
After a moment, he was ashamed. Even a most junior tribune who owed his sword to
place-seeking and fool luck should set the men a better example. Nearby knelt one of
the signifers. The standard-bearer had grounded the butt of his Eagle in the mud, and the
bronze bird high overhead looked as dispirited as the man who had borne it. At least
that had not fallen or been or lost. Not yet. Not like so many of the others. Eagles of
Rome's Legions had fallen into enemy hands. That was worse, even more than
abandoning their wounded. For the Eagles, most who marched behind them believed,
were the very spirit of the Legions as the genius loci was the spirit of a place.
Quintus raised his head, startled as he might be at a familiar scent or voice. Best not
think of that part of the past unless he wanted to run mad and gibber like one of the
Asiatics afflicted with the religious mania that passed among them for faith. Hard to
believe it, but under the influences of their religions, they would cut at themselves or
anyone else. He shuddered, and for once, hoped it was fever, not the beginnings of
madness. He was a Roman. Prophecy and spirit voices were for lesser peoples.
At least the drums, these damned throbbing drums of The Surena's victorious
Parthians were stilled. Quintus was no soldier, not in the way centurions like Rufus
were—bred and wed to the Legions—but his few years as a tribune had taught him a
little. The drums were a bad omen: All the omens had been bad since Marcus Licinius
Crassus had marched his seven Legions, the auxilia, and his gods-be-damned haughty
cavalry east of the Euphrates.
Wait for the cavalry, proconsul Crassus had said. Thousands of crack riders from
Gaul, led by his son. Wait for them. Then, keep pace with the riders until your lungs
ached and you nearly choked with the dust of the plains, and some of the older men
were limping while you hoped their hearts didn't burst. Well, all those horsemen had
been slaughtered, Publius Crassus with them; and the rest fled, avoiding the panic of the
common rout.
Gods, he just wanted to lie down and die in his armor, his already-rusting armor. In
the breathless days before his final treachery, that Arab dog Ariamnes had jeered at the
Romans' pace. Fine for him: He went mounted, he and his six thousand men that he had
promised would fight beside the Romans. He had fawned like the vilest client before the
very men he betrayed. Traitors, all of them. Gods, Quintus threw back his head a little to
try to see the sky. He wished he were back by the Tiber, on the land no longer his.
The panic of their retreat to the marshes was behind them, he could hear from the
mincing voice of that prancing Lucilius.
"Seeing his son's head fly-bit on the spear was what did it. The proconsul gave one
stare and screamed like a woman in childbirth," Lucilius reported. "Wept. Offered to fall
on his sword, though his hand was shaking the way it does after a three-day drunk. I
can't imagine how he could have held any sword steady long enough to fall on it."
Naturally, the young aristocrat had been in Crassus's tent—as Quintus had not—for a
very select staff meeting the night Crassus had finally been forced to make any decision
at all, let alone the one to abandon the wounded and retreat to Carrhae. Quintus should
have known that Lucilius would have joined the other patricians, deciding arbitrarily
whose lives would be spared and whose sacrificed.
Now, he was laughing as lightly as if he traded gossip in the baths at home. "I swear,
he screamed and shook and nigh-on soiled himself."
Quintus had no love for Crassus, who had tossed the farm his own family had held
for generations to a client about as casually as Quintus might toss a coin to a beggar.
Still, that a general and a proconsul of Rome could abandon his men on a lost