the request that was sure to come - a forty-year old could not possibly fit into his
midshipman's berth. Besides, it was evident that Hollom was an unlucky man, one that
would bring bad luck to the ship; the crew, an intensely superstitious set of men, would
dislike him and perhaps treat him with disrespect, which would mean starting the hateful
round of punishment and resentment all over again.
It was clear from Hollom's account of himself that he was finding more and more
captains of this opinion: his last ship, Leviathan, had paid off seven months ago, and he
had come out to Gibraltar in the hope either of a death-vacancy or a meeting with one of
his many former commanders who might be in need of an experienced master's mate.
Neither had occurred and now Hollom was at his last extremity.
'I am very sorry to say so, but I am afraid it is quite impossible for me to find room
for you on my quarterdeck,' said Jack. 'In any case, there would be no point in it, since the
ship will be paying off in the next few weeks.'
'Even a few weeks would be infinitely welcome, sir,' cried Hollom with a ghastly
sprightliness: then, clutching at a straw he added, 'I should be happy to sling my hammock
before the mast, sir, if you would enter me as able.'
'No, no, Hollom, it would not do,' said Jack, shaking his head. 'But here is a fi'pun
note, to be repaid out of your next prize-money, if it would prove useful to you.'
'You are very good, sir,' said Hollom, clasping his hands behind his back, 'but I am
not. ..' What he was not never appeared; his face, still retaining something of its artificial
sprightly expression, twitched oddly, and Jack dreaded a burst of tears. 'However, I am
obliged for your kind intention. Good day to you, sir.'
'God damn it, God damn it,' said Jack to himself as Hollom walked away, looking
unnaturally stiff. 'This is infernal goddam blackmail.' And then aloud, 'Mr Hollom, Mr
Hollom, there.' He wrote in his pocket-book, tore out the page, and said, 'Report aboard
the Surprise for duty before noon and show this to the officer of the watch.'
A hundred yards farther on he met Captain Sutton of the Namur, Billy Sutton, a
very old friend, since they had been youngsters together in HMS Resolution. 'Lord Billy,'
cried Jack, 'I never thought to see you here - I never saw Namur come in. Where is she?'
'She is blockading Toulon, poor old soul, and Ponsonby is looking after her for me. I
was returned for Rye in the by-election. Stopford is running me home in his yacht.'
Jack congratulated him, and after some words about Parliament, yachts, and
acting-captains Sutton said, 'You look most uncommon hipped, Jack; like a cat that has
lost its kittens.'
'I dare say I do. Surprise is ordered home, you know, to be laid up or broke, and I
have spent some truly miserable weeks, making preparations, fobbing off whole boatloads
of people who want a lift for themselves or their families or friends. And not five minutes
ago I did a very foolish thing, clean against my principles: I took a middle-aged master's
mate off the shore because he looked so goddam thin, poor
devil. It was mere sentimentality, mere silly indulgence. It will do him no good in the end;
he will be neither grateful nor useful, and he will corrupt my youngsters and upset the
hands. He has Jonah written all over his face. Thank Heaven the Caledonia is in at last. I
can make my report and be away as soon as my launch returns from Mahon, before
anyone else comes 4board. The port-admiral has tried to foist a number of horrible