Amyrlin. A fool, in some ways, or conceivably a half-wit; he claimed to be from Lugard, in
Murandy, but spoke in various accents, sometimes slipping from one to another in midsentence.
Yet it seemed he might be useful.
Alviarin was still looking at her, so icily complacent, just a hint in her eyes of the questions
she must have about Fain. Elaida's face hardened. Almost she reached for saidar, the female half
of the True Source, to teach the woman her place with the Power: But that was not the way.
Alviarin might even resist, and fighting like a farmgirl in a stableyard was no method for the
Amyrlin to make her authority plain. Yet Alviarin would learn to yield to her as surely as the
others would. The first step would be leaving Alviarin in the dark concerning Master Fain, or
whatever his real name was.
Padan Fain put the frantic young Accepted out of his mind as he stepped into the
Amyrlin's study; she was a toothsome bit, and he liked them fluttering like birds in the hand, but
there were more important matters to concentrate on now. Dry-washing his hands, he ducked his
head suitably low, suitably humbly, but the two awaiting him seemed unaware of his presence at
first, locked eye-to-eye as they were. It was all he could do not to stretch out a hand to caress the
tension between them. Tension and division wove everywhere through the White Tower. All to
the good. Tension could be tweaked, division exploited, as need be.
He had been surprised to find Elaida on the Amyrlin Seat. Better than what he had
expected, though. In many ways she was not so tough, he had heard, as the woman who had worn
the stole before her. Harder, yes, and more cruel, but more brittle, too. More difficult to bend,
likely, but easier to break. If either became necessary. Still, one Aes Sedai, one Amyrlin even, was
much like another to him. Fools. Dangerous fools, true, but useful dupes at times.
Finally they realized he was there, the Amyrlin frowning slightly at being taken by surprise,
the Keeper of the Chronicles unchanging. "You may go now, daughter," Elaida said firmly, a
slight but definite emphasis on "now." Oh, yes. The tensions, the cracks in power. Cracks where
seeds could be planted. Fain caught himself on the point of giggling.
Alviarin hesitated before giving the briefest of curtsies. As she swept out of the room, her
eyes brushed across him, expressionless yet disconcerting. Unconsciously he huddled, bunching
his shoulders protectively; his upper lip fluttered in a half-snarl at her slim back. On occasion he
had the feeling, just for an instant, that she knew too much about him, but he could not have said
why. Her cool face, cool eyes, they never changed. At those times he wanted to make them
change. Fear. Agony. Pleading. He nearly laughed at the thought. no point, of course. She could
know nothing. Patience, and he could be done with her and her never-changing eyes.
The Tower held things worth a little patience in its strongrooms. The Horn of Valere was
there, the fabled Horn made to call dead heroes back from the grave for the Last Battle. Even
most of the Aes Sedai were ignorant of that, but he knew how to sniff out things. The dagger was
there. He felt its pull where he stood. He could have pointed to it. It was his, a part of him, stolen
and mired away here by these Aes Sedai. Having the dagger would make up for so much lost; he
was not sure how, but he was sure it would. For Aridhol lost. Too dangerous to return to
Aridhol, perchance to be trapped there again., He shivered. So long trapped. Not again.
Of course, no one called it Aridhol any longer, but Shadar Logoth. Where the Shadow
Waits. An apt name. So much had changed. Even himself. Padan Fain. Mordeth. Ordeith.
Sometimes he was uncertain which name was really his, who he really was. One thing was sure.
He was not what anyone thought. Those who believed they knew him were badly mistaken. He