the
thrust-out, deeply cleft chin. However, His face no longer bore the scars of
the
Somali spear that had sliced through Burton's cheek, knocking out teeth, its
edge jammed into his palate, its point sticking out the other cheek.
The face looked familiar, but he couldn't name its owner. It certainly was not
that of Richard Francis Burton.
God still had the iron cane. Now He was poking Burton in the ribs.
"You're late. Long past due for the payment of your debt, you know."
"What debt?" the man on the grass said.
The Burton who was watching suddenly realized that fog was swirling around
him,
casting veils between the two before him. And a grey wall, expanding and
contracting as if it were the chest of a breathing animal, was behind them.
"You owe for the flesh,'' God said. He poked the ribs of the man on the grass.
Somehow, the standing Burton felt the pain.
"You owe for the flesh and the spirit, which are one and the same thing."
The man on the grass struggled to get onto his feet. He said, gasping, "Nobody
can strike me and get away without a fight."
Somebody snickered, and the standing Burton became aware of a dim, tall figure
in the fog beyond.
God said, "Pay up, sir. Otherwise, I'll be forced to foreclose."
"Damned money lender!" the man on the grass said. "I ran into your kind in
Damascus."
"This is the road to Damascus. Or it should be."
The dark figure snickered again. The fog enclosed all. Burton awoke, sweating,
hearing the last of his whimperings.
Alice turned and said sleepily, "Are you having a nightmare, Dick?"
"I'm all right. Go back to sleep."
"You've been having many nightmares lately."
"No more than on Earth."
"Would you like to talk?"
"When I dream, I am talking."
"But to yourself."
"Who knows me better?" He laughed softly.
"And who can deceive you better," she said a little tartly.
He did not reply. After a few seconds, she was breathing with the gentle
rhythm
of the untroubled. But she would not forget what had been said. He hoped that
morning would not bring another quarrel.
He liked arguing; it enabled him to explode. Lately, however, their fights had
left him unsatisfied, ready at once for another.
It was so difficult to blaze away at her without being overheard on this small
vessel. Alice had changed much during their years togeth-er, but she still
retained a ladylike abhorrence of, as she put it, washing their dirty linen in
public. Knowing this, he pressed her too hard, shouted, roared, getting
pleasure
out of seeing her shrink. Afterward, he felt ashamed because he had taken
advantage of her, because he had caused her shame.
All of which made him even more angry.
Frigate's footsteps sounded on the deck. Burton thought of re-lieving Frigate
early. He would not be able to get back to sleep; he'd suffered from insomnia
most of his adult life on Earth and much here, too. Frigate would be grateful
to
get to bed. He had trouble staying awake when on watch.
He closed his eyes. Darkness was replaced by grey ness. Now he saw himself in
that colossal chamber without walls, floor, or ceil-ing. Naked, he was