in whose dark interior (he once said) wild boar could still be heard, and smelled, and tracked by their
spoor.
I doubt if he had ever seen such a creature, but that evening, as I sat in my room overlooking the tiny
village in the hills (Christian's letter a crushed ball still held in my hand) I vividly recalled how I had
listened to the muffled grunting of some woodland animal, and heard the heavy, unhurried crashing of
something bulky moving inwards, towards the winding pathway that we called Deep Track, a route that
led spirally towards the very heartwoods of the forest.
I knew I would have to go home, and yet I delayed my departure for nearly another year. During that time
Christian's letters ceased abruptly. In his last letter, dated April 10th, he wrote of Guiwenneth, of his
unusual marriage, and hinted that I would be surprised by the lovely girl to whom he had lost his 'heart,
mind, soul, reason, cooking ability and just about everything else, Steve'. I wrote to congratulate him, of
course, but there was no further communication between us for months.
Eventually I wrote to say I was coming home, that I would stay at Oak Lodge for a few weeks, and then
find accommodation in one of the nearby towns. I said goodbye to France, and to the community that had
become so much a part of my life. I travelled to England by bus and
train, by ferry, and then by train again. On August 20th I arrived by pony and trap at the disused railway
line that skirted the edge of the extensive estate. Oak Lodge lay on the far side of the grounds, four miles
further round the road, but accessible via the right of way through the estate's fields and woodlands. I
intended to take an intermediate route and so, lugging my single, crammed suitcase as best I could, I
began to walk along the grass-covered railway track, peering on occasion over the high, red-brick wall
that marked the limit of the estate, trying to see through the gloom of the pungent pinewoods.
Soon this woodland, and the wall, vanished, and the land opened into tight, tree-bordered fields, to which
I gained access across a rickety wooden stile, almost lost beneath briar and full-fruited blackberry bushes.
I had to trample my way out of the public domain and so on to the south trackway that wound, skirting
patchy woodland and the stream called 'sticklebrook', up to the ivy-covered house that was my home.
It was late morning, and very hot, as I came in distant sight of Oak Lodge. Somewhere off to my left I
could hear the drone of a tractor. I thought of old Alphonse Jeffries, the estate's farm supervisor, and with
the memory of his weather-tanned, smiling face came images of the mill-pond, and fishing for pike from
his tiny rowing boat.
Memory of the tranquil mill-pond haunted me, and I moved away from the south track, through waist-
high nettles and a tangle of ash and hawthorn scrub. I came out close to the bank of the wide, shadowy
pool, its full extent hidden by the gloom of the dense stand of oak woodland that began on its far side.
Almost hidden among the rushes that crowded the nearer edge of the pond was the shallow boat from
which Chris and I had fished, years before; its white paint had flaked away almost entirely now, and
although the craft looked watertight, I doubted if it would take the weight of a full grown man. I didn't
disturb it but walked around the bank and sat down on the rough concrete steps of the crumbling
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