
“You want to go,” Beast said suddenly. “I like to fly. The sky is clear. Let’s go.”
Alissa nervously shifted the eggs. She hadn’t known her very real—and often annoying—alter
consciousness felt the same. “I can’t,” Alissa said. “After the fiasco in the plains last summer. Useless
said I had to find her thought signature first My range isn’t that good yet.”
“It’s an excuse,” Beast said shortly. “I don’t think even he could pick one person out from
thousands. Not half a continent away.”
Alissa bobbed her great head, and Beast easily adjusted for the shift in momentum. “Even so, I can’t
just fly away.” Alissa’s mood turned soft and content. “Strell and Lodesh can’t keep up.”
“Oh.” Beast’s thoughts were tinged with disgust and a grudging confusion. “I understand love. It
grounds you when you want to fly.”
“No, Beast,” Alissa insisted. “You don’t understand at all.” She sighed, hearing the exhalation come
out in a primitive, guttural sound. Despite the nights spent trying to explain. Beast didn’t seem to have the
capability to comprehend what Alissa felt for Strell and Lodesh. It wasn’t as if she could ask Useless for
help, either. Only two people knew that Alissa had broken the Hold’s oldest law and kept the bestial
consciousness that evolves when a Master learns how to shift forms. If Useless ever found out, he would
rectify the situation with a savage vengeance that would destroy Beast and probably leave Alissa bruised
and battered—and less for the lack of her alter consciousness.
A sudden tightening at the back of her sinuous neck where it met her shoulders sent a wash of tension
through her, driving her idle thoughts away. Something wasn’t right.
“We’re being followed,” Beast said in unconcern. “Connen-Neute has been behind us since we
left the ground. You’re just now noticing him?”
Vexed, Alissa snaked her neck around and saw a golden form, twin to her own, a valley behind.
Connen-Neute knew of Beast, accepted Beast, and was admittedly a little afraid of Beast. But as a
fellow student Master, Connen-Neute was her only peer. Seeing him, Alissa spurred Beast into a faster
pace. She had no problem sharing the sky with Connen-Neute, but his skulking made it obvious that
Useless had sent him to shadow her.
“Bone and Ash,” she muttered into her thoughts. “Doesn’t Useless trust me?” Then her annoyance
hesitated, shifting to a rising anticipation. “Beast,” she asked, “can we lose him?”
Beast made a short puff of scorn. “Do updrqfts rise?” Still she waited. Beast moved by instinct; all
decisions were deferred to Alissa.
Anticipation sent a shiver to set her wing tips to tremble. Alissa modulated her thoughts so
Connen-Neute, a valley behind, could hear her. “Tag,” she sent loudly, tingeing it with expectation to let
him know she wasn’t angry. “You’re it.”
Alissa gasped as Beast took over with a frightening intensity, dropping them into a steep dive. A thrill
of alarm struck through Alissa, mirrored by the faint excitement she felt from Connen-Neute. In three
breaths, they had raced over a valley that had once taken her two days to traverse on foot. Skimming
over a lake, she looked back to see Connen-Neute in hot pursuit. A slow thrum from in her mind told
Alissa that Beast was enjoying the chase far too much. Alissa’s feral side angled them high as if to climb,
and when Connen-Neute matched their path, Beast dove to the side into a mature forest of beech and
elm.
“Beast, no!” Alissa cried, remembering the shame of tearing her wing, but Beast found an opening
into the clear understory. An ancient beech loomed before them. Alissa cried out, her hind foot bending
forward to push off it. The barrel-sized tree snapped. She ricocheted over a patch of wild blackberries
sweet with flower. Birds flew and branches crashed.