
brain had long since had time to learn to adjust. Only it hadn't. Yet.
But color balance or no, Gaynor's endless bustle should have been a reassuring sight. Even as she
watched, a trio of cruiser-sized heavy-lift shuttles rose towards the heavens, drives thundering with a
power she could feel even at this distance and even from inside the rear admiral's office. On the way into
Sage, her transport had passed two full squadrons of superdreadnoughts, with appropriate screening
elements, and she knew there were at least two carriers in orbit around Sage even as she sat here. The
capital ships represented a terrifying concentration of firepower, but it wasn't reassuring. Not when she
knew how badly the war was going for the Concordiat.
Well, she told herself, at least I can hope it's going equally poorly for the Puppies.
The thought was less reassuring than it ought to have been. She didn't know what the Melconian
Empire called its equivalent of Plan Ragnarok, but it was obvious it had one. And somehow the reports
that Melconian planets were being killed even more quickly than human ones didn't make her feel any
happier.
"I'm sorry we couldn't give you a longer convalescent leave, Captain," Rear Admiral Sedgewood
said after a moment. His voice was quieter, and he continued to gaze out through the crystal panes of the
window. "Unfortunately, we're more and more badly pressed for experienced officers. Ragnarok—" his
mouth twisted as if the word tasted physically sour "—is sucking off over half our total combat capability
for offensive operations. Most of the rest is committed to trying to stop—or slow down, at least—the
Melconian advance in this sector and over in the Palmer and Long Stop Sectors. It . . . isn't going well."
Maneka said nothing. It was a statement, not a question, and she hadn't needed him to tell her,
anyway. After all, she'd been at Chartres.
"No, Captain," Sedgewood said, turning back to face her fully. "Not well at all. What I'm about to
tell you is classified Top-Secret: Violet-Alpha. It is not to be discussed outside this office with anyone not
expressly cleared for the information. Is that clear?"
"Yes, sir," she said more crisply, sitting very straight in the comfortable chair while a vibrating
butterfly hovered somewhere in her middle.
"Good," Sedgewood said, then inhaled deeply. "Captain," he said in an iron-ribbed voice, "we're
losing."
Maneka sat very, very still. It wasn't a surprise. Not really. Military censorship was one thing, but
there was no way to hide the magnitude of the tsunami sweeping across human-occupied space. Not
when entire worlds, whole solar systems, blazed like funeral pyres against the endless depths of space.
She'd realized long ago, even before the holocaust on Chartres, that the only hope either side still retained
for victory was that it could complete the utter destruction of its enemies while some pathetic handful of
its own planets still survived. But no one had ever told her just how large the Melconian Empire really
was. She didn't know if anyone even truly knew. She'd suspected—feared—that it was larger than the
most pessimistic estimates she'd ever heard, yet this was the first time any of her superiors, far less one as
senior as Sedgewood, had ever officially suggested to her that the Concordiat was losing.
Losing. Even now, she realized, she'd never really faced the full implications of the possibility of
defeat. Perhaps it was because she hadn't been prepared to confront that dark, primordial nightmare. Or
perhaps it was because of the Concordiat's remorseless record of victory. The Concordiat had lost
battles in previous conflicts, suffered disastrous defeat in more than one critical campaign, but it had
never—ever—lost a war.
That's what the Brigade is for, she told herself. We're not supposed to let this happen.
"We can't be positive," Sedgewood continued in that same harsh, overcontrolled voice. "It's been
obvious for years now that we totally underestimated the size and strength of the Empire. We weren't
prepared for how quickly they mobilized, or how soon they began attacking civilian planetary
populations. Even now, we're not positive we've successfully extrapolated their actual size and strength
from captured data and prisoner interrogation. But, even our most optimistic assessment gives us less