
still very early indeed, just after three-thirty in the morning. The corridors
were empty of people, and most of the ceiling lights were dimmed.
We came eventually to a spiral staircase, at the top of which was a
heavy steel door. Future Denton took a flashlight from his pocket, and
switched it on. There were two locks to the door, and as he opened it he
indicated that I should step through before him.
I emerged into coldness and darkness, such extremes of both that they
came as a physical shock. Denton closed the door behind him, and locked it
again. As he shone his flashlight around I saw that we were standing on a
small platform, enclosed by a handrail about three feet high. We walked over
and stood at the rail. Denton switched off his light, and the darkness was
complete.
"Where are we?" I said.
"Don't talk. Wait . . . and keep watching."
I could see absolutely nothing. My eyes, still adjusted to the
comparative brightness of the corridors, tricked my senses into detecting
coloured shapes moving about me, but in a moment these stilled. The darkness
was not the major preoccupation; already the movement of the cold air across
my body had chilled me and I was trembling. I could feel the steel of the rail
in my hands like a spear of ice, and I moved my hands trying to minimize the
discomfort. It was not possible to let go though. In that absolute dark the
rail was my only hold on the familiar. I had never before been so isolated
from what I knew, never before been confronted with such an impact of things
unknown. My whole body was tense, as if bracing itself against some sudden
detonation or physical shock, but none came. All about me was cold and dark
and overwhelmingly silent bar the sound of the wind in my ears.
As the minutes passed, and my eyes became better able to adjust, I
discovered I could make out vague shapes about me. I could see Future Denton
beside me, a tall black figure in his cloak, outlined against the lesser
darkness of what was above him. Beneath the platform on which we stood I could
detect a huge, irregularly shaped structure, black and black on black.
Around all this was impenetrable darkness. I had no point of reference,
nothing against which I could make distinctions of form or outline. It was
frightening, but in a way which struck emotionally, not in such a way that I
felt at all threatened physically. Sometimes I had dreamed of such a place,
and then I had awakened still experiencing the after-images of an impression
such as this. This was no dream; the bitter cold could not be imagined, nor
could the startling clarity of the new sensations of space and dimension. I
knew only that this was my first venture outside the city--for this was all it
could be--and that it was nothing like I had ever anticipated.
Fully appreciating this, the effect of the cold and dark on my
orientation became of subsidiary importance. I was outside . . . _this_ was
what I had been waiting for!
There was no further need for Denton's admonition to silence; I could
say nothing, and had I tried the words would have died in my throat or been
lost on the wind. It was all I could do to look, and in looking I saw nothing
but the deep, mysterious cape of a land under the clouded night.
A new sensation affected me: I could smell the soil! It was unlike
anything I had ever smelled in the city, and my mind conjured a spurious image
of many square miles of rich brown soil, moist in the night. I had no way of
telling what it was I could actually smell--it was probably not soil at
all--but this image of rich, fertile ground had been one that endured for me
from one of the books I had read in the crèche. It was enough to imagine it
and once more my excitement lifted, sensing the cleansing effect of the wild,
unexplored land beyond the city. There was so much to see and do. . . and even
yet, standing on the platform, it was still for those few precious moments the
exclusive domain of the imagination. I needed to see nothing; the simple
impact of this fundamental step beyond the city's confines was enough to spark
my underdeveloped imagination into realms which until that moment had been fed
only by the writings of the authors I had read.