
Irasmus’s mother had been a scrawny, gaunt-faced female very sparing of words, yet one who could,
with a single glance, set a servant—or a child—quaking. He never remembered her showing any
approbation of his efforts to please her; and his failures were made doubly sour by her set face, just as
the weapon trials with his brothers in the arms yard had gained nothing but jeers from them and his father.
Still, he had known he possessed innate skills; and some of the trials his mother had set him did end in
triumph. In that hour, Irasmus had also understood that such gifts were a private thing, not to be
discussed openly. He was not to astound his brothers by performing some of the odd tricks that
appeared to come naturally to him, nor let his bear-strong father guess he had any more talents than the
woefully few he had shown so far.
Being the youngest, the slightest of body, and—apparently—the least-competent member of a fighting
clan, the boy had early learned to efface himself as much as possible. He had approached happiness for
the first time in his life when his mother had informed him that he was to go into exile from his unloved and
unloving home. Then the future had been up to him, to make his way in the outer world.
These days, there were few students applying to the Place of Learning. If children were born with the
right mind power they were not encouraged to enhance a native gift by any manner of study. Irasmus
owed a great deal to his mother—she had sent him to Valarian.
Being used to practicing unobtrusive spying on members of the barony from which he had come, the
new scholar soon learned the advantage of becoming two persons in his new surroundings. One was the
soft-spoken, nearly ineffectual youngster who was hardly able to carry through the simplest experiment
without a senior at hand to make sure that he did not loose something he could not control. But his other
self became an avid explorer, not only of the permitted portions of the ancient pile of buildings but
particularly of those parts, mainly lying deep underground, where the dangerous or even forbidden
knowledge had been hidden to molder away.
The boy had met his first wandering wraith in those corridors and had stood up to it valiantly, controlling
his fear with iron will. It was fairly easy to discover that the ancient seals on half-seen portals could be
broken. What lay within engaged his curiosity and desire to know more, rather than frightening him with
evidences of ancient horrors left to warn off invaders.
Under tutorship, Irasmus had steeled himself not to show any signs of his growing mastery. His first
concrete plan had been laid after he discovered that it was possible to draw secretly upon the talents, or
even vestiges of talents, others possessed and to use the stolen power to strengthen his own.
The fledgling mage considered that he was succeeding very well. However, unfortunately for all his
feigned dullness, the time soon approached when he had to pass the first of the tests which would either
make him an inmate of the Place of Learning for the rest of his natural life or betray him utterly for what
he was. He was still unsure of what power he could control.
It was then that he redoubled his secret searching. What he chanced upon had brought him out into the
world this day, equipped as few men had been since the long-ago war between the Dark of Chaos and
the Covenant of Light, that was supposed to tie the hands and tangle the thoughts of any who would
break it. His discovery had also given him enough arrogant self-confidence to believe he had sufficient
learning to further an ambition, vague at first but now grown brighter than the sun on the rock wall in the
morning.
One last visit to a certain corridor, a speaking of words, the burning of certain herbs, and a
well-practiced bit of ritual had made Irasmus sure he was now invincible.
It had been easy enough, then, to let the success of that attempt to tap the forbidden give him the
courage to go before Yost and admit, with mock humility, that he was not the stuff of which a scholar
was made. Nor had the archmage objected to his withdrawal from the school.
Now Irasmus had no wish to return to the barony where he had been born. The few scores he had
once nursed in his mind to be settled there were trivial when placed against what he could now
accomplish. He was riding on a path he had studied well ahead of time, and he knew exactly where he
was going.
At night, when the traders gathered around the camp-fires, Irasmus hunkered down to listen. The talk
he overheard confirmed his plan of action.