“Won’t you all go and . . . game or whatever?” I burst out at them. “Leave me to concentrate! If you
spot him, come and tell me—I’ll be working straight west down yon largest promenade, the glyfrabble
and runewreckers lairs first. What do you need that for, Raschle?!” I noticed that Raschle had wrapped a
cubit of log-chain round his forearm and covered it with his sleeve. I’d just previously seen Olombo tuck
an ironwood short-knout in his breech-waist, and a brass knuckle-frame in his pocket. The two of them
traded a quick, hooded glance, and shrugged. My wiry pullers, Bantril and Shinn, glum, short-spoken men
of the tundra stock, turned away when I looked at them. Had Bantril there strapped something to his ribs
beneath his doublet? “Will you all leave me to collect myself, please?” I cried. “To concentrate?”
I watched them go. They seemed to confer before diverging in pairs to either side of the boulevard, and
leaving my view.
I quaffed one more goblet of wine. I sighed. Unclenched my hands. I practiced some affable smiles,
which I hoped would facilitate my inquiries in this city of scoundrels. Then I set forth.
The boulevard was an endless procession of lounges and parlors and lairs all tiaraed and spangled in
lamps—their mere monikers galled me: The Gilded Palm, Odds Bodikins, Pelf’s Paradise, The Portly
Poke, The Deck and Die. Smiling affably, I asked passers-by which were the glyf-trick and rune-swindle
dens, and was answered with japes and affronts.
Stepping in this place and that, I amiably conferred with various greeters and doorkeepers: with
pomaded panders, mustachioed shills, rouged catamites in kohl and ringlets, powdered ponces, and leering
ganymedes—for whose facetious impertinences I thanked them, smiling affably.
At length I learned to descry—through street windows—the red felt tables for rune play, and the racked
arrays of glass statuettes that were glyfs. Now, speaking less, I hunted through the dens themselves,
overstepping here the vomitus of a gamester overtaken by surfeit, sidestepping there the blind assault of a
gamester in fury, or ducking under the wild, begging embrace of a gamester just ruined.
Until, wonderfully, there he was, my son, at a rune table, suavely directing the coins his ring of bettors
vied to place. My dear, grave Persander, look at him: coolth itself amid chaos he was, his shoulders at last
their full breadth now (my father’s shoulder’s, as I had foreseen, not his father’s)—his brows’ brooding jut
in place too now, giving his eyes the shadowed private look I’d long seen they’d grow to. And his ears!
The last of that dear, boyish blatancy was gone now. They hugged his head sleekly, a man’s, my precious
little boy’s no more!
He saw me, stood staring, then signalled a colleague to stand in for him, and came over to me. His face
stayed impassive (already a gambler’s) but he walked straight to me and hugged me without hesitation.
I hugged him hard. “My precious son! I’ve intruded! No! I’ve inexcusably thrust in, interrupted,
embarrassed you. . . .”
“Mother! I rejoice to see you. I’m completely delighted!”
And then I could see that I had embarrassed him, though he was covering very smoothly. How could
this not embarrass him? I asked myself, but even so it stung me. He mustn’t be pawed by his mother here
where he worked his profession! Oh heavens forbid! I stood a bit away and smiled as if he were a dear
friend. It felt false and I felt miserable, but also a mite irritated now. “We are commissioned to North
Hagia, our carrack put in here. I had to see you and to . . . show you my affection.”
“North Hagia? Big Quay?” He seemed to disapprove. It irked me, seemed mere contrariety. Belatedly I
saw it was the A’Rak, the danger he minded. It made me glad. I was starting to reassure him when a big,
ruddy fop in wide fleecy muttonchops and a toga of silver fur placed a proprietary palm on my son’s
shoulder. “Riddler! I have coin here, Sirrah, riding on your felt! I’m engaged and I’m not having riddlers
switched on me, do you think me an infant? That I don’t know it’s bad luck? If you are indeed employed
here, come get thee back to work!”
“Sir,” said Persander coolly, gracefully lifting the man’s hand from his shoulder with one twist of his
wrist, “you are incorrect, and impo—”
“Impolite,” he was undoubtedly going to say. I afterwards recalled in perfect detail that moment when I
interrupted, and did the unforgivable for a mother—stepped in to defend my son, as if he couldn’t do it
himself! I tried to stand still, stay silent, and almost managed, but when my son addressed this flatulent
money-sack as “Sir,” my outrage wouldn’t stay down.