fluke I sold my first professional short story. Five years passed before I sold another. The apprenticeship
is still not over, and may never be. None of those earlier efforts are represented in this collection; the
earliest piece here, "Mandala," was written in 1975 and first appeared in 1978. It also comprises the first
third of my novel,Strength of Stones, published in 1981.
There isn't much remarkable to record about the writing of these stories. Writing is usually quite dull to an
outside observer. It consists of long periods of apparent loafing around, punctuated by hours at a
typewriter, highlighted by moments of desk-pounding and finger-chewing puzzlement. (All this, to
contrast with the above-mentioned trance state.)
"Mandala" and "Hardfought" were about equally difficult to write, for different reasons. "The White
Horse Child" was one of the easiest; like "Scattershot," it emerged while I sat at the typewriter,
consciously unaware of what was going to pour out. "Petra" went through several stages, becoming
progressively stranger and stranger. (One of the great difficulties with creativity is trying to impose order
on the results.)
"The Wind from a Burning Woman" also began as an exercise in sitting blankly at the typewriter. As in
most instances where such stories turn out well, there was a strong emotion lurking behind the apparent
blankness—that of repugnance to terrorism. Do the weak have the fight to force the strong to do their
bidding by terrorist action? To handle the issue honestly, I had to make the "Burning Woman" fight for a
cause that I, myself, would cherish. One editor, reading the story for an anthology on space colonies,
rejected it because it didn't overtly support the cause. It would have been dishonest to force the story into
such a mold; however pleasant or unpleasant the result, my stories must work themselves out within their
own framework, not according to some market principle or philosophical bias.
It may be remarkable that, with such views, I've come as far as I have in publishing, where large
conglomerates seem to dictate overall marketing of science fiction as if it were some piecework
commodity. ("Take dragon/unicorn/spaceship, add vaguely medieval/magical setting, mix well with wise
old wizard/cute sidekick …") Don't get me wrong, I've enjoyed stories with all those elements, but
enough is enough. Science fiction is much too restless to accept the same kind of genre regimentation
displayed by, for example, Westerns or hard-boiled detective novels, where one Western Town or corrupt
Big City can serve as stage settings for an infinity of retold tales.
But enough authorial interference. I will tell you no more about these stories until we meet in person;
perhaps not even then, for I'm not certain my interpretations are always correct. "Mandala," for example,
has defied my analysis for seven years, and yet I knew what I wanted to say when I wrote it.
That's when I'm happiest with my own work—when the stories say so many things that they become
playgrounds for the mind. I hope you feel the same way.
GREGBEAR
Spring Valley, California
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