
CHAPTER ONE
In Virginia, summer is the only reliable season: you know it's going to be hot and
humid.
Otherwise . . . well, Derek Secrest's boyhood recollections of winter included
Christmas days outdoors in shirtsleeves, but also of freezing his butt off shoveling two
feet of blizzard out from around his dad's car in latitudes where you weren't supposed to
need a garage except perhaps as a glorified tool shed. Likewise, spring and autumn could
be a damp misery of drizzly chill that lent the tourist ads every quality of a joke except
humor.
But sometimes those ads told the truth—and less than the truth. Autumn really could
fulfill all the promise of Indian summer for a few days when old memories crowded
around and you wanted time to stand still. And spring, at its best, seemed to justify the
universe by sheer, throat-hurting beauty.
Today was that kind of day: past the full glory of azaleas and dogwoods, for this was
mid-May, but still partaking of that fragile, fleeting perfection.
So, wondered Derek with twenty-two-year-old impatience, what the hell am I doing
indoors?
He knew the official answer, the reason they'd given him when he'd been ordered up
here from Pensacola: research. It told him precisely nothing. As far as he could see, the
only research he was doing was determining experimentally whether it was possible to be
literally bored to death.
Cruelly, he could even glimpse the gorgeous day through the window of the waiting
room where he sat—and sat, and sat—with an assortment of other uniformed people. It
would have been a lovely view if he'd been in the mood to appreciate it. Not all of the
northern Virginia landscape had vanished under endless rows of gratuitously
undistinguished townhouses containing government employees who hadn't yet stolen
enough of the taxpayers' money to afford something more pretentious. And this
installation, to which he'd been bused after landing at Andrews Air Force Base across the
Potomac, was pretty out of the way. In fact, he wasn't clear on just exactly where it
was—and this was not unfamiliar territory to him. Curious.
Actually, there was a lot that was curious about this whole business. Naval Aviation
Officer Candidates like himself were used to participating in experiments on a voluntary
basis—really voluntary, for there was never any shortage of volunteers. Why should
there be? As long as you were sitting at a keyboard performing some routine task as fast
as you could while occasionally being stung by a harmless but irritating electric shock, or
doing something else equally idiotic, you at least weren't getting yelled at by your drill
instructor.
This time, though, they hadn't asked for volunteers. . . .
The outside door of the waiting room opened, derailing Derek's train of thought. He
had to fight his impulse to stand up and come to attention, for the man who entered wore
Navy short-sleeved whites like himself—but with the two gold stripes of a full lieutenant
on his shoulder boards, rather than the tiny gold anchor that adorned Derek's. You're not
at Pensacola, dummy! he reminded himself. And this guy doesn't work for Training
Command.