'That's no toy, Dave. Learn how to use it safely. Treat it with respect.'
His father's voice had carried subdued tensions. The adult eyes had looked at him with
calculated intensity and there had been a waiting silence after each phrase.
Fingernails made a brief scratching signal on his bed-room door, breaking his reverie. The
door opened. Mrs Parma slid into the room. She wore a long blue and black sari with faint
red lines in it. She moved with silent effacement, an effect as attention-demanding as a
gong.
David's gaze followed her. She always made him feel uneasy.
Mrs Parma glided across to the window that framed the maple, closed the window firmly.
David peered over the edge of the blankets at her as she turned from the window and
nodded her awareness of him.
'Good morning, young sir.'
The clipped British accent never sounded right to him coming from a mouth with purple
lips. And her eyes bothered him. They were too big, as though stretched by the way her
glossy hair was pulled back into a bun. Her name wasn't really Parma. It began with Parma,
but it was much longer and ended with a strange clicking sound that David could not make.
He pulled the blankets below his chin, said: 'Did my father leave yet?'
'Before dawn, young sir. It is a long way to the capital of your nation.'
David frowned and waited for her to leave. Strange woman. His parents had brought her
back from New Delhi, where his father had been political adviser to the embassy.
In those years, David had stayed with Granny in San Francisco. He had been surrounded
by old people with snowy hair, diffident servants, and low, cool voices. It had been a drifting
time with diffused stimulations. 'Your grand-mother is napping. One would not want to
disturb her, would one?' It had worn on him the way dripping water wears a rock. His
memory of the period retained most strongly the whirlwind visits of his parents. They had
descended upon the insulated quiet of the house, breathless, laughing, tanned, and
romantic, arms loaded with exotic gifts.
But the chest-shaking joy of being with such people had always ended, leaving him with a
sense of frustration amidst the smells of dusty perfumes and tea and the black feeling that
he had been abandoned.
Mrs Parma checked the clothing laid out for him on the dresser. Knowing he wanted her
to leave, she delayed. Her body conveyed a stately swaying within the sari. Her fingernails
were bright pink.
She had shown him a map once with a town marked on it, the place where she had been
born. She had a brown photograph: mud-walled houses and leafless trees, a man all in
white standing beside a bicycle, a violin case under his arm. Her father.
Mrs Parma turned, looked at David with her startling eyes. She said: 'Your father asked
me to remind you when you awoke that the car will depart precisely on time. You have one
hour.'
She lowered her gaze, went to the door. The sari betrayed only a faint suggestion of
moving legs. The red lines in the fabric danced like sparks from a fire.
David wondered what she thought. Her slow, calm way revealed nothing he could
decipher. Was she laughing at him? Did she think going to camp was a foolishness? Did she
even have a geographical understanding of where he would go, the Olympic Mountains?