
your loyalty to friends, especially the Norringtons, well, that fires my heart, it does.
“Now your mother, she is fair to bursting with pride in you, but she’s also fit to weep
at losing you. You’ll be remem-bering that, Tarrant, and you’ll put up with her fussing
about. When you’re finally a man, she’ll learn to retreat a bit—and likely you’ll have an
appreciation of her that you’ve not had before. For now, though, know your growing up
is as difficult on her as it will be on you.”
I nodded solemnly and felt the mask’s tails gently slapping my neck. “I’d not do
anything to hurt her
or you.”
“I know, you’re a good lad.” He patted my knee with a calloused hand. Liverspots and
scars were woven together in his flesh. “You’re also going to have to remember that you
wear the mask everywhere, at all times, save here in your home, with your family. Yes, I
know there are those who think shedding the mask amid friends is acceptable, but we’re
an old family. We’ve taken the mask since the days when one had to, and we’re not
surrendering a tradition for which our ancestors shed blood. Promise me, boy, that you’ll
always wear your mask.”
I laid my hand on top of his. “You have my promise.”
“Good.” He glanced down at the floor for a moment, then nodded. “Your brothers,
they’re good men, but not quite as bright as you. When I gave them their masks, I gave
them some advice about what will be going on in the next month. For you I’ve not got
anything to say that you don’t already know. For some people the Moon Month is a
chance to start over. For others it’s a chance to start. For you, though, it is a chance to
continue learning and growing into the man you want to be.“
He straightened, then looked down at me. “You know, Tarrant, I’ve no favorites
among my children. I love you all, but I will say this: if I were out in the forests and lost,
with frostclaws coursing me, there’s one of you I know would find me and help me.
That’s you, lad. The others would try, don’t get me wrong, but you’d manage it. By luck
or pluck, you’d do it. For that reason among many I am very proud of you.”
The pride welling up in my chest robbed me of words. I smiled at my father and he
nodded in return.
“Come on, lad, I’ll be introducing you to your family now.” He opened the door to my
room, then ushered me onto the walkway that provided access to the house’s upper
rooms. My mother and my two brothers had gathered in the entry-way, at the base of
the stairs—just this side of the entryway’s mask-curtain—but I did nothing more than
glance at them. In keeping with custom, they did not even acknowledge my existence.
I preceded my father down the stairs, then let him pass me. He cleared his throat and
my unmasked kin smiled at him. “This being the fifteenth day of the month of Gold, I
would like to present to you a new Hawkins. He is Tarrant.”
I bowed my head to them. “I am pleased to make your acquaintance.”
My oldest brother, Doke, wearing a semiserious expression on his face, offered me his
hand. “Captain Doke Hawkins of the Frontier Lancers, at your service.”
“And I am Sallitt Hawkins, Lieutenant in the Oriosan Scouts.” Sallitt swept a hank of
red hair out of his eyes and shook my hand. “Tarrant, you say? I once knew a Tarrant
Hawkins. Bit of a bother.”
My mother hissed at him. “Hush now, Sal. Pleased to be meeting you, Tarrant.”
“The pleasure is all mine.” I took my mother’s heart hand in mine and kissed it gently.
She turned away quickly so I couldn’t see her face. Dawn light pouring in through the
front windows caught the long veins of grey running through her brown hair. I’d noticed
them before and had even kidded her about them. But now, seeing them through the
slits in a moonmask, I felt the first cold jolt of mortality. My mother and father had been
part of my life forever—or, rather, until this day I had been part of their lives. Now I had
my own life to live, one that would take me away from them. I was a seed fallen away