
Jander fixed the old man with his silver gaze.
"Well, perhaps you're right," the priest relented. "I'm sure she could use some comfort." He walked
over to the wooden door of the cell and tugged it open.
"Lord—"
The cleric paused. "Yes, my son."
"Thank you."
The priest smiled sadly. "I'll pray for her. And for you," he added, then he was gone.
Alone with the madwomen, Jander sank down beside the woman he had taken care of for thirty
summers. Anna's fever still hadn't broken, and, although she was now conscious, she obviously failed to
recognize him. Jander laid his cheek on her hair and tightened his grave-cold hand on her shoulder.
He made the deadly decision without even thinking about it. It was the only option left to him. Anna
was dying, but Jander could not bear to be parted from her. "Anna, my love," he said softly, "if there were
any other way for us to be together..."
The elf’s slender hand brushed her cheek, hot and dry and red with her life's blood. Unable to hold
back any longer, Jander kissed that cheek. Corpse-cold lips slid down her jaw to her throat, pressed against
the beating vein. Had he thought any deity would have cared, he would have said a prayer for the success
that night's endeavor. What he was attempting held danger as well as promise. There came the familiar,
bittersweet ache in his mouth as his fangs emerged, ready to pierce soft white skin and take sustenance.
Swiftly, before his courage could fail him, Jander bit deeply into Anna's throat, deeper than he had ever
gone before. The skin resisted an instant, then popped and yielded a gush of hot fluid.
Anna gasped and struggled against the pain. The vampire's strength was more than mortal, and she
could not escape his grasp. Gradually she quieted, then went limp.
Jander drank eagerly, the warm, coppery-tasting fluid flowing easily down his throat. The life force
it carried began to seep through him, renewing his power and rekindling his senses. It had been a long time
since he had permitted himself such a banquet; he had almost forgotten the elation and heat a true feeding
engendered. He felt himself surrendering to the pleasure. Dimly he noticed the change as the flavor began
to turn ashy and empty.
Abruptly he stopped. He had almost gone too far; he had almost drained her dry in his hunger.
Quickly, still cradling her limp form in one powerful arm, he slashed a deep gash in his own throat with a
clawlike nail. New blood—Anna's blood—pumped from the incision. Jander moved her like a doll, placing
her mouth to his throat. "Drink, my love," he said hoarsely, "drink, and be one with me!"
There was no movement. Suddenly afraid, he shoved her face into the wound. "Anna, drink." She
tried feebly to push him away, and he cast a frantic glance down at her.
She smiled serenely, lucidly up at him through a ruddy mask of blood. Heartbeats away from her
death, some fraction of sanity had returned, like a benediction, to the tortured girl. Her mind was obviously
her own for the moment, and she had made a choice. She refused the eternal undeath he was foisting upon
her. Her strength was ebbing, but she mustered enough energy to lift a small hand to touch his golden face,
content, even happy with her decision.
"Sir," she whispered, a single tear sliding down her ashen cheek. Her magnificent eyes closed for
the last time, then her head fell back limply across his trembling arm.
"Anna?" Jander knew she was dead, of course, but he kept repeating dazedly, "Anna? Anna?"
Sanity returned to him shortly before dawn.
His eyes were closed when he again became aware of his surroundings. The first thing he noticed
was the silence. Not a single groan or whimper floated to his ears. No breath, no rustle, no sound at all.
Next came the smell—a hot, coppery scent that was as familiar as his own name.
He was lying on the cold stone floor and attempted to rise. It was then that he discovered that he
had been in his lupine form over the past few hours. Silver eyes still shut, Jander ran a pink tongue about his
jaws, tasting the fluid that had given off the copper smell. What had he done? He did not want to know, but
he had to face his deeds. Slowly the gold-furred wolf opened his silver eyes.
He had left not one of the miserable wretches alive. The sight of the slaughter greeted him like
some obscene carnival tableau. The madwomen lay strewn about like a child's forgotten toys, some on their
pal* lets, some on the floor, all with their throats gaping open like second mouths. Here and there were the
mutilated corpses of the guards who had foolishly tried to stop the carnage. Red was the predominant color
now instead of the flat gray of stone. It looked as though the same child who had tossed the corpses
carelessly aside had hurled bucketfuls of crimson about.
A low moan escaped Jander. The vampire couldn't even remember attacking them. He had killed
before, often. He had enjoyed killing before, occasionally. However, he had not known he was capable of