just go anywhere but there. She ran through the rain, wild-eyed, more animal than human, until finally
slipping, falling, she lost consciousness altogether in the remnants of the storm.
* * *
She came to, rather than awoke, trembling, and she looked up into the concerned face of Jerry Nagel.
"Randi! Come on! Snap out of it! Are you all right?"
Slowly her senses flowed back into her mind, but they didn't make things any easier. She trembled as if she
had contracted a serious palsy for several minutes, then choked on something, began having a coughing fit,
and eventually she threw up over and over until there was nothing left for her stomach to give.
She felt-weird. That was the word that came to mind, and it fit, even though she was having trouble
defining it further. She felt detached, as if her mind, the thinking part, the personality, was somehow
disconnected from her body but floating just beyond it. She could barely feel the body, nor did it fully
respond to her commands. Still, when she could, she gasped, "Jerry!" And then for some reason she just
began to break into uncontrollable sobs, grabbing and holding on to him with a viselike grip.
He let her go for a little bit, but when he finally tried to break free and get her some water she couldn't
release him.
"Please! Please!" she managed, breathless. "Just-humor me for a little bit. Just hold me. I need-I need to
bring myself back."
So, for as long as he could, he just held her there and let her calm herself and gather her wits.
Lucky Cross came up with a boot in her hand. It was one of Randi's, and it was last seen on the woman's
foot. Now it was not only not being worn, it seemed to have been yanked, pulled apart,
ripped half to shreds. "Pack's back there as well," the pilot commented. "Straps are broke but it's still okay.
We can probably mend it. She's barefoot from now on, though. Musta been real wild to have had the
strength to rip them things like that. Them boots are rated for industrial units!"
Nagel looked down at Randi, who seemed half lost in some other mental place, but she was still awake, still
staring at him.
"You want to tell us what happened?" he prodded gently.
"I-I needed to get out of the storm. The cave I picked had the rocks."
He gave a low whistle. "You're lucky you didn't go Li's route," he noted. "All comes clear now. I wonder
just how common those damned things are?"
"Very, I think. And there's more, but even I can't tell you if it was real or not." Slowly, between gasps and
occasional reflexive gags, she managed to tell the other two about her ethereal conversation with John
Robey up on Balshazzar.
Lucky cross-checked the sky, which was already clear after the storm. "Yep, it's up there, all right. See it?
'Bout two hands up from the horizon to the west and maybe, oh, five o'clock."
They had discovered almost from the start that the other moons were readily visible when all were in the
same part of the sky, and that Balshazzar, being so relatively close, was quite prominent. A blue-white
world about the size of a gaming token in one of the bars back on Marchellus, it would have dominated any
sky it was in save for the even larger gas giant that loomed over them and trapped them both.
Kaspar, much farther out and smaller than either of the other two, was harder to spot, but hardly invisible in
the night sky. There
was just too much of a light source for reflection for anything of any size to remain hidden out there.
"You think it was real?" he asked Randi.
"I-I think it might have been. I think you and I both had an idea it was more than just a mineral. I wonder,
though. Do they also have outcrops of them on the other two moons?"
He smiled. This was the old Randi coming back, slowly but surely. "I think they might. At least on
Balshazzar. Who knows about Kaspar?"
She sighed, but made no move to get up or break physical contact from him. "He said it took practice. Like
learning to fly. And that it was just as dangerous. Do you think maybe he really was real?"
"Well, it ain't like we got a computer with a roster handy," Cross noted. "Still and all, mind-rotting rocks I
can see, but mind-reading radio rocks, well, I got to say you'd hav'ta show me."
"Well," Nagel said, "remember that horrible night when those rocks took us over? I can't help remembering
that when those of us who survived, one way or the other, compared notes we found we all had the same
nightmares. Pretty strange alien nightmares, too. Ones I never got out of my head, and I don't think you two
ever got out of yours. Suppose we were actually seeing something real? Some real places, real events?
Something so horrible, so traumatic, it stuck in the minds of the entire alien race that created these things,
assuming that they are artifacts, not natural. Maybe, just maybe, our minds don't work like theirs so we