
But first of all, before I did anything at all, I'd look out in the hall and
see if the semicircle still was gone from the carpeting.
I went to the door and looked.
In front of it lay the preposterous semicircle of bare flooring.
I jeered thinly at my doubting mind and my outraged logic and went back into
the kitchen to put on the coffee water.
III
A newsroom is a cold and lonely place early in the morning. It is big and
empty, and it's neat, so neat that it is depressing. Later in the day it takes
on the clutter that makes it warm and human—the clipped, dismembered papers
littered on the desks, the balls of scrunched-up copy paper tossed onto the
floor, the overflowing spikes. But in the morning, after the maintenance crew
has it tidied up, it has something of the pallor of an operating room. The few
lights that are burning seem far too bright and the stripped-down desks and
chairs so precisely placed that they spell a hard efficiency—the efficiency
that later in the day is masked and softened when the staff is hard at work
and the place is littered and that strange undertone of bedlam which goes into
each edition of the paper is building to a peak.
The morning staff had gone home hours before and Joe Newman also was gone. I
had rather expected that I might find him there, but his desk was as straight
and neat as all the rest of them and there was no sign of him.
The pastepots, all freshly scraped and cleaned and filled with fresh, new
paste, stood in solemn, shiny rows upon the city and the copydesks. Each pot
was adorned with a brush thrust into the paste at a jaunty angle. The copy off
the wire machines was laid out precisely on the news desk. And from the cubby
hole over in the corner came the muted chuckle of the wire machines
themselves, busily grinding out the grist of news from all parts of the world.
Somewhere in the tangled depths of the half-dark newsroom a copyboy was
whistling—one of those high-pitched, jerky tunes that are no tunes at all. I
shuddered at the sound of it. There was something that was almost obscene
about someone whistling at this hour of the morning.
I went over to my desk and sat down. Someone on the maintenance crew had taken
all my magazines and scientific journals and stacked them in a pile. Only the
afternoon before, I'd gone through them carefully and set aside the ones I
would be using in getting out my columns. I looked sourly at the stack and
swore. Now I'd have to paw through all of them to find the ones I wanted.
A copy of the last edition of the morning paper lay white and naked on the
clean desk top. I picked it up and leaned back in the chair and began running
through the news.
There wasn't much of anything. There still was trouble down in Africa, and the
Venezuela mess was looking fairly nasty. Someone had held up a downtown
drugstore just before closing time, and there was a picture of a buck-toothed
clerk pointing out to a bored policeman where the holdup man had stood. The
governor had said that the legislature, when it came back next year, would
have to buckle down to its responsibility of finding some new sources of tax
revenue. If this wasn't done, said the governor, the state would be going down
the drain. It was something that the governor had said many times before.