car, five hundred thousand dollars, and no alimony-which was
approximately one twenty-sixth of what she could have claimed. She had
calculated that this nest egg would give her the time and resources to
decide what to do with the rest of her life and to finance whatever
plans she finally made.
Aware that passemby were staring as she and Eric confronted each other
en the sun-splashed street, Rachael said quietly, "I didn't marry you
for your money."
"I wonder," he said acidly and irrationally. His boldfeatured face
wasn't handsome at the moment. Anger had carved it into an ugly
mask-all hard, deep, downslashing lines.
Rachael spoke calmly, with no trace of bitterness, with no desire to put
him in his place or to hurt him in any way. It was just over. She felt
no rage. Only mild regret. "And now that it's finally over, I don't
expect to be supported in high style and great luxury for the rest of my
days. I don't want your millions. You earned them, not me.
Your genius, your iron determination, your endless hours in the office
and the lab. You built it all, you and you alone, and you alone deserve
what you've built. You're an important man, maybe even a great man in
your field, Eric, and I am only me, Rachael, and I'm not going to
pretend I had anything to do with your triumphs."
The lines of anger in his face deepened as she complimented him. He was
accustomed to occupying the dominant role in all relationships,
professional and private.
From his position of absolute dominance, he relentlessly forced
submission to his wishesr crushed anyone who would not submit.
Friends, employees, and business associates always did things Eric
Leben' 5 way, or they were history. Submit or be rejected and
destroyedthose were their only choices. He enjoyed the exercise of
power, thrived on conquests as major as milliondollar deals and as minor
as winning domestic arguments. Rachael had done as he wished for seven
years, but she would not submit any longer.
The funny thing was that, by her docility and reasonableness, she had
robbed him of the power on which he thrived. He had been looking
forward to a protracted battle over the division of spoils, and she had
walked away from it. He relished the prospect of acrimonious squabbling
over alimony payments, but she thwarted him by rejecting all such
assistance. He had pleasurably anticipated a court fight in which he
would make her look like a gold-digging bitch and reduce her, at last,
to a creature without dignity who would be willing to settle for far
less than was her due. Then, although leaving her rich, he would have
felt that the war had been won and he had beaten her into submission.
But when she made it clear that his millions were of no importance to
her, she had eliminated the one power he still had over her. She had
cut him off at the knees, and his anger arose from his realization that,
by her docility, she had somehow made herself his equal-if not his
superiorin any further contact they might have.
She said, "Well, the way I see it, I've lost seven years, and all I want