
Thursday, April 17, 2003 3
The thought of being buried alive had sent a shiver down Anji’s spine. She
felt panic welling up within. Got to get out. Got to get out! She had tried to
sit up suddenly, but the heavy solution around her compensated, sucking her
torso downwards. Anji recalled thrashing around, banging her arms against
the sides of the tanks, crying out for help.
After what seemed like forever, the lid had been lifted back to reveal Dave’s
concerned face. He helped her clamber out and did his best to soothe her.
She took a shower to remove excess salt and changed back into her clothes,
still shivering at the memory of being trapped in the darkness. The inci-
dent had cast a pall over the rest of the day. Anji’s mood was not helped
when Dave admitted he had chosen the sensory deprivation tanks as a way
of replicating what it would be like to float in outer space, one of his many
obsessions. He had got a punch in the arm for that.
Dave was dead now, of course. Anji knew that as soon as she thought of
him, but she refused to stop remembering her lover. That would be denying
their time together. Anji was determined not to let it happen.
All these thoughts and feelings and memories wandered through her mind
before Anji realised she must be asleep. She was in that strange interregnum
between dreaming and waking, on the edge of both states but still capable
of embracing either one. She chose to wake up. Her body jerked in response
as it forgot how to be weightless.
Anji opened her eyes but could see only darkness. A great weight was
holding her immobile. She could shift one hand and her left leg slightly,
but that triggered movement above her. Rocks crashed down against rock,
showering her face with dust. She was entombed in the darkness, helpless,
trapped. And this time she knew Dave would not be coming to lift open the
lid and rescue her. She was buried alive.
Calm down, Anji told herself. It was all she could do to stop from scream-
ing. Anji didn’t think of herself as prone to petty phobias. She was a strong,
independent woman who could fend for herself in almost any situation. But
this wasn’t just any situation.
Deep breaths, try taking deep breaths. She was aware of a heavy stone
pressing against her ribs, constricting her breathing. That could become a
problem if she was trapped here for long. A vague memory from some first
aid course stirred, something about shallow breathing having dangerous side
effects. Not as dangerous as being buried alive beneath tonnes of rubble, Anji
thought. That probably edged out shallow breathing in the not-good-for-you