'What of King Henry? What of Queen Adelheid? Has she not even asked after me?
Have none spoken for me, or asked what became of me? God above, Brother, what I
saw—
'Sister Rosvita," he said sharply, "I fear you are made lightheaded by your
confinement. I have brought you spelt porridge flavored with egg yolks, to strengthen
your blood, and roasted quince, for your lungs."
They were not alone. The man holding the lamp was Petrus, a presbyter in the skopos'
court, Hugh's admirer and ally. What she needed to say could not be said in front of him,
because she dared not implicate Brother Fortunatus, the girls—Heriburg, Ruoda, Ger-
wita—and the rest of her faithful clerics. If she could not protect herself, then certainly
she had no hope of protecting them. Her father's rank and her own notoriety gave her
some shelter, which was probably the only reason she was not dead; she doubted
Fortunatus and the others could hope for even such small mercies as being thrown into a
cell beneath the skopos' palace.
Fortunatus went on. "Sister Ruoda and Sister Heriburg bring soup and bread every
day, Sister Rosvita, just after Sext, although I do not know if you receive it then."
He watched her with an expression of alarmed concern as she worked her way down
to the bottom of the bowl. She was so hungry, and she supposed she must smell very bad
since she was never given water to wash. But no disgust showed on Fortunatus' lean face.
He looked ready to begin weeping again.
'You have not been eating well either, Brother. Have you been ill?"
'Only worried, Sister. You wandered off in a sleeping dream that night, as you are
wont to do, and never returned. It did not take us long to discover where you had
wandered to in your delirium, alas."
He smiled and nodded as if she were a simpleton whom he was soothing, but she read
a different message in the tightening of his eyes and the twitch of his lips.
'Three months," she echoed, scarcely able to believe it. In that time she had meditated
and prayed, and slept, knowing that whatever she suffered at the hands of men would
only test the certainty 'f her faith in God. Yet who had lied to her? Hugh? Or the church
mothers? She could not shake that last desperate dream from her thoughts.
'Truly, the weeks have passed," Fortunatus continued blandly.
'King Henry has ridden south with his army to fight the rebel lords, the Arethousan
interlopers, and the Jinna bandits in southern Aosta. Queen Adelheid and her advisers
rode with him. Since I could not go to the king, I asked for an audience with the skopos.
After eight weeks of patient waiting, for you know that the cares of the world and of the
heavens weigh upon her, I was admitted to her holy presence two days ago, on the feast
day of St. Callista. She refused to release you, but she agreed that you ought to be
allowed exercise in the corridor each day between the hours of Sext and Nones. Her
generosity is without measure!"
Amazing, really, how he kept his voice steady, how he managed to keep sarcasm from
his tone. The horrors of her confinement, the intense focus of mind she had brought to her
prayer to keep herself from utter despair, were lightened by hearing him and by clasping
his hand.
'The Holy Mother also gave me permission to pray with you every Hefensday. So do
you find me here, Sister, with such provisions as I was allowed to carry as well as a
blanket. As long as I am allowed, I will come every Hefensday to pray."