their
new baby, Natalie, as well, A visit from Natalie was one of the few
things with the power to lift Carolyn out of her own life these days,
and, sensing this, Helen brought her over frequently.
Ed never complained. There were men, he knew, who wouldn't have cared
to have the missus running to the old folks down the street every time
the baby did some new and entrancing thing, especially when the
granny-figure in the picture was ill. Ralph had an idea that Ed
wouldn't be able to tell someone to go to hell without suffering a
sleepless night in consequence, but"You fuckting whoremaster! Move your
sour shit-caked ass, you hear me? Butt-fucker. Cunt-rammer.
But it sure sounded like Ed. Even from two or three hundred yards away,
it certainly sounded like him.
Now the driver of the Datsun was revving his engine like a kid in a
muscle-car waiting for the light to turn green. Clouds of exhaust smoke
farted up from the tailpipe. As soon as the gate had retracted enough
to allow the Datsun passage, the .
car leaped forward, squirting through the gap with its engine roaring,
and when it did, Ralph got a clear look at the driver. He was close
enough now for there to be no doubt: it was Ed, all right.
The Datsun bounced along the short unpaved stretch of lane between the
gate and the Harris Street Extension. A horn blared suddenly, and Ralph
saw a blue Ford Ranger, heading west on the Extension, swerve to avoid
the oncoming Datsun. The driver of the pickup saw the danger too late,
and Ed apparently never saw it at all (it was only later that Ralph came
to consider Ed might have rammed the Ranger on purpose).
There was a brief scream of tires followed by the hollow bang of the
Datsun's fender driving into the Ford's sidewall. The pickup was driven
halfway across the yellow line. The Datsun's hood crumpled, came
unlatched, and popped up a little; headlight glass tinkled into the
street. A moment later both vehicles were dead in the middle of the
road, tangled together like some weird sculpture.
Ralph stood where he was for the time being, watching as oil spread
beneath the Datsun's front end. He had seen several roadaccidents in
his almost-seventy years, most of them minor, one or two serious, and he
was always stunned by how quickly they happened and how little drama
there was. It wasn't like in the movies, where the camera could slow
things down, or on a video tape, where you could watch the car go off
the cliff again and again if you so chose; there was usually just a
series of converging blurs, followed by that quick and toneless
combination of sounds: the cry of the tires, the hollow bang of metal
crimping metal, the tinkle (of glass.
There was even a kind of protocol for this sort of thing: How Should
Behave When Involved in a Low-Speed Collision. Of course there was,
Ralph mused. There were probably a dozen two-bit collisions in Derry
every day, and maybe twice that number in the wintertime, when there was
snow and the roads got slippery. You got out, you met your opposite
number at the point where the two vehicles had come together (and where,
quite often, they were still entwined), you looked, you shook your
heads. Sometimes-often, actually-this phase of the encounter was marked
with angry words: fault was assigned (often rashly), driving skills
impugned, legal action threatened. Ralph supposed what the drivers were
really trying to say without coming right out and saying it was Listen,
fool, you scared the living hell out of me!
The final step in this unhappy little dance was The Exchange of the
Sacred Insurance Screeds, and it was at this point that the drivers
usually began to get control of their galloping emotions . . . always
assuming that no one had been hurt, as appeared to be the case here.
Sometimes the drivers involved even finished up by shaking hands.
Ralph prepared to watch all this from his vantage point less than a
hundred and fifty yards away, but as seen as the driver's door of the
Datsun opened he understood that things were going to go differently
here-that the accident was maybe not over but still happening. It
certainly did not seem that anyone was going to shake at the end of
these festivities.
The door did not swing open; it flew open. Ed Deepneau leaped out, then
simply stood stock-still beside his car, his slim shoulders squared
against a background of deepening clouds, He was wearing faded jeans and
a tee-shirt, and Ralph realized that before today he had never seen Ed
in a shirt that didn't button up the front. And there was something
around his neck: a long white something. A scarf? It looked like a
scarf, but why would anyone be wearing a scarf on a day as hot as this
one had been?
Ed stood beside his wounded car for a moment, seeming to look in every
direction but the right one. The fierce little pokes of his narrow head
reminded Ralph of the way roosters studied their barnyard turf, looking
for invaders and interlopers. Something about that similarity made
Ralph feel uneasy.
He had never seen Ed look like that before, and he supposed that was
part of it, but it wasn't all of way it. The truth of the matter was
simply this: he had never seen anyone look exactly like that.
Thunder rumbled in the west, louder now. And closer.
The man getting out of the Ranger would have made two of Ed Deepneau,
possibly three. His vast, deep belly hung over the rolled waistband of
his green chino workpants; there were sweatstains the size of
dinner-plates under the arms of his open-throated white shirt.
He tipped back the bill of the West Side Gardeners gimme-cap he was
wearing to get a better look at the man who had broadsided him.
His heavy-jowled face was dead pale except for bright patches of color
like rouge high on his cheekbones, and Ralph thought: There's a man
who's a prime candidate for a heart-attack. If I was closer I bet I'd
be able to see the creases in his earlobes.
"Hey!" the heavyset guy yelled at Ed. The voice coming out of that
broad chest and deep gut was absurdly thin, almost reedy.
"Where'd you get your license? Fuckin Sears n Roebuck?"
Ed's wandering, jabbing head swung immediately toward the sound of the
big man's voice-seemed almost to home in, like a jet guided by radar-and
Ralph got his first good look at Ed's eyes. He felt a bolt of alarm
light up in his chest and suddenly began to run toward the accident. Ed,
meanwhile, had started toward the man in the sweat-soaked white shirt
and gimme-cap. He was walking in a stiff-legged, high-shouldered strut
that was nothing at all like his usual easygoing amble.
"Ed!" 'Ralph shouted, but the freshening breeze-cold now with the
promise of rain-seemed to snatch the words away before they could even
get out of his mouth. Certainly Ed never turned.
Ralph made himself run faster, the ache in his legs and the throbbing in
the small of his back forgotten. It was murder he had seen in Ed
Deepneau's wide, unblinking eyes. He had absolutely no previous
experience upon which to base such an assessment, but he didn't think
you could mistake such a naked glare; it was the look fighting cocks
must wear when they launch themselves at each other, spurs up and
slashing. "Ed! Hey, Ed, hold up! it's Ralph!"
Not so much as a glance around, although Ralph was now so close that Ed
must have heard, wind or no wind. Certainly the heavyset man glanced
around, and Ralph could see both fear and uncertainty in his look. Then
Heavyset turned back to Ed and raised his hands placatingly.
"Look," he said. "We can talk-"
That was as far as he got. Ed took another quick step forward, reached
up with one slim hand-it was very white in the rapidly darkening day-and
slapped Heavyset across his far from inconsiderable jowls. The sound
was like the report of a kid's air rifle.
"How many have you killed?" Ed asked.
Heavyset pressed back against the side of his pickup, his mouth open,
his eyes wide. Ed's queer, stif strut never la tered. He walked into
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