But it didn't matter. It was too late. Leon had come vastly too far, pursuing the thing whose dim shape and
potential he had begun to discover in his statistical calculations all the way back in his twenties in Paris.
Too many people had died; too much of himself had been invested in this. In order to change now, he
would have to start all over again, old and undefended and with the deck stacked against him.
" 'Friends may forsake me,' " he said, speaking the line rather than singing it. Let them all forsake me, he
thought. I'll still have you, Sonny Boy.
He stood up and hoisted the boy easily onto his shoulders. "Enough of the song, Scott. You still got your
money?" The boy rattled the worthless chips and pennies in his pocket. "Then let's go into the den."
"What for?" asked Donna, her hands hooked into the back pockets of her jeans.
"Man stuff," Leon told her. "Right, Scotto?"
Scott swayed happily on his father's shoulders. "Right!"
Leon crossed the room, pretended to be about to ram the boy's head into the door lintel, then at the last
moment did a deep knee bend and stepped through. He did the same trick at the door to the
den—provoking wild giggles from Scotty—and then lifted him down and plopped him into the leather
chair that was Daddy's chair. The lamp flame flickered with the wind of it, throwing freakish shadows
across the spines of the books that haphazardly filled the floor-to-ceiling shelves.
Scotty's blue eyes were wide, and Leon knew the boy was surprised to be allowed, for the first time, to sit
in the chair with the cup and lance head and crown hanging on wires overhead.
"This is the King's chair," the boy whispered.
"That's right." Leon swallowed, and his voice was steadier when he went on: "And anybody who sits in
it … becomes the King. Let's play a game of cards." He unlocked the desk and took from it a handful of
gold coins and a polished wooden box the size of a Bible.
He dropped the coins onto the carpet. "Pot's not right."
Scotty dug the holed chips and flattened pennies out of his pocket and tossed them onto the floor in front
of the chair. He grinned uncertainly at his father. "Pot's right."
Defaced currency against gold, Leon thought. The pot is indeed right.
Crouching in front of the boy now, Leon opened the box and spilled into his hands a deck of oversize
cards. He spread them out on the carpet, covering their bets, and waved at them. "Look," he said softly. A
smell like incense and hot metal filled the room.
Leon looked at the boy's face rather than at the Tarot cards. He remembered the night he had first seen a
deck of this version, the suppressed Lombardy Zeroth version, in a candle-lit attic in Marseilles in 1925;
and he remembered how profoundly disturbing the enigmatic pictures had been, and how his head had
seemed to be full of voices, and how afterward he had forced himself not to sleep for nearly a week.
The boy's eyes narrowed, and he was breathing deeply and slowly. Awful wisdom seemed to be subtly
aging the planes of his young face, and Leon tried to guess, from the changing set of his mouth, which
card was under his gaze at which moment: the Fool, in this version without his characteristic dog,
standing on a jigsaw-edged cliff with an expression of malevolent idiocy; Death, also standing at the
wavy cliff edge, looking more like a vertically split mummy than a skeleton, and carrying a bizarrely
reminiscent-of-Cupid bow; Judgment, with the King calling up naked people from a tomb; the various
face cards of Cups, Wands, Swords, and Coins … and all with repugnantly innocent-seeming patterns of
branches or flower vines or ivy in the foreground somewhere … and all done in the vividest golds and
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