"But we had to return to our Kingdoms. We had to return to the duties that awaited us. Three stolen
nights of love we had, maybe more, in which he yielded as a boy might to a man. Then letters that
at last became too painful to write. Then war. Silence. Stefan's Kingdom allied with that of the
Queen. And later, her armies at our gates, and this strange meeting in the Queen's castle: I on my
knees waiting to be given to a worthy Master, and Stefan, the Queen's young kinsman, sitting
silently at her right at the banquet table." Tristan smiled again. "No, it was worse for him. I blush
with shame to admit it, but my heart leapt when I saw him. And it is I who, out of spite, have
triumphed by abandoning him."
"Yes," Beauty understood this because she knew she had done it to the Crown Prince and Lady
Juliana. "But the village, weren't you afraid?" Again there came the quavering in her voice. How
far were they from the village, even as they spoke of it? "Or was it simply the only way?" she asked
softly.
"I don't know. There must have been more to it than that," Tristan whispered, but then he stopped
as though bewildered. "But if you must know," he confessed, "I am terrified." Yet he said it so
calmly, his voice so full of quiet assurance that Beauty couldn't believe it.
The groaning cart had made another turn. The guards had ridden ahead to hear some orders from
their Commander. The slaves whispered among themselves, all too obedient and fearful still to
discard the little leather bits in their mouth, yet able to consult frantically on what lay ahead as the
cart rocked on slowly.
"Beauty," Tristan said, "we'll be separated when we reach the village, and no one knows what may
happen to us. Be good, obey; it can't ultimately—" And again he stopped, unsure. "It can't
ultimately be worse than the castle."
And now Beauty thought she heard the barest tinge of real trepidation in his voice, but his face was
almost hard when she looked up at him, only the beautiful eyes softening it just a little. She could
see the slightest golden stubble of beard on his chin, and she wanted to kiss it.
"Will you watch for me after we're separated, try to find me, if only to say a few words to me?"
Beauty said. "O, just to know you are there . . . but I don't think I will be good. I don't see why I
should be good any longer. We're bad slaves, Tristan. Why should we obey now?"
"What do you mean?" he asked. "You make me afraid for you."
From far away, there came the faint roar of voices, the sound of a large crowd carrying sluggishly
over the low hills, the dim vibration of a village fair, of hundreds talking, shouting, milling.
Beauty pressed close to Tristan's chest. She felt a stab of excitement between her legs, her heart
knocking. Tristan's organ was hard again, but it was not inside of her, and it was an agony again
that her hands were bound so she couldn't touch it.
Her question seemed meaningless suddenly, yet she repeated it, the distant noise growing louder.
"Why must we obey if we are already punished?"
Tristan too heard the distant swelling sounds. The cart was picking up speed.
"We were told at the castle that we must obey," Beauty said, "our parents had willed it when they
sent us to the Queen and the Prince as Tributes. But now we're bad slaves ..."