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"You think so? There is a chance? They can end this nightmare?"
"Of course," Ida said kindly. "I know you can do it, Ben. I trust you." Ida Goldman. Not a bad name. It had a
nice ring to it.
Ben Isaac stared in awe. He had dreams of his own. But could it be? Could this handsome woman have the
answer? Goldman fumbled for the phone that lay near the foot of the bed and dialed Information.
"Hello? Information? Do you have the number of the Washington Post newspaper?"
Ida beamed.
"Oh? What?" Goldman put his hand over the receiver. "Administrative offices or subscription?" he asked.
"Administrative," Ida replied.
"Administrative," said Goldman. "Yes? Yes, two, two, three ... six, zero, zero, zero.
Thank you." Goldman hung up, glanced in Ida's direction, then dialed again.
"Two, two, three . . . ," his finger moved, "six, zero, zero."
"Ask for Redford or Hoffm ... , I mean Woodward and Bernstein," said Ida.
"Oh, yes," said Goldman, "Hello? May I speak to ... Redwood or Hoffstein, please?"
Ida smiled in spite of herself.
"Oh?" said Goldman. "What? Yes, of course. Thank you." He turned to Ida. "They're
switching me to a reporter," he said, and waited, sweating. "Ida, do you really think they can
help me?"
Ida nodded. Goldman gathered strength from her.
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"Ida, I have to tell you the truth now. I've, I've watched you before. I have thought to myself, what a
handsome woman. Could a woman like this come to like me? I hardly dared hope, Ida. But I could do
nothing because I was waiting for my past to find me out. Many years ago I promised to do something.
What I did back then was necessary. It was and had to be. But what they are planning to do is mindless. Total
destruction."
Goldman paused, looking deep into Ida's eyes. She held her breath, biting her lower
lip, giving her the look of a love-sick teenager. She wasn't even listening to his
confession. She knew what she wanted to hear and was only waiting for that.
"I am an old man," Goldman began, "but when I was young I was ... Hello?" Goldman
directed his attention back to the phone. He had been connected.
"Hello, Redman? No, no, I'm sorry. Yes. Uh, well ... ," Goldman put his hand over
the receiver again. "What should I say?" he asked Ida.
"I have a big story for you," said Ida.
"I have a big story for you," said Goldman into the phone.
"About the dead businessman in the Israeli desert," said Ida.
"About the dead businessman in the Israeli desert," said Goldman. "Yes? What?"
Goldman nodded excitedly at Ida, putting his hand over the receiver again. "They want to
talk to me," he reported.
Ida nodded excitedly back. Finally, she thought, I have found him. Goldman is a
good man. She would get him out of his trouble-what
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could he have done that was so bad?-and then they could keep each other company through their old age.
At last, something, someone to live for again. The hell of Baltimore wouldn't matter. All those snotty
youngsters wouldn't matter. Medicare, Social Security, and pensions wouldn't matter. They would have each
other.
"No," Goldman was saying, "no, you must come here. Yes, right away. My name is
Ben Isaac Goldman, apartment A dash four-twelve," and he gave the address on
Pennsylvania Avenue. "Yes, right away."
He hung up. Sweat clung to his face, but he was smiling.
"How did I do?" he asked.
Ida leaned over and hugged him. "Fine," she said, "I'm sure you have done the right
thing." He clung to her. "I'm sure you've done the right thing," she repeated.
Goldman leaned back. "You are a fine woman, Ida. The kind they do not make
anymore. I am proud to be with you. I am old and tired, but you make me feel strong."
"You are strong," said Ida Bernard.
"Maybe you are right," Goldman smiled wearily, "maybe things can be good again."
Ida put her hand on his wet brow and began to wipe the sweat away. "We will have each
other," she said.
Goldman looked at her with a new, dawning awareness. She looked back with
tenderness.
"We'll have each other," he repeated.
The loneliness and pain of fifty collected years flooded out of them and they collapsed