
All of the machinery was controlled by operators sitting safely inside their
stations at the control center. Only a handful of construction workers were
actually out on the floor of the crater Alphonsus.
I should be inside, too, Doug told himself. The deadline comes up right about
now. I ought to be inside facing the music instead of out here, trying to
avoid it all.
In the seven years of his exile on the Moon, Doug had always come out to the
lunar surface when he had a problem that ached in him. The Moon's harsh,
airless other-worldliness concentrated his mind on the essentials: life or
death, survival or extinction. He never failed to be thrilled by the stark
grandeur of the lunar landscape. But now he felt fear, instead. Fear that
Moonbase would be closed, its potential for opening the space frontier forever
lost. Fear that he would have to return to Earth, where fanatic assassins
awaited him.
And anger, deep smoldering anger that men would threaten war and destruction
in their ignorant, blind zeal to eradicate Moonbase.
Simmering inside, Doug turned back to the tractor and climbed up to its bare
metal driver's seat. The ground here along the pass was rutted by years of
tractors' cleats clawing through the dusty lunar regolith. He himself had
driven all the way around these softly rounded mountains, circumnavigating the
crater; not an easy trek, even in a tractor. Alphonsus was so big its ringwall
mountains disappeared beyond the short lunar horizon. The jaunt had taken
almost a week, all of it spent inside a spacesuit that smelled very ripe by
the time he came home again. But Doug had found the peace and inner
tranquility he had sought, all alone up on the mountaintops.
Not today. Even out here there was no peace or tranquility for him.
Once he reached the crater floor he looked beyond the uncompromising slash of
the horizon and saw the Earth hanging in the dark sky, glowing blue and decked
with streams of pure white clouds. He felt no yearning, no sense of loss, not
even curiosity. Only deep resentment, anger. Burning rage. The Moon was his
true home, not that distant deceitful world where violence and treachery
lurked behind every smile.
And he realized that the anger was at himself, not the distant faceless people
of Earth. I should have known it would come to this. For seven years they've
been putting the pressure on us. I should have seen this coming. I should have
figured out a way to avoid an outright conflict.
He parked the tractor and walked along the side of the construction pit,
gliding in the dreamlike, floating strides of the Moon's low gravity. Turning
his attention back to the work at hand, Doug saw that the digging was almost
finished. They were nearly ready to start the next phase of the job. The
tractors were best for the heavy work, moving large masses of dirt and rock.
Now the finer tasks would begin, and for that the labs were producing
specialized nanomachines.
He wondered if they would ever reach that stage. Or would the entire base be
abandoned and left suspended in time, frozen in the airless emptiness of
infinity? Worse yet, the base might be blasted, bombed into rubble, destroyed
for all time.
It can't come to that! I won't let that happen. No matter what, I won't give
them an excuse to use force against us.
'Greetings and felicitations!' Lev Brudnoy's voice boomed though Doug's helmet
earphones.
Startled out of his thoughts, Doug looked up and saw Brudnoy's tall figure
approaching, his spacesuit a brilliant cardinal red. The bulky suits smothered
individual recognition, so long-time Lunatics tended to personalize their
suits for easy identification. Even inside his suit, though, Brudnoy seemed to
stride along in the same gangly, loose-jointed manner he did in shirtsleeves.
'Lev - what are you doing here?'
'A heart-warming greeting for your stepfather.'
'I mean ... oh, you know what I mean!'
'Your mother and I decided to come up now, in case there's trouble later on.'