were wed and had become the parents of twins, it was Koja and Ergon and Lukor and I
who served in loco parentis; too much older to be like brothers, I fear, we were regarded
by him as affectionate and indulgent uncles, nothing more. His heart he had given only
to Prince Lankar the Earthling, who had rescued him from the ximchak’s web. But of us
all I believe young Taran loved Koja the best.
On the surface of it, there was absolutely nothing about either of the two to draw them
together. Koja, of course, being a Yathoon Hordesman, was not even human: the people
of the Hordes are true arthropods, insect-men, tall, gaunt, ungainly, their stalking limbs
clad in horny gray chitin, their heads expressionless masks of horn with knobbed
antennae and great compound eyes like clusters of black jewels. Cold, emotionless,
devoid of sentiment, they are ferocious warriors, implacable foes, enemies of all men.
It is a matter of particular pride to me that, of all the men and women who have ever
walked the surface of Thanator the Jungle Moon, I was the first to make friends with a
warrior of the Yathoon Horde. Of this rare accomplishment I have written at length in
another portion of these journals,* so I shall not describe here the combination of
patience, cultivation, luck, and sheer accident by which the miracle was accomplished.
Suffice it to say that, once I had shared with Koja the true meaning of friendship, he
discovered for himself the meaning of love. And, of all the hundreds of comrades and
friends I have made during the years of my sojourn upon this fifth moon of Jupiter,
none, with the royal exception of my beloved Princess, lies closer to my heart than the
solemn arthropod whose slave and possession I once was.
Of all that brave and stalwart company, no more true and loyal friend have I than Koja,
whose selfless dedication and love for me I am proud and privileged to return.
On the surface of things, it seemed highly unlikely that Koja and Taran, being worlds
apart, would become the closest of friends. But friends they did indeed become, despite
the gulf that yawned between them, the differences of age, race, and personality. The
reason for their closeness may have sprung, in fact, from these very differences-for
neither Taran nor Koja had been reared here in Shondakor, and were thus strangers from
distant lands; in addition, both were unique-Koja, being the only Yathoon in captivity,
so to speak, and Taran, much younger than any of the others at court. Perhaps their
aloneness drew them together.
In the eyes of young Taran-still the eyes of a boy-the gaunt, solemn, humorless Yathoon
was the most fascinating of playmates-it was as if a child of my race could have for a
friend Winnie the Pooh or Reepicheep or the Tin Woodsman of Oz. And Koja, I knew,
had developed a warmly protective feeling for the children of our race. His own kind
mate but never marry, and do not rear their young personally, but in a far and secret
place near the South Pole of the planet, a realm they regard with superstitious
veneration as holy for some reason ‘ I have never known. Our custom of raising our
children in family groups seems strange to such as Koja; having observed the love and
affection we humans share between child and parent, I believe he envies us and yearns,
in the depths of his unknowable heart, to share in that closest of all bonds.
I know that my own little son, Prince Kaldar, now a chubby and tireless little rascal of
two and a half, crows with delight whenever Koja is near, laughs delightedly at his
solemn voice and expressionless face, loves to be bounced on his gaunt and bony lap,