When it was Dylan’s turn the hoop clattered to the slate. He was still fat, podlike, Tweedledee. There
was no edge on his shape for the hoop to lodge. He could barely span it with his arms. He couldn’t duck
his knees, instead scuffed sideways, stepping. He couldn’t dance.
That was how they played, Dylan dropping the plastic hoop to the ground a thousand times. Marilla sang
encouragement, Oh, baby give me one more chance, I want you back. She punched the air. And Dylan
wondered guiltily why the white girls on skates hadn’t called to him instead. Knowledge of this heretical
wish was his second wound. It wasn’t like the dead kitten: this time no one would judge whether Dylan
had understood in the first place, whether he had forgotten after. Only himself. It was between Dylan
and himself to consider forever whether to grasp that he’d felt a yearning preference already then, that
before the years of seasons, the years of hours to come on the street, before Robert Woolfolk or Mingus
Rude, before “Play That Funky Music, White Boy,” before Intermediate School 293 or anything else,
he’d wished, against his mother’s vision, for the Solver girls to sweep him away into an ecstasy of
blondness and matching outfits, tightened laces, their wheels barely touching the slate, or only marking
it with arrows pointing elsewhere, jet trails of escape.
Marilla whirled in place, singing When I had you to myself I didn’t want you around, those pretty faces
always seemed to stand out in a crowd —
Isabel Vendle found the name in a tattered, leather-bound volume at the Brooklyn Historical Society:
Boerum. As in the Boer War. A Dutch family, farmers, landowners. The Boerums kept their wealth in
Bedford-Stuyvesant, had actually come nowhere near Gowanus, none except a wayward, probably
drunken son, named Simon Boerum, who built a house on Schermerhorn Street and died in it. He’d been
exiled here, perhaps, a prodigal, a black sheep sleeping off a long bender. Anyway, he’d lend his name—
he wasn’t about to say no!—to the band of streets laced between Park Slope and Cobble Hill, because
Gowanus wouldn’t do. Gowanus was a canal and a housing project. Isabel Vendle needed to distinguish
her encampment from the Gowanus Houses, from Wyckoff Gardens, that other housing project which
hemmed in her new paradise, distinguish it from the canal, from Red Hook, Flatbush, from downtown
Brooklyn, where the Brooklyn House of Detention loomed, the monolith on Atlantic Avenue, ringed
with barbed wire. She was explicating a link to the Heights, the Slope. So, Boerum Hill, though there
wasn’t any hill. Isabel Vendle wrote it and so it was made and so they would come to live in the new
place which was inked into reality by her hand, her crabbed hand which scuttled from past to future,
Simon Boerum and Gowanus unruly parents giving birth to Boerum Hill, a respectable child.
The houses here were sick. The Dutch-style row houses had been chopped into pieces and misused as
rooming houses for men with hot plates and ashtrays and racing forms, or floor-through apartments,
where sprawling families of cousins were crammed into each level, their yards and stoops teeming with
uncountable children. The houses had been slathered with linoleum and pressed tin, the linoleum and tin
had later been painted, the paint painted again. It was like a coating on the tongue and teeth and roof of a
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