He wanted no sadness attached to his childhood; he loved its memories: any
day of it he remembered now seemed flooded by a still, brilliant sunlight. It
seemed to him as if a few rays from it reached into his present: not rays,
more like pinpoint spotlights that gave an occasional moment's glitter to his
job, to his lonely apartment, to the quiet, scrupulous progression of his
existence.
He thought of a summer day when he was ten years old. That day, in a
clearing of the woods, the one precious companion of his childhood told him
what they would do when they grew up. The words were harsh and glowing, like
the sunlight. He listened in admiration and in wonder. When he was asked what
he would want to do, he answered at once, "Whatever is right," and added,
"You ought to do something great . . . I mean, the two of us together."
"What?" she asked. He said, "I don't know. That's what we ought to find out.
Not just what you said. Not just business and earning a living. Things like
winning battles, or saving people out of fires, or climbing mountains." "What
for?" she asked. He said, "The minister said last Sunday that we must always
reach for the best within us. What do you suppose is the best within us?" "I
don't know." "We'll have to find out." She did not answer; she was looking
away, up the railroad track.
Eddie Willers smiled. He had said, "Whatever is right," twenty-two years
ago. He had kept that statement unchallenged ever since; the other questions
had faded in his mind; he had been too busy to ask them. But he still thought
it self-evident that one had to do what was right; he had never learned how
people could want to do otherwise; he had learned only that they did. It
still seemed simple and incomprehensible to him: simple that things should be
right, and incomprehensible that they weren't. He knew that they weren't. He
thought of that, as he turned a corner and came to the great building of
Taggart Transcontinental.
The building stood over the street as its tallest and proudest structure.
Eddie Willers always smiled at his first sight of it. Its long bands of
windows were unbroken, in contrast to those of its neighbors. Its rising
lines cut the sky, with no crumbling corners or worn edges. It seemed to
stand above the years, untouched. It would always stand there, thought Eddie
Willers.
Whenever he entered the Taggart Building, he felt relief and a sense of
security. This was a place of competence and power. The floors of its
hallways were mirrors made of marble. The frosted rectangles of its electric
fixtures were chips of solid light. Behind sheets of glass, rows of girls sat
at typewriters, the clicking of their keys like the sound of speeding train
wheels. And like an answering echo, a faint shudder went through the walls at
times, rising from under the building, from the tunnels of the great terminal
where trains started out to cross a continent and stopped after crossing it
again, as they had started and stopped for generation after generation.
Taggart Transcontinental, thought Eddie Willers, From Ocean to Ocean—the
proud slogan of his childhood, so much more shining and holy than any
commandment of the Bible. From Ocean to Ocean, forever—thought Eddie Willers,
in the manner of a rededication, as he walked through the spotless halls into
the heart of the building, into the office of James Taggart, President of
Taggart Transcontinental.
James Taggart sat at his desk. He looked like a man approaching fifty, who
had crossed into age from adolescence, without the intermediate stage of
youth. He had a small, petulant mouth, and thin hair clinging to a bald
forehead. His posture had a limp, decentralized sloppiness, as if in defiance
of his tall, slender body, a body with an elegance of line intended for the
confident poise of an aristocrat, but transformed into the gawkiness of a
lout. The flesh of his face was pale and soft. His eyes were pale and veiled,
with a glance that moved slowly, never quite stopping, gliding off and past