
interruptions, now. You can question me all you want when I'm done. Agreed?'
I grudgingly nodded my head.
'Survivals, I said, yes,' he then continued. 'Residua of dark and nameless
epochs and uncounted cycles of time and existence. Look here; you see this
fossil?' He reached into a drawer in his desk and held up an ammonite from the
beaches of the Northeast.
"The living creature that this once was dwelt in a warm sea side by side with
man's earliest forebears. It was here even before the most antediluvian Adam
walked, or crawled, on dry land! But millions of years before that, possibly a
forebear of this very fossil itself, Muenstero-ceras, an early ammonite,
existed in the seas of the lower
Carboniferous. Now to get back to survivals, Muenstero-ceras had a more mobile
and much more highly developed contemporary in those predawn oceans, a fish
called Coelacanthus - and yet a live coelacanth, its species thought to have
been extinct since early Triassic times, was netted off Madagascar in 1938!
Then again, though I don't refer specifically to these sorts of things, we
have the Loch Ness monster and the alleged giant saurians of Lake Tasek Bera
in Malaya - though why such creatures shouldn't exist in a world capable of
supporting the very real Komodo dragons is beyond me, even if they are thought
by many to be pure myth - and even the Yeti and the West German
Wald-Schrecken. And there are lesser, absolutely genuine forms, too, plenty of
them, come down the ages unaltered by evolution to the present day.
'Now, such as these, real and unreal, are what you might call "survivals", de
Marigny, and yet Coelacanthus, "Nessie", and all the others are geologic
infants in comparison with the things I envisage!'
Here Crow made a pause, getting up to wearily cross the book- and
paper-littered floor to pour me another drink, before returning to his desk
and continuing his narrative:
'I became aware of these survivals, initially at least, through the medium of
dreams; and now I consider that those dreams of mine have been given
substance. I've known for a good many years that I'm a highly psychic man; you
are of course aware of this as you yourself have similar, though lesser,
powers.' (This, from Titus Crow, a statement of high praise!) 'It's only
recently, however, that I've come to recognize the fact that these walking
"senses" of mine are still at work - more efficiently, in fact - when I'm
asleep. Now, de Marigny, unlike that long-vanished friend of your late
father's, Randolph Carter, I have never been a great dreamer; and usually
my dreams, irregular as they are, are very vague, fragmentary, and the result
of late meals and even later hours. Some, though, have been . . . different!
'Well, although this recognition of the extension of my psychic powers even
into dreams has come late, I do have a good memory, and fortunately - or
perhaps unfortunately, depending how it works out - my memory is supplemented
by the fact that as long as I can remember I have faithfully recorded all the
dreams I've known of any unusual or vivid content; don't ask me why! Recording
things is a trait of occultists, I'm told. But whatever the reason I seem to
have written down almost everything of any importance that ever happened to
me. And dreams have always fascinated me.' He waved his hand, indicating the
clutter on the floor.
'Beneath some of those maps there, you'll find books by Freud, Schrach, Jung,
and half a dozen others. Now, the thing that has lately impressed me is this:
that all my more outre dreams, over a period of some thirty years or more,
have occurred simultaneous in time with more serious and far-reaching
happenings in the waking world!
'Let me give you some examples.' He sorted out an old, slim diary from a dozen
or so at one end of his desktop, opening it to a well-turned page.
'In November and December, 1935, I had a recurrent nightmare centring about
any number of hideous things. There were winged, faceless bat-things that
carried me nightly over fantastic needle-tipped peaks on unending trips
towards some strange dimension which I never quite reached. There were weird,
ethereal chantings which I've since recognized in the Cthaat Aquadingen and