slender, golden-haired, golden-eyed, and glitters. Beyond these details he
cannot see, and his attention is distracted by the appearance of another god,
also ghostly.
Where the goddess is golden, the latecomer is black-shadowed.
Unwanted, as well, because the three older golds strike. The barbarian throws
his hammer; the sun-god Apollo casts a light spear; and the bull-god sends
forth a black mist of menace.
Precog? questions someone, somewhere, Perhaps.
Martin loses his dream, drops into darkness. . . . . , and wakes screaming!
The scream dies as he moves his head, discovers he is on his side, holding the
railing of the bed. Discovers his fingers are sore. He releases his grasp, and
knows he should be surprised. He is not.
The metal is crushed, with eight finger impressions and two thumb holes
clearly visible.
Martin scrambles to his knees, ignoring the wavering effect, to study his
handiwork. He grabs the railing in a new place, farther toward the foot of the
bed, squeezes with all the force he can muster.
His palms and fingers protest, but the metal does not yield. He lets go. Tears
well up, sorrow and frustration. “Mad, I'm mad. Crazier than Faroh.” Mad, I'm
mad, mad, mad. Crazier, crazier, than, than, Faroh, Faroh.
He closes his eyes, presses balled fists against them to shut out the double
echo, and the incredible flare of light that accompanies it.
“You'll get used to it,” a calm voice comments. Martin hops around on his
knees, feels awkward, embarrassed, and almost pitches over the side of the bed
as the nausea strikes him in the pit of his stomach. The glare dies with the
closing of the portal. The speaker looks like the sun-god of his dreams, with
short and curly blond hair, even features, cleft chin, piercing green eyes,
heroic body structure, wide shoulders and narrow waist, under a gold tunic and
trousers. Martin nods for the man to continue. “You're going to have more
trouble than the others. There are two reasons for that. The first is that
you're an untrained, full-range esper, and fully masked. The second is that
you have, shall we say, a certain potential.”
The golden man clears his throat, and even that sounds oddly musical, matching
the light baritone of his clear voice.
“During the times ahead, for a while you'll know you're going mad, Martel. At
times you will be. You have a great deal to learn. A great deal.”
The speech bothers Martin, but he cannot pin down why. “Who are you?” Who are
you? Martin winces.
“You can either sync your thoughts to your speech or put a damper on them to
eliminate the echo. The resonance makes any long conversations impossible, not
to mention the headaches, until you get your thoughts under control. That's a
function of the field, it tends to amplify stray thoughts and reflect them.
Really only a nuisance, but without controls you could upset the norms and the
tourists pretty strongly.”
Norms? Dampers? Field? And what about the glare from outside?
He settles on the simplest question, trying to block his own thoughts at the
same time. “Is it that bright outside all the time?”
“No. it isn't bright at all. Normally the intensity is about that of early
morning on Karnak. Bright, but nothing to worry about.”
“But. .. when you came in?”
The golden man smiles. “It only seems bright to you. You don't see me at all.
You're perceiving paranormally, and any light hurts your eyes. Except for the
solidio cube, the belt clasp, and the port light, your room is totally dark.
We've even screened out the glittermotes.” Martin gulps.
“I'll put it another way. Off Aurore, you have to make a conscious effort to
use esp. Here, you have to make a conscious effort not to. As 1 mentioned a
moment ago, when you really weren't paying attention, you are a full-range