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I lived, up to the time of the illness that deprived me of my sight and hearing, in a tiny house
consisting of a large square room and a small one, in which the servant slept. It is a custom in the
South to build a small house near the homestead as an annex to be used on occasion. Such a
house my father built after the Civil War, and when he married my mother they went to live in it.
It was completely covered with vines, climbing roses and honeysuckles. From the garden it
looked like an arbour. The little porch was hidden from view by a screen of yellow roses and
Southern smilax. It was the favourite haunt of humming-birds and bees.
The Keller homestead, where the family lived, was a few steps from our little rose-bower. It was
called "Ivy Green" because the house and the surrounding trees and fences were covered with
beautiful English ivy. Its old-fashioned garden was the paradise of my childhood.
Even in the days before my teacher came, I used to feel along the square stiff boxwood hedges,
and, guided by the sense of smell would find the first violets and lilies. There, too, after a fit of
temper, I went to find comfort and to hide my hot face in the cool leaves and grass. What joy it
was to lose myself in that garden of flowers, to wander happily from spot to spot, until, coming
suddenly upon a beautiful vine, I recognized it by its leaves and blossoms, and knew it was the
vine which covered the tumble-down summer-house at the farther end of the garden! Here, also,
were trailing clematis, drooping jessamine, and some rare sweet flowers called butterfly lilies,
because their fragile petals resemble butterflies' wings. But the roses--they were loveliest of all.
Never have I found in the greenhouses of the North such heart-satisfying roses as the climbing
roses of my southern home. They used to hang in long festoons from our porch, filling the whole
air with their fragrance, untainted by any earthy smell; and in the early morning, washed in the
dew, they felt so soft, so pure, I could not help wondering if they did not resemble the asphodels
of God's garden.
The beginning of my life was simple and much like every other little life. I came, I saw, I
conquered, as the first baby in the family always does. There was the usual amount of discussion
as to a name for me. The first baby in the family was not to be lightly named, every one was
emphatic about that. My father suggested the name of Mildred Campbell, an ancestor whom he
highly esteemed, and he declined to take any further part in the discussion. My mother solved the
problem by giving it as her wish that I should be called after her mother, whose maiden name
was Helen Everett. But in the excitement of carrying me to church my father lost the name on the
way, very naturally, since it was one in which he had declined to have a part. When the minister
asked him for it, he just remembered that it had been decided to call me after my grandmother,
and he gave her name as Helen Adams.
I am told that while I was still in long dresses I showed many signs of an eager, self-asserting
disposition. Everything that I saw other people do I insisted upon imitating. At six months I
could pipe out "How d'ye," and one day I attracted every one's attention by saying "Tea, tea, tea"
quite plainly. Even after my illness I remembered one of the words I had learned in these early
months. It was the word "water," and I continued to make some sound for that word after all
other speech was lost. I ceased making the sound "wah-wah" only when I learned to spell the