best known by her married name of Lady Betty Germaine; and through them he had access to the fashionable
society of Dublin. When Lord Berkeley returned to England in April 1701, Swift, after taking his Doctor's
degree at Dublin, went with him, and soon afterwards published, anonymously, a political pamphlet, A
Discourse on the Contests and Dissentions in Athens and Rome. When he returned to Ireland in September he
was accompanied by Stellato give Esther Johnson the name by which she is best knownand her friend
Mrs. Dingley. Stella's fortune was about 1500 pounds, and the property Temple had left her was in County
Wicklow. Swift, very much for his "own satisfaction, who had few friends or acquaintance in Ireland,"
persuaded Stellanow twenty years oldthat living was cheaper there than in England, and that a better return
was obtainable on money. The ladies took his advice, and made Ireland their home. At first they felt
themselves strangers in Dublin; "the adventure looked so like a frolic," Swift says, "the censure held for some
time as if there were a secret history in such a removal: which however soon blew off by her excellent
conduct." Swift took every step that was possible to avoid scandal. When he was away, the ladies occupied
his rooms; when he returned, they went into their own lodgings. When he was absent, they often stopped at
the vicarage at Laracor, but if he were there, they moved to Trim, where they visited the vicar, Dr. Raymond,
or lived in lodgings in the town or neighbourhood. Swift was never with Stella except in the presence of a
third person, and in 1726 he said that he had not seen her in a morning "these dozen years, except once or
twice in a journey."
During a visit to England in the winter of 1703−4 we find Swift in correspondence with the Rev. William
Tisdall, a Dublin incumbent whom he had formerly known at Belfast. Tisdall was on friendly terms with
Stella and Mrs. Dingley, and Swift sent messages to them through him. "Pray put them upon reading," he
wrote, "and be always teaching something to Mrs. Johnson, because she is good at comprehending,
remembering and retaining." But the correspondence soon took a different turn. Tisdall paid his addresses to
Stella, and charged Swift with opposing his suit. Tisdall's letters are missing, but Swift's reply of April 20,
1704, puts things sufficiently clearly. "My conjecture is," he says, "that you think I obstructed your
inclinations to please my own, and that my intentions were the same with yours. In answer to all which I will,
upon my conscience and honour, tell you the naked truth. First, I think I have said to you before that, if my
fortunes and humour served me to think of that state, I should certainly, among all persons upon earth, make
your choice; because I never saw that person whose conversation I entirely valued but hers; this was the
utmost I ever gave way to. And secondly, I must assure you sincerely that this regard of mine never once
entered into my head to be an impediment to you." He had thought Tisdall not rich enough to marry; "but the
objection of your fortune being removed, I declare I have no other; nor shall any consideration of my own
misfortune, in losing so good a friend and companion as her, prevail on me, against her interest and
settlement in the world, since it is held so necessary and convenient a thing for ladies to marry, and that time
takes off from the lustre of virgins in all other eyes but mine. I appeal to my letters to herself whether I was
your friend or not in the whole concern, though the part I designed to act in it was purely passive." He had
even thought "it could not be decently broken," without disadvantage to the lady's credit, since he supposed it
was known to the town; and he had always spoken of her in a manner far from discouraging. Though he knew
many ladies of rank, he had "nowhere met with an humour, a wit, or conversation so agreeable, a better
portion of good sense, or a truer judgment of men or things." He envied Tisdall his prudence and temper, and
love of peace and settlement, "the reverse of which has been the great uneasiness of my life, and is likely to
continue so."
This letter has been quoted at some length because of its great importance. It is obviously capable of various
interpretations, and some, like Dr. Johnson, have concluded that Swift was resolved to keep Stella in his
power, and therefore prevented an advantageous match by making unreasonable demands. I cannot see any
ground for this interpretation, though it is probable that Tisdall's appearance as a suitor was sufficiently
annoying. There is no evidence that Stella viewed Tisdall's proposal with any favour, unless it can be held to
be furnished by Swift's belief that the town thoughtrightly or wronglythat there was an engagement. In any
case, there could be no mistake in future with regard to Swift's attitude towards Stella. She was dearer to him
than anyone else, and his feeling for her would not change, but for marriage he had neither fortune nor
The Journal to Stella
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