
Charlot and the shadows which trailed him, but it wasn't all that much of a stake and it wouldn't carry me
far into the civilised galaxy or into the future. Ideally I wanted to buy myself a slice of a ship, but with
inflation the way it was courtesy of the Caradoc/Star Cross stranglehold on interplanetary commerce the
chance was becoming more remote by the hour. I had to live on whatever was offered and a purse-full of
hope. The Sandman had been on offer.
She was a squat, untidy d-skipper, built cheap somewhere on the Solar wing. She handled in a manner
that was faintly reminiscent of the old Fire-Eater that Lapthorn and I had used to trundle away our youth,
and felt privileged so to do. The Sandman wasn't quite as old as the Fire-Eater, but she was by no means
this year's model, or even last year's. It wasn't that she was horribly dangerous or difficult to fly-but she
was damned uncomfortable and capable of giving sixty percent efficiency at the best. She was slow,
cumbersome, and a real pig's bastard in atmosphere. On takeoff she acted like a bronchial case with a
hangover and she landed like a drunk coming down a ladder. Apart from that she was home, for the time
being.
"Couldn't we do her up a bit between ourselves?" I asked.
Sam had returned to his slow and unmethodical tidying-up while I'd been thinking quietly to myself. Now
he looked up again with a distant expression on his face. I realised that his complexion had once been as
pale as his eyes, before the radiation tan got to his skin and polished it up like dark wood. For a second
or two, his eyes failed to focus, and I knew there was more than one reason why he'd fail a medical if he
were forced to take one. He'd spent his life looking at a lot of hot light. I wondered how old he was, in
real years. Maybe the same age as me. He could probably live to see fifty-five, if he retired now to chew
grass on some dirtside haven where the labour problem was nine parts solved. Otherwise...
After a pause, he said, "We might. If we had the time and the inclination. Pigs might also fly. No pay, no
thanks, and a flogged-out gut is what we'd end up with. You volunteer?"
His voice held a hint of bitter sarcasm. He was getting at me, just a little. He knew I'd been running ships
that made this one look like scrap metal, and he knew I'd owned my own in the past. He couldn't help
resenting it, just a little. It occurred to me that he really would love pouring a bucketful of sweat into a
ship like the Hooded Swan, if that could be anything more than a dream. But this wasn't my ship or his,
not in the real sense. We were here to stay alive and get paid. Sure, we could ginger up the baby-but for
nothing, or less than nothing. We'd probably lose out on pay because if she could go faster she could
work faster and there'd be less pay for space time.
"Suppose I were to request politely that the contacts could be trimmed?" I said. "It's no fun hooking up
to that column. It feels like I'm being garrotted."
Sam shrugged. It was none of his business. But the way his eyes dropped told me that there wasn't much
chance.
I accepted the situation without grace, but without much bitterness. In all likelihood I would have to go at
the captain anyhow, if I got the chance. I would complain long and hard. But it would only be for the
good of his soul and mine.
"It's a living," said Sam. He didn't sound as if he meant it-much.
"Any idea where we're liable to be going in the near future?" I asked him.
"Nowhere," he said. "Lots of it." He waved a hand indicatively. "Hop, skip, and hop again. No jump, not