
trickster god of laughter and tears, still lay hidden under a ledge beneath the chuckling water.
Like the garden, Llesho had survived and healed. He sat on the split log bench just beyond the
reach of the fine spray the waterfall kicked up, contemplating the altar to the trickster god—a
favored deity of an emperor fond of disguises and mentor to a young prince still learning how to
be a king—as if it would give up the secrets of the heavens. In his hand he held a quarter tael
of silver and a slip of paper, much wrinkled and dampened from the tight grip he held on it. With
a sideways look at Master Den, who was the trickster god ChiChu in disguise, he placed the
petition on the tiny altar with the coin inside it for an anchor. Then he sat back down on his
bench and prepared to wait.
Master Den said nothing, nor did he reach for the offering on his altar. If it came to a contest,
the trickster god had eternity to outsit him. Llesho gave a little sigh and surrendered.
"He comes to me in my dreams. Master Markko. He tells me I'm dying, and I believe him.
Then I wake up, and he's gone, and I'm still here." Still alive. But the dreams sometimes felt
more real than the waking world.
"And you want to know—?"
"Is it real? Or am I going mad?"
"Ah."
Llesho waited for Master Den to go on, fretfully at first, but as the silence stretched between
them, he found that his fears, all his conscious thought, for that matter, drifted away. He heard
the merry chime of water dashing on stone, and saw the bright flick of the light bouncing off the
droplets in myriad rainbows. He felt the sun on his back, and the breeze on his face, and the
rough split logs of the bench under his backside. The sun moved, and he turned his head to feel
its heat on his closed eyes, on his smile. Without realizing it was happening, the moment stole
through him, sunlight filling all the chinks and crannies of his fractured existence. He was aware
only of a profound peace settling in his heart and his gut, pinning him to his bench in a perfect
eternity of now.
"As long as you hold the world in your heart, he can't touch you." Master Den gave a little
shrug. "But if you ever tire of the world, have something else to grab onto."
His mind went to Carina, the healer with hair the color of the Golden River Dragon, and eyes like
Mara's, who aspired to be the eighth mortal god. But he knew instinctively that wasn't what his
teacher meant. He already had a purpose to hold him: to free his country and open the gates
of heaven. Now he needed a dream more powerful than the ones Master Markko sent to
trouble his sleep. His questions, about the brothers still lost to him that he had pledged his quest
to free and the necklace of the Great Goddess that the mortal goddess SienMa had charged
him to find, would keep for another day. This lesson, to store up the sights and sounds and
smell and touch of peace against the struggle to come, he finally understood.
They sat in comfortable silence together until the sun had reached the zenith, and then Master
Den swept up the petition Llesho had placed on his altar.
"You are wanted at the palace." He flipped Llesho's silver coin in the air, and when it had landed
in the palm of his hand, he tucked it into his own purse with a wink and a lopsided grin. He was,
after all, a trickster god. "It's time to go."
Lesho had already put on the disguise he would wear for the next part of his journey, the
uniform of an imperial militia cadet. Hmishi had stowed the gifts of the mortal goddess—his jade
cup, and the short spear that seemed to want him dead—in his pack for the road. He had only
to find his companions and be gone. Still, he doubted their plan.
" don't know who in their right mind would hire me to protect their camels," he grumbled.
Merchants would expect a cadet of his age to have the skills and reflexes of a soldier, but no
real experience of combat. "I explained that to Emperor Shou, but you know how he is." Shou
had simply raised an eyebrow and asked when had he ever left anything to chance.
"I'm sure he has something in mind. After all, he had a very good teacher." Master Den winked,
sharing the joke. He was, of course, that teacher, which didn't reassure Llesho at all.
Their horses awaited them at the rear of Shou's palace, in a cobbled courtyard milling with
servants and stable hands, with friends staying behind and friends who would continue the