As a case in point, this all started with Durnik's rather inane remark
about wanting to hear the whole story. You know how Durnik is, forever
taking things apart to see what makes them work. I can forgive him in
this case, however. Pol had just presented him with twins, and new
fathers tend to be a bit irrational. Garion, on the other hand, should
have had sense enough to leave it alone. I curse the day when I
encouraged that boy to be curious about first causes. He can be so
tedious about some things. If he'd have just let it drop, I wouldn't
be saddled with this awful chore.
But no. The two of them went on and on about it for day after day as
if the fate of the world depended on it. I tried to get around them
with a few vague promises--nothing specific, mind you--and fervently
hoped that they'd forget about the whole silly business.
Then Garion did something so unscrupulous, so underhanded, that it
shocked me to the very core. He told Polgara about the stupid idea,
and when he got back to Riva, he told Ce'Nedra. That would have been
bad enough, but would you believe that he actually encouraged those two
to bring Poledra into it?
I'll admit right here that it was my own fault. My only excuse is that
I was a little tired that night. I'd inadvertently let something slip
that I've kept buried in my heart for three eons. Poledra had been
with child, and I'd gone off and left her to fend for herself. I've
carried the guilt over that for almost half of my life. It's like a
knife twisting inside me. Garion knew that, and he coldly,
deliberately, used it to force me to take on this ridiculous project.
He knows that under these circumstances, I simply cannot refuse
anything my wife asks of me.
Poledra, of course, didn't put any pressure on me. She didn't have
to.
All she had to do was suggest that she'd rather like to have me go
along with the idea. Under the circumstances, I didn't have any
choice. I hope that the Rivan King is happy about what he's done to
me.
This is most certainly a mistake. Wisdom tells me that it would be far
better to leave things as they are, with event and cause alike half
buried in the dust of forgotten years. If it were up to me, I would
leave it that way.
The truth is going to upset a lot of people.
Few will understand and fewer still accept what I am about to set
forth, but as my grandson and son-in-law so pointedly insisted, if I
don't tell the story, somebody else will; and since I alone know the
beginning and middle and end of it, it falls to me to commit to
perishable parchment, with ink that begins to fade before it even
dries, some ephemeral account of what really happened--and why.
Thus, let me begin this story as all stories are begun, at the
beginning.
I was born in the village of Gara, which no longer exists. It lay, if
I remember it correctly, on a pleasant green bank beside a small river
that sparkled in the summer sun as if its surface were covered with
jewels-and I'd trade all the jewels I've ever owned or seen to sit
again beside that unnamed river.
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