
serving at the pleasure of this mysterious warmaster, who in turn serves
at the pleasure of the Denvedah Diea. I glance down at the helmet in my
hands. It carries on its once sand-red surface the scars of thirty
years of death. Only five of those years are mine. The sensors and
readout still work, but the voice link is scratchy. I can do without
the voice link. Hand signals are silent, instant, clear, and do not
send out electro-magnetic pulses for eager probes to pick up. Besides,
I prefer to dedicate my hearing to my immediate surroundings. That is
where the threats to my life lie. The helmet is military issue, of the
Tsien Denvedah back in the war. It is twice as old as I am. The names
of seven Mavedah soldiers are scratched in the surface exposing the dull
brown fiber beneath. Ritan Vey Ada Nitoh Lioseh Akiva Ivat Mikotath Sed
Tura Riwis Achavneh Enot Fal. We all know the stories of the great hero
Ritan Vey, once second warmaster of the Tsien Denve of the Ninth
Shordan, conqueror of New Aetheria. Only a few of us remember Enot Fal.
Fal's first day after training saw it crushed beneath the treads of an
Amadeen Front tank in the attack on Stokes Crossing in the Southern
Shorda. I had no helmet of my own, so I claimed Fal's. I wonder who
will get the helmet after I am gone. It is irrational of me, but I am
afraid to scratch my own name into this pathetic monument. Besides, the
seven names already there are burden enough to carry. We are the Front
Twelve, Anta had told us long ago. Tsien Siay. The pride of the Okori
Sikov. There are only five of us left now. Ragged, tired, and thin
from meager rations. We were twelve at the beginning of the battle six
days ago. When the last of us falls, perhaps there will be another
twelve to replace us. Children, ancients, and fools. Onward marches
the grand Mavedah. I slip my shoulders into the straps of my energy pack
and adjust the piece of plastic foam between the pack and the small of
my back to ease the chafing. Something I learned from a dead human. I
glance sideways to see if my few remaining comrades somehow detect the
treason that echoes in my thoughts. Anta is positioning its energy
knife in the harsh sunlight to absorb that last bit of energy before we
go. Miati Ki is strapping on its equipment, most of which was salvaged
from dead Amadeen Front soldiers. How can we be so different from the
humans, yet so alike? We can use the same weapons, wear the same rags,
eat the same food, scratch the same rashes and slap at the same
parasites. After decades of close horror, we even speak each others
language. But, breathing the same air -- that is something that demands
death. Varo Pina and Skis Adoveyna are waiting for the order, their eyes
tired and yellow, staring at the top of the bank. I can see that Pina
already sees its own death. I want to touch its hand, to tell Pina that
we will survive, but my friend would reject my words. My friend Varo
Pina knows it must die. It has talked about nothing else for days. I
think it wants to get done with the experience. "I am calm about
death," Pina once said to me. "Waiting for death is the strain." Once,
in the dust of memory, Pina and I loved. Neither of us conceived. The
humans have us there. If a Drac is certain it will be dead or otherwise
unable to care for its young, it cannot conceive. To humans, though,
the prospect of death and deprivation seems to drive them into a fertile
frenzy. We are told that it is a primitive survival mechanism to
preserve the species. They also live longer than Dracs, barring