
"It means I imagine things that aren't there and then write about them as if they were the apocalypse.
Like the creeps last week that smeared black paint all over the synagogue on Devon, down past
Chancellor. I said they seemed to be taking part in a conspiracy to defame all the religious com-munity's
edifices in town. Dederson says it was a bunch of drunken college kids feeling their oats."
"Well, weren't they?"
"Who knows? They weren't caught. And neither were the poor, underprivileged kids who sliced up
the altar cloth and dented the crucifix at St. Mary's last month. Or the rambunctious students who nailed
those dead cats to the Baptist Church doors last June." He frowned, drained his cup without breath-ing
and dropped it into a wastebasket. "A conspiracy? Nuts. Just kids feeling their en-riched oats."
"It could be, you know," she said, at once taken by the seriousness of his tone, and the nervous way
he pulled at the tie sloppily knotted and yanked toward the middle of his chest. "I mean, you read about
it all the time, don't you? Rich kids with nothing better to do, so they—"
"I know, I know. That maybe I could believe. But ..." He stopped, suddenly, and swiveled to his
desk. "Nat," he said without looking at her, "how've you been lately? Seriously."
Puzzled, she could only lift a hand to indicate she was doing fine.
"You, uh, over the hump, so to speak?"
"Oh." And she surprised herself by saying. "Yes, I think so. Life, as they say, goes on whether you
want it to or not." Her smile was a weak one. "So they say. Why?"
Marc rubbed at his chin before extracting a crumpled sheet of paper from an untidy pile on his blotter.
"There was a murder last night, Nat. In the park. Howard Vorhees, the assistant dean of students out at
the college."
"I don't think I want to hear anymore, Marc," she said. Then, sighing, nodded for him to continue while
a tightness around her chest amplified the increased beating of her heart.
Vorhees, Marc explained, was found just after dawn stretched out on a bench near the ball field. His
clothes had been stripped off and tossed into a nearby briar copse. A copy of the Herald had been
placed carefully over his face. When the officer who'd discovered the body pulled back the paper, he
found the throat slashed, the face mutilated apparently by a razor, and his right ear had been cut off and
stuffed into his mouth. Chief Windsor had admitted to no leads and had doubled the park patrol
immediately.
"As of," and Marc glanced at his watch, "as of twenty minutes ago, there were no clues of any kind.
No tracks, no nothing." He flicked the paper with a forefinger and set it carefully back on the pile. "I also
got into trouble because Dederson wanted me to in-terview you, and I told him where he could find it if
he wanted it that bad."
Natalie swallowed the trace of bile that had crept into her mouth. A feeling of time displacement
unsteadied her, and she felt the coffee cup pressed into her hands. She sipped gratefully, not tasting the
cool liquid, and handed it back.
"It's the same, isn't it?"
He agreed, sadly. "And when I mentioned that instead of an interview we ought to pursue the
possibility of a connection, he told me, and I quote for your edification, 'Clayton, if you want to be a
mystery writer, then move to the city. You, sir, are a re-porter. That means you report, get it? Re-port,
Clayton, or cover your typewriter and truck.' "
"Truck?" She laughed once, loudly.
"Truck," Marc said. "He likes to think he's up on the latest street language."
She pulled her purse into her lap and toyed nervously with the strap. "What are you going to do?"
"If I knew, I'd tell you. Come on," he said, grabbing his brown and rumpled sports jacket from the
back of his chair. "I'll walk you to work. That was where you were headed, wasn't it?"
"Where else? I still have bills, you know."
And once on the street, they separated just enough to keep their arms from brushing as they walked.
It was a confusing few minutes. Natalie wished Marc wouldn't be quite so sensitive about her feelings,
her image, but she was also pleased at the consideration. Several of her friends had not so subtly
wondered why she and Marc hadn't been seeing more of one another, and lately Natalie had discovered